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kdmendoza
rockwall tx
PLEASE HELP JUST UPDATED!1-29-08 Prayer Answered
i don't know if it is worth it anymore .i feel the stress of it all is causing me health problems. I have so much resentment & loneliness it is consuming me i don't even like my husband right now much less love himhow am i suppose to ever trust him again lie after lie broken promise aftre promise it's just too late i feel.i know i'm suppose to pray & not bring things up & not cry or get angry & be this wife that puts him first but what about me im not happy i doing alotr of work & i'm not the one who had the affair i m so scared i'm going to be left empy & lonely at the end of this still not happy it's all about what he wants & needs well what about me i know this sounds selfish im sorry for being such a baby this is the only place safe that i can be honest about my feelings without fear of punishment Danny just gets mad if i talk BOUT HOW I FEEL .I KNOW THIS JUST THE DEVIL ATTACKING MY THOUGHTS BUT i am lonely all thes books i read keep saying we need to put our spouse needs 1st & i am but Danny has yet to even read a book he still works all the time like right now he's at Hooters with a customer eating & talking about a job that just makes me feel as i'm not thta important or he would rather be with customers & workers of his than be here with his family.it is taking everything in me not to push him away & tell him just go be with her if that will make you happy Go then maybe i can find someone who is willing to make me happy God tell me what to do Make all this pain & resentment go away
Update - 33 months ago:
the last few days have been better Danny has been making an effort to rebuild my trust back in him i thank you all sooooooooo much i needed all the kind words & support at the time i don't know what all is to come but i know with God any thing is possible & he would never give me something that i can't handle so he must really want to do something great with me..i never thought i could handle this much pain but he is molding me into the woman of christ that he wants me to be through this so with that said i know this is a short trip down the block ,but rather a long journey & i would be lieing if i said it doesn't scare me at times but i know He is right here with me & i just have to call on him
Update - 30 months ago:
i have been good the lord is truely been doing so much work in me i will write more later got to go
Update - 30 months ago:
Ok i'm Back .....Well lets see i have been going through alot of changes Lately.Since i 1st found out about the affair my husband was having in aug 07 alot has happened i wish it all would have been over in Aug. right when i found out but that wasn't Gods Plan. I had to Learn to totally trust him. i do I still struggle with dout at times but so much Good has come out of all this. He Has Breathed New Life into my marriage (he still is ) We Now have Date night every thursday & we have been Taking little getaways since Aug Every 2 months & that is helping us get reconnected.I ve prayed & seeked Gods Counsel He sent me to this Site I am so thankful for all The words of encouragement & Prayers they are the reason that i am doing so well .I am so thankful for all the People The lord brought into my life when i needed them the most.I'm in counseling & that is helping me to deal with all my issues & also how to deal with the people That i love that have issues too.I'm learning so much about myself the lord & his word !!ITher lord layed it on my heart to be thankful & praise him In the midst of all this hurt & pain .So i did & you know what he has changed me from The woman who was full of pain hurt anger unforgiveness(Self PIty)Into somone with peace ,JOY, Strenght & STRONGER FAITH. it"S AMazing!!!! He'sAMAZING!!!! MY GOD IS so wonderful He Gives Me HOPe That all is Going To be ok, Because He is A restoring God The all mighty God Who Can DO anything!!! YOu KNOw i just realized My Prayers were answered he said Check that box just now it's already been done!!!!!Lord How I love you I praise you I praise You I praise
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pray4ourmarriage
Rockwall, TX
Kelly-
You, your husband, marriage, and family are definitely in my prayers. You are so right that our God is a restoring God. I pray blessings pon your marriage and pray taht the Lord will continue to work in all of us to convict our hearts of those things keeping us from coming closer to Him. Praise the Lord!
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memo
Los Angeles, CA.
AMEN!!!! AMEN!!!! AMEN!!!!
I PRAY THAT ALL WILL GO WELL ON YOUR BIBLE STUDY
AND I AM SO THANKFULL TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE STAYING STRONG IN THE WORD OF GOD... & MOST AND FOREMOST THAT YOU ARE DOING WELL....
GOD BLESS YOU SISTER....
MISSED YOU SOO MUCH!!! GLAD YOUR BACK...........
GOD BLESS YOU SWEETHEART..........
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raechavez
Philippines
hello, I know that I didn't have the chance to write but I am praying for you...I thank you too soo much for your prayers for me.. and My prayers are with you no matter what...please leat us lift up one another and keep each other...thank you...
kdmendoza - 30 months ago:
thank you for the contiued prayers
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memo
Los Angeles, CA.
Precious Lord:
I pray that my sister is doing well and that her marriage is restored. Please protect her and her children and please bring her back, just so that we may know she is okay.
In Jesus Name........................
AMEN.......................
kdmendoza - 30 months ago:
hello i know it has been awhile i thank you soo much for all your prayers...I know that the lord will bless u because of them !!! I am doing better i started a bible study just this week & am so excited about it .thingsaround here got really bad & then better but through it all Godwas & is right here with me !! iknow he is the only one who can put an end to all this & he will i just have to trust him & wait .....So what i'm saying is he's been at work in me i've seen & heard him so clearly in the last 3/4 weeks it's the most amazing thing in this world to know that My God Loves Me that much & when i hurt He hurts and No matter what the out-come he will always be right here with me!!!!I am a stronger better person because of all this mess that is in my life.....& he is the awesome God Of all he does redeem restore & make new
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memo
Los Angeles, CA.
Sis:
I hope your okay!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's been a while since you've come to the prayersite........I miss you sis..........I pray that all is well with you.........
God Bless You..............
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Michaelanthony
Mathis, TX
My Sister in Christ. How are things with you and your family. I am just wanting to stay in touch and let you know that my prayers continue to uplift you and your cricumstance. Any news? God Bless!
kdmendoza - 30 months ago:
i am doing better i v had to realize that God has his hands all of this & stop trying to fix things on my own He is aGOD of Justice & he promise To Redeem REStore & make new so now all i need to is just rest in him while he does the work in me & those around me thnks for the prayers
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memo
Los Angeles, CA.
Precious Lord:
I pray that our sister KD is okay. She has not been on the prayer book and I'm praying that you will hear her prayers and that she will be back with us soon.
In Jesus Name..........
AMEN.
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memo
Los Angeles, CA.
Precious Lord:
I pray that continued blessings fall upon sister KD and I pray that you will bless her week and that your love will be her strength for her and her family.
IN JESUS MIGHTY NAME I PRAY.......
AMEN...........
memo - 33 months ago:
11-14 Thursday
Hi Sis Kd:
I hope your doing well. I miss you, I have'nt heard from you. May God keep you well.
AMEN
Have a beautfiull blessed day.......
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memo
Los Angeles, CA.
Precious Lord:
I pray that all your blessings will continue to fall upon my sister
KD. I pray that you will continue to heal this marriage, keep it strong and that LOVE will always prevail.............
IN JESUS MIGHTY NAME I PRAY..........................
AMEN..............................
HAVE A BLESSED SUNDAY MY SIS.................
LOVE YOU LOTS...................
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memo
Los Angeles, CA.
Good Morninng my precious Sister KD:
Thank you for your prayers. I pray that you will have a wonderfull and peacefull day today...............
AMEN.........
Love & Hugs
Sister Becky AKA: memo
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