i am asking for help with my children and grandaughter and my current financial situation. i thought katrina was a blessing turns out it wasn't. for the first time ever i had a great paying job did not have to work two jobs. after katrina i got a job with clean-up which helped my financial situation. only it was temporary and it cost me being able to keep employment because i bailed on my other job to take it. i'm guessing.
after katrina my grandaughter who i waited for anxiously for 9 months was born in nov and dhs showed up on the day i was to pick her up from the hospital my daughter was going to return to my home and go to school dhs took her because her mother used marijuania they would not let me have her. my son and other daughter moved into their fathers because i could not find a big enough place for us and they wanted to stay in the school they were in previous to katrina. nothing was available so i let them, since then they have been doing drugs with their father and do not want to come back to my house with rules. i have been so devistated until i can no even keep a job. i don't know where i went wrong. i am not a drug addict or alcoholic. i have supported and raised my children in church and sports and family oriented activities their whole life. i worked sometimes two jobs because their father would not pay child support. i never stopped letting him see his children i just don't know where my life went so wrong. i got a dui in 12-06 because i started drinking to forget and now because i am unemployed i can not finish paying my fines. they will be to pick me up soon i'm sure. i don't see any reason to hope for it to get better. this morning i went out to my car and had a flat tire. it's seems almost as if god doesn't want me to leave my house. and i am so depressed and scared i don't know what to do anymore. i don't even know where my oldest daughter is. i need everyone who will pray for clarity and guideance and financial blessing for me . i don't know what god wants me to do. i need his h