my mom is not doin well at lord plz make stop vomiting oh lord hear me cry oh lord, please make mummy stop vomiting and make her strong again, the doctor said the cancer spread to her kidney oh lord give her strenght bless her amen

I jus came off the phone with my mummy, sshe said she is so weak she can't even drink water nothing is stayin in her body she is only bringing it back up, please lord i don't want to loose faith guide me give me wisdom, bless my mom make her be able to eat lord. let the doctors see that she needs help lord, i'm goin to vist her this morning , i pray you give us a sign that she will make it through this amen

i jus came from the hospital and it's stil the same story... i spoke with the doctor and he said he was giving her gravol since monday. Today is friday he said he change it to sumthing else i was so mad wit this doctor since minday my mom is like this he had a right to change it from wednesday. My mom can't even raise off the bed on her own she is so weak... lord i trust u heal her make her strong again

please continue to pray for my mom the medication is not working i think she might have to another surgery, she so weak god give her courage oh lord, i am leaving to go see her now i trust in god that she won't vomit as much and i trust that she well feel and get better plesase continue to pray my brothers and sisters amen

dear god i am so depress and alone, lord al i asked of you is to be wit my mummy i really miss her lord the house is not the same I'm alone... Father lord keep her safe in the hospital make her strong again lord bless her keep the cancer from spreading Jesus lord i luv u i ask one thing lord make my mom strong again cancer is deadly i know lord but she can fight this lord make her fight this, keep her food down lord. Lord i think she is giving up don't allow that lord speak to her when she is in pain listen to her when she cries give her strength amen

lord they want her to 2 do an operation father lord I'm not sure lord it is in your hands lord please keep my mummy safe they r drain the fluid out of her father lord give the doctors the knowledge, make the surgery successful dear god hear my cry oh lord

Father lord u already know whats going on with mom lord she is only askin 4 me let her know i wil be ok. Lord give me the courage to visit her 2day lord let her know i luv her father lord only u know best, please pray for my mom light a candle in this time of need jus pray for her amen

Lord they say you know best, maybe it is time for my mother 2 go.... oh lord if so please give her a peaceful death don't make her suffer oh lord... keep reminding her that we love her and we will never stop oh lord, i hope that u hear my cry i would rather that she come home strong and her self again but i know that can't happen father lord bless my family and me bless al the sick and my mummy amen

I just came back from the hospital 2 see my mom she was so happy 2 see me this early morning, her smile made feel good i pray she continue 2 fight and at the same time smile and trust in Jesus.

FATHER LORD WHY THE DOCTORS NOT DOING ANYTHING 2 HELP MY MOM, ONLY YOU CAN HELP OH LORD AND I TURN 2 YOU... IS IT HER TIME 2 GO AND IF WHY DO SHE HAVE TO SUFER MY LOVING GOD GIVE ME A SIGN I'M SO LOST AND CONFUSE BY THIS ENTIRE THING. GIVE ME COURAGE GIVE MY MOM STRENGTH, SHE STILL IS NOT EATING. OH JESUS HELP US AMEN

I got some good news mom said she can drink water and they gave her soup 2day that is really good news.... OH lord they said wednesday for the operation and now half of my family is saying no and the other half on my mom side is saying yes... this thing is confusing my mom and also me, JESUS lead mom 2 make the right decision cause only know best guide the doctors in doing their job.... amen

OH LORD YES THANK YOU FOR MAKING MOM FEEL A LITTLE BETTER 2DAY. LORD I PRAY THAT THIS OPERATION GO WELL OH FATHER... Father lord i asked that u bless the doctors operating on my mom guide them in doing a good job, i pray that mom wil recover great and be strong again and give her some more years, only you know best, Father lord i asked that u bless this entire family, bless my sister keep her strong in this time. Bless my mom again, LORD I TRUST YOU AND I BELIEVE IN U OH LORD AMEN

MOM had the operation and these doctors never came out to speak me about the operation, I waited their almost the entire day waiting 2 get feedback. I was lucky enough to speak wit a nurse and she said that my mom was doin well. I mus bless my Friend Racheal and her family for all the help that they gave her uncle was able 2 be in the operating room seeing what the doctors was doing, he is a doctor but not for the colon. Lord i ask that today we get positive feedback on mummy let her recover healthy and soon so that she can come home to house, lord i pray that the cancer does not spread more seeing that she did take the operation you know best and i trust in you i believe in you sweet JESUS in your name I PRAY AMEN

my mom is doing much better she stil can't eat but she is coming along slowly but i know she will pull this one off. TODAY she drink soup so thats a sign but she stil is vomiting up stuff i pray it will stop lord amen

LORD 2DAY MOM GOT SOME MORE SOUP AND SHE DID NOT VOMIT THANK GOD 4 DAT LORD CONTINUE TO BLESS HER AND SHOWER HER WITH LOVE AND HEALING AND ALSO 2 BE VERY STRONG OH LORD. AMEN

Praise GOD for my mom she is back home and i know she is very happy. She is in a lot of PAIN but i know the good lord will get her back on her feet. Thank you all who prayed for her and continue your prays for my mom the CANCER is still there and it is stage 3-4 people are saying that she does not have long again to live...... ONLY you LORD can decide that nobody else, sweet JESUS bless my family and everyone else amen

sorry i have not keep u all up to date, I'm so busy... lord i need u to forgive me I'm loosing focus oh lord i know this is a test from u 2 see how strong i am and lord i need u to give me patience oh lord I'm finding myself getting angry and thats not fair for my mom is so much work and is only me oh bless me plz amen

hi people sorry i have not updated u since, but this is so hard i'm starting to think the devil wants me to trip and be mad at everything... I'm so stressed out lord give me courage and patiences oh father sweet Jesus

I HATE THE WAY THINGS ARE IN MY LIFE, I FEEL 2 BE BY MYSELF AL THE TIME, RIGHT NOW IT HAVE CHURCH PEOPLE IN MY HOUSE THE CAME 2 SEE MOM AND I DON'T FEEL LIKE BEING AROUND THEM.... WHY IS THAT LORD???? I'M CONFUSED BY MY ACTIONS OH LORD MOM IS SO SICK AND IS SHE GETTING BETTER OH LORD... PLEASE TAKE THE NEGATIVE THOUGHTS OUT OF MY HEAD.. AMEN

father lord this morning we are going too the cancer hospital.. We will know the exact problem with mummy.... she is so scared and i am to GOD... I really hope she is able too do the treatment, if not wat nex Jesus wats nex, please GOD don't make her have to do radation she does not oh LORD... Her body is still so weak GOD please Lift up your Hands Jesus Lift them around mom and I... Bless me I believe in you but sometimes the devil makes me doubt that not right i really try 2 blank him out.... Let us Be STRONG 2 hear the news this morning oh GOD in your name I PRAY..

The doctors told her 2day that her liver is has the cancer also, they took blood from her and within a month time we will kno if she cud take the treament, pleas continue to pray for her amen

mother is in so much of pain lord pleas bless her, i found out from my cousin and aunty that the doctors can't really do anything else for her, i'm so depress i feel like its my fault, when she was takin treatment the first time she stoped because she was getting more sick now look at her in pain.... Lord hear me oh Lord help please i'm scared

lord bless everyone that helped me in this time of need... wel mom have her good days and bad i'm waiying for nex month 2 hear wat the doctors are goin 2 say wat 2 do... But lately i'v been shifting focus the devil is making me tink other wise of gods words everytime i pray something always passes through my mind.... lord i ask that it stop help me 2 focus more amen

Father lord send your angles on my mommy she is in pain oh lord... I ask that you help us oh lord in this time of need, the doctors said nothing can't be done the cancer is in stage 4 if they give her treatment it wil afffect the other kidney. Oh father what 2 do i cry oh lord my heart hurts every time i think of loosing my mom i can't stop crying she is gettin short breath so itmay be spreading 2 her lungs. My father lord bless us help me 2 deal with this its me alone fighting this here with her. please pray for her easy her pain. amen

dear GOD i pray 2 u tonight put your hands on the cancer and heal it, anything is possiable with you... Tonight mom said the doctor said it cud spread to her lungs which we kno but her head, i notice she is getting trouble to breath so i'm thinking it is spreading very fast and it mus be her lungs. She said she is feeling it where her breast is the pain that is, lord sweet Father what to do. Bless her oh lord amen

lord i ask you to bless everyone around me and those on this site for praying for my mommy and me. I am so greatful because everytime i feel like giving up you all were always here for us. thank you all so much and continue to pray amen

Lord mom went 2 the doctor 2day please i pray that the cancer did not spread any more than how it is... My head hurts everytime i think of it i am so nurvus oh lord mom bearly talks 2 people she is very depress i really try 2 make her happy but its not working please pray

ok mom finally told me the doctors only gave her pain killers which means they really can't do anything for her again. What i'm I 2 pray for i don't want her 2 die but this is what the doctors are saying and I don't want her 2 suffer either. What 2 do oh lord and now my sister can't come down nex week because her passport is expired and they told she wil be able 2 come still if the doctor wrote a letter. wel the doctor don't want 2 write any letter by word of mouth. LORD help me please i really need 2 leave this in your hands

ok mom finally told me the doctors only gave her pain killers which means they really can't do anything for her again. What i'm I 2 pray for i don't want her 2 die but this is what the doctors are saying and I don't want her 2 suffer either. What 2 do oh lord and now my sister can't come down nex week because her passport is expired and they told she wil be able 2 come still if the doctor wrote a letter. wel the doctor don't want 2 write any letter by word of mouth. LORD help me please i really need 2 leave this in your hands

mom is in so much pain tonight i don't kno wat 2 do she took her pain killers but i'm sad seeing her like this.. It is hard for her i kno i want her 2 be strong but i'm not sure how long she will be for, thank you all for the support i really i'm greatful

Lord my mom is not happy at all my sister is and my aunty they came for a few days and i think it made her more sad. Today she went 2 the beach thank god she came out the house, but i'm taking it on more because the cancer is spreading so fast her left side of the body is swelling and i have no one really to talk 2, i'm so alone in this my sister don't even kno i wish the pain would easy up so that she would not feel so sick keep praying amen

Lord i need you more than ever now, mom is getting worst and now my boyfriend cheated on me i can't believe this is happening in a time like this, you are indeed testing me but I'm feeling like i may loose and i don't want that to happen... Why would he do this to me he knows that he means everything 2 me he knows the situation i confronted him about it and he never called me this was since Tuesday my gosh please lord sending me happiness back into my life...amen

please oh lord i need you more than ever, let my ex kno what he is doing is wrong let him kno he hurt me. Lord let me get over him and focus on my mother i am not in right state of mind my ex was my backbone I'm willing to work things out. I tried talking and he acts as if i cheated on me. what I'm i doing wrong is it because i stay home alot he acts as if he does not kno my situation wit my mom. Let me get over him please oh please without dating someone else please hear my cry oh lord amen

My god i was so angry jus now i scared my mom and now she is in so much pain i hate myself for this, Lord you kno why mom is sick is to make me stronger help ,e lord i think i might of end my life 2nite i Love this man so much and i'm trying 2 talk with him and he hangs up on me i feel so alone rite now... Father heal me make me a strong young woman that needs no one but you. If u decide ti take mom from me let me be ready for it let me as strong as you oh lord... I need no man to help me in this time but you.... Lord why did you make LOVE??? I hurts so bad when you don't get it in return 'im putting it all out here oh lord forgive me my lord for give me and i am indeed trapped and feel like i have no purpose here now i wanted a family with this man and even though we are not in church i believe in GOD after tonight I'm not sure if this man even cared about me in the first place...It is just sad and painful... can i read any part in the bibble that wil help me get over him please help me and need to focus on mom. Bless her oh lord let her have a good nite rest amen

praying peace in my life and also health and happiness please lord

i want 2 end my life

MOM IS IN A LOT OF PAIN SHE CAN'T WALK LORD HELP ME TO UNDERSTAND THIS TEST YOU HAVE FOR ME LORD I PRAY THAT I CAN HANDLE ANYTHING COMES MY WAY OH LORD COVER ME WITH YOUR SWEET HANDS LORD LET ME BE READY FOR ANYTHING THAT COMES MY WAY

.Sweet Jesus I asked you many times before lord to bless me with the strength and courage to help my mom and yes you did, but i keep doubting your work, Lord you kno how hard it is for me. lord i asked that you give everything i need to handle this entire thing oh sweet Jesus we pray for her to sleep good at nite but she doon't lord please easy her pain jus a bit sweet Lord,amen

My mom passed away yesterday lord she went so peacefull and i was there at her bedside she asked for all her sisters and i called them all. Some of The memebers from her church there wit her and they sang she knew it was time for her she looks so sweet i told her i loved her and always will mommy i really miss you already

Mom funeral was Monday i must say it was a great service everybody had good stuff to say about her, the music she loved most her songs that she loved we sing it and it was really sad and hard for my sister and i. My gosh i Miss her i was jus crying for her. My sister is goin bac so i will be alone not sure if my cousin is comin but thank you for all the support god bless keep me in your prays

Feeling depress i came home 2 an empty house normally it would of been my mom here wit me. I miss her it will be hard getting use to this, lord give me courage oh LORD I kno she is in a better place

Lord its almost two months since my mom passed, and honestly it hurts i am indeed helpless without her I feel as if my life to is over. I don't know what to do help me Jesus, i keep looking at her pictures i found a pack of pain killers from her and i wanted 2 take them all i really want these thoughts out my mind. My job is getting to so much work and a little bit of money is only me here 2 pay the bills everyone forgot about me already... I really want 2 go back to school but cant afford it an i don't kno wat i want 2 study, my boyfriend left me again for some other girl they could be in church or not they all are the samething, what nex 2010 start off bad already i just want to be happy i kno that is what my mother would of wanted. I want to fall in love start my own family and show my husband and kids the samethings my mom mom showed me and my dad, i feel so alone

Hey ppl as i was reading my updates 13 months ago it's just sad I'm still crying my life is so lost without my mother, i live alone and it seems is something i will never get over this month made it a year since she fell sick wow time passed so fast. I really want to move on with my life why can't i be happy. I pray alot but i always have doubt and that is wrong because i know GOD knows best. Where in the bible can i read to gain positive thoughts and strength for happiness