A couple of stressors came into play today after what was mostly a lovely and joyous day and evening. Marc has a dr.'s appt tomorrow that he is a bit apprehensive about. I know he is and will continue to be fine, but that was part of the edginess that led to tiny rough patch today - the first in a while. Please pray that we smooth things out quickly and beautifully together - with open communication, appreciation, understanding, and full of the love we have in our hearts for each other. Thank you, all - and God bless.

A special note to Angelsvault (as I am new to here and unsure as to how to contact directly?): I have added a comment under your post - many thank yous! lcl

We took this picture together Sunday evening while boating. Another one of those many blessed times we share. I understand and have compassion for the occasional stresses that life brings - and know and love this fella enough to realize that his temporary angst was part of that. Now, may God grease the wheels for Marc's communication with me so we may get over that tiny bump in the road from Monday a.m. while we continue to share our love and light together and grow in God's beautiful world! In Jesus' name, I pray. Amen.

Communication was not up to par today. I pray that Marc and I are now blessed with love in our hearts - and the grace of the Universe is with us when we next speak. To those who have thought we are married, we are not... yet... but I am there for him and his family as if we have been together for lifetimes. I know he cherishes me and sees the beauty of me and of what we share. God give him now the clarity to hold me so dear in his heart - and see the wonderful blessings it brings for him and for those we love. In Jesus' name, I pray. Amen

I took two of Marc's daughters to dinner last night and saw him in passing. We were already leaving in the car as he pulled into the driveway and head to the door of his house. He looked downtrodden... long day... lot on his mind... head bowed down. I know this dear soul is missing me. God speed him along his way towards our loving communication and amazing soul-felt connection we two share. The girls and I had a lovely time. We are on the right path with Godly love in our hearts. Marc is a believer and he prays. I thank God today for I know Marc is feeling love for me in his heart and soul and it is again opening his thoughts and removing the few fears from his past that have naught to do with the beauty of he and I. I can FEEL this on its way the same way I get 'sealegs' the minute Marc steps on a boat - even when I am at my house. It is that kind of connection - and we have felt our hearts soar with it. It will be soon - and better and stronger than before with us. I thank God, St. Anne, Holy Spirit, Jesus, and Mary now for what I know is on its way this week. Amen.

Marc sent an email - with a comment that he was sorry he'd be so upset; it all just seemed to familiar. That opened the door for me to say some things and have him finally hear/see them. So, I phoned him. He picked up his cell phone on the second ring (and that was while still at work) and we just had a good conversation. I had a chance to share some of my thoughts re: his past not being able to repeat itself because I am ME and that all women will have a few similarities just because we are women. He got it. Told him the things his daughters and I discussed, that I think he;s the best - and so are his daughters - and takes one to know one - that I'd told them it can be scary to feel a bit out of control - good or bad and everyone can have an off day but that I AM me and I would never hurt him, lie, or cheat - and that no matter the level of relationship, I would not abondon as long as there is trust and I trust him. He was fine with the girls and I discussing this - I told him of his eldest's concern for us - and that she worries, about both he and I but thinks I'm the best, etc. and that I had listed all the great qualities I see in him. We talked about his dr. appts., shared some laughs. "It's all right; you're all good," he said (As in the phrase 'it;s all good' tone). We ended the call open-endedly - no plans yet, but they will come. He had to get back to work. I said have a good one. He said talk to you soon. Throughout the vibe was warm-toned, receptive, attentive (even at work!), relieved, and well, the Marc I adore. Keep it comin', Lord - we are so blessed to have each other in our lives. Bless us now with your protective, nurturing, faith, love, and hope - the kind You instill in your children's hearts - that blessed love and connection that Marc and I have for each other inside of us. In Jesus' name, I pray. Amen.

P.S. I will place this abopve and on my other thread, too. Special thanks and keep it comin' to St. Anne, Holy Spirit, Mary, and Jesus! :-)

I have to thank everyone who has added thoughts, prayers, positive energy, love and light here. So many different kinds of people - other countries, other genders, other ages, other preferences - and all understand the beauty and power of love as well as God's love. It is just that type of energy that helps us all - to do our best, share our hearts, our thoughts, our FAITH, our blessings, our acceptance and unconditional love. It is a beautiful thing. I will update with good news as it arrives - may it help to strengthen your faith and and belief in the power of prayer. Believe! Thank you for your continued prayers for the relationship Marc and I share. I will continue praying for you, too. :-)

P.S. A side note: Someone once said to me that we should all think of ourselves as channels for letting God's love flow through us. Try it - you might be pleased with what flows back. :-)

Thank you all so much for sharing your understanding, prayers, and positive vibes! With pure love in my heart, I think we all become that much closer to receiving miracles that help us share that love. And, if God and the greater good are factors, what we ask for speeds it ways to us that much sooner. I am due to stop over to Marc's earlier in the day tomorrow. Please pray that God's love and light and the enlightenment and joy of the Holy Spirit encircle us tomorrow. I believe They will. Blessings to all of you. In Jesus' name, I pray - and believe! Amen.

Thank you to all those who continue to pray for Marc and I as a loving couple together. -- Well, the connection Marc and I share and our Lord/Holy Spirit saw to it that we bridged the gap of a few weeks ago today. Next up: that Marc again be inspired for he and I to share a full-time happy relationship together. May the Lord's love continue to fill us both so Marc and I reunite completely, optimistically, and fully now - together with His blessing. In Jesus' name, I pray. St. Anne, Holy Spirit, Blessed Mary, St. Rita, Jesus, dear God, I thank you now for the love, joy, and committed partnership Marc and I share and will continue to share. I pray that God's love and light continue to encircle us and fill us with love for each other - together, smooth sailing, without hesitation, with love, trust, hope, faith, and joy in each other and in the good of the Lord. :-) In Jesus' name, I pray. Amen. -- Rest assured, I will let you all know as soon as this happens. It is so heartwarming and faithful to see God's love work His beautiful magic - and I know it helps other to believe and strengthen their own faith. Please continue to add your prayers for us - they are helping, as you can see. :-)

Yesterday was lovely! Boating with Marc, one of his daughter's who is back off to college tomorrow, and a good friend of ours. Perfect, sunny day and wonderful evening. Turns out that sychronicity and Holy Spirit set things up perfectly. Talk about Divine timing. :-) His daughter was touched by the photo album I'd made for her. Told her I am so grateful for the times captured in the photos with the family and friends. We swam, had good laughs, stayed out for a beautiful dusk and sunset, even went to the Cove where we'd hit the fog a few weeks ago - listened to the same music even - a replay of healing this time. We shared thoughts without having to speak (the few times I did ask a question, I got: "you know" - we are getting used to this thinking at each other bit; it makes us smile. Two peas in a pod. Our good pal noticed all of this, too which was special. I did mention to M. that when he is the captain, 1/2 the time I'll run with his thinking at me - and 1/2 the time I will ask to be sure. Thus, the tension from that other evening a few weeks ago has been erased. We had such a wonderful day and night. Thank you all for your continued prayers - they are helping us along!

Next up: that Marc again be inspired for he and I to share a full-time happy relationship together. May the Lord's love continue to fill us both so Marc and I reunite completely, optimistically, and fully now - together with His blessing. In Jesus' name, I pray. St. Anne, Holy Spirit, Blessed Mary, St. Rita, Jesus, dear God, I thank you now for the love, joy, and committed partnership Marc and I share and will continue to share. I pray that God's love and light continue to encircle us and fill us with love for each other - together, smooth sailing, without hesitation, with love, trust, hope, faith, and joy in each other and in the good of the Lord. :-) In Jesus' name, I pray. Amen.

More good things have happened for Marc and I and a bunch great communication shared. God works in very mysterious ways at times, but the Universe and God are always kind when we hold goodness and light in our hearts. I will post more soon. Till then, know that our prayers are continuing to help Marc and I on our loving and growing path together. Keep the faith, know that you are all in my thoughts and prayers - and believe. As you can see, our faith is what allows God to move our mountains. Love and prayers to all. :-) L.

9/23/07 More good and getting better all the time. Many family outings and fun, with Marc's daughters - and with his two brothers and their families... and a bunch of boating and fun, sweet, wonderful times. God is providing wonderful groundwork. Keep the faith! Love, L.

9/25/07 - another blessed afternoon and evening of boating together - and this time, we brought Marc's dog, too. Amazing sunset, picnic by moonrise on a small island, and boating by moonlight. Wow... and so much fun. I have faith that more of the same - and growing closeness - is just around the corner for us together. God bless to all of you who continue to add your prayers!