My name is Kiefer Phillips I am a 17 year old male from birmingham hwo. I has previously been in a two year relationship with one of my past girlfriends. Ever since near the end of teh relationship there had been ups and downs because of mistakes we had both made and they also involved female and males and other situation in between. Then in decemeber 2006 I had given my life to Jesus and after that ceremony , we had an arguement. I was feeling happy because of the JOy and happiness I recieved from the holy spirit. As now I have come to the conclusion that I have felt emptyness within my heart all throughout these 6 to 7 months it has been continuing for because i had been spending more time on my feelings to come back for my girlfriedn than realise i had a much more bigger feeling insde of me and it has jus evaporated , and I just want jesus to strengthen me , and for me to grow faith day by day and for me to feel that happiness and joy again and what also has been bovering me is that ive been through a numeous amoutn of females just for me to find tht love back to replace my heart and I have hurt alot of them , my dad and my brothers connection with eachpther isnt all there it feels as if there a vibe between us and ive had numerous amoutns of thigns bovering me also like me worrying about the Ifs & Buts , whilst my head constanly thinks about any random thing , I just ask of you to answer my Prayer lord pleease have mercy on me and the next female that i connect hearts with , strengthen us like never before so that no 1 can brake us apart i beg Amen