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created about 1 year ago

misskayla Baltimore, MD

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I wrote this in my computer diary and I really feel like i need prayer right now to overcome this...

For some reason, I never feel like I will ever meet or be with another guy that makes me feel the way “he” did. I’m scared…I want to be able to love again, but right now, it doesn’t ever feel possible. There were so many good times…and so many bad. I know I am a stronger person now, but I had to be emotionally tarred apart and beaten down, by him, to be as strong as I am today. If “he” did all those things to me to make me feel so worthless and undesirable, why do I still feel some type of love for him? That boy meant everything to me. Words can’t even express how I felt for him. I would have given my own life to spare his. At first, I felt that he felt the same way about me as I did him. Then, slowly, I started feeling distant to him. My feelings grew for him, his seemed to diminish until I felt like nothing to him. I always used to ask myself for two years and still do, “What’s so wrong with me?” “Why aren’t I pretty enough?”
The wound in my heart feels like it is opening again and salt is being poured onto it. I can’t even explain how I feel right now or even why I feel this way. Tears form in my eyes as I write this and I can’t even explain WHY they’re there. Seriously, what the hell is wrong with me?! I just want to shout this question over and over to God, but it’s pointless, because I won’t get an answer.
It’s not just because of a relationship that I feel so unworthy and useless. In every aspect of my life I feel this way. I’m so young…starting college in less than a month, but feeling like the world is going to swallow me whole. I’m so scared. I’m scared to start a new beginning, scared to trust others, scared to maybe, someday, open myself up to someone else and show them my heart.

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9 months ago

Baruch Philippines

Almighty Father, in the name of Your Son, our Lord, Jesus Christ, together with the Holy Spirit, please hear our prayers as we lift up to You, misskayla. Please heal her and take away from her all negative feelings. Give her peace of mind and embrace her with Your undying love. We pray in the holy and mighty name of Jesus. Amen.

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9 months ago

rayraysgram snow camp n.c

SWEET JESUS I COME TO YOU AND LIFT THIS CHILD TO YOU AND ASK THAT YOU GIVE HER YOUR STRENGTH TO REACH TO YOU EVEN DEPER AND TO SHINE YOU LIGHT ON HER FILL HER WITH YOUR LOVE PEACE AND JOY LORD LET HER FEEL YOU ITS NOT YOUR FAULT AND GOD WILL BRING YOU THROUGH THIS LET HER HEAL CARRY HER WE ARE HERE TO PRAY AND SHE IS NOT ALONE LORD WE ASK FOR YOU TO LIFT THIS PAIN AMEN

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9 months ago

memo Los Angeles, CA.

Lord:
I pray that you will send peace to this sister's heart. I pray that she will grow strong in your word and that she will allow you to guide her in all she does.

IN THE MIGHTY NAME OF JESUS.....AMEN...........

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about 1 year ago

projectthunder Los Angeles, Ca.

Fear is the accumulation of physiological time and time is a delusion. We pray that each day you see yourself happy and in love with a man who adores you. We hope you feel good and you hold it as long as you can. We pray a man will step up and nurture and care for you. We pray you are still on your mind and you watch for the universe to show you the way.

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about 1 year ago

Michaelanthony New Braunfels, TX

Hi,
Little story for you that taught me a lesson...and maybe you too can learn from it. I have a daughter, her name is Malinda. Recently, I was going to a Promise Keepers meeting with some friends. I called my daughter and told her where I was going and I asked her if she had any special prayer requests that I could say for her? Here is what she said..."Yes Dad, I want you to pray for safety and good health for my husband and thanks for the love of a good man...also pray for my children. Pray that my children are kept safe, healthy, and that they are happy. Also pray for my family that they all stay under the protection of Jesus Christ..." Got it? Okay, here is the kicker. My daughter is not married. My daughter does not have children. My daughter taught me that day to pray in faith. To think and to say things as they should be in His name and have them come to pass. She is standing in Faith and Hope for the things that she wants and she is already giving thanks for them.
That day, my daughter taught her Dad just what it means to have faith. I prayed long and hard just as she requested. It also taught me how to pray as well. Hope this helps you and YES I will pray for you and for all of the blessings that you are about to receive in Jesus Name.

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about 1 year ago

suhasini India BA

Dear child what is your age you say that your are still a student. see ma this youth is very dangerous. You have to nourish your soul with the word of God. You have to give your love to jesus. You love jesus He is trust worthy. what all happened is demonic forces. dont give room to it. read psalm 1, and psalm 23 and psalm 91. definately you will see for your self happy in lord jesus. Once again i tell you dont yield to such friendship. ask the lord to fodrgive you he will come for your help. I am praying for all the youngsters not to fall in such trap. i will remeber you in my prayers.

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