Marc sent an email - with a comment that he was sorry he'd be so upset; it all just seemed to familiar. That opened the door for me to say some things and have him finally hear/see them. So, I phoned him. He picked up his cell phone on the second ring (and that was while still at work) and we just had a good conversation. I had a chance to share some of my thoughts re: his past not being able to repeat itself because I am ME and that all women will have a few similarities just because we are women. He got it. Told him the things his daughters and I discussed, that I think he;s the best - and so are his daughters - and takes one to know one - that I'd told them it can be scary to feel a bit out of control - good or bad and everyone can have an off day but that I AM me and I would never hurt him, lie, or cheat - and that no matter the level of relationship, I would not abondon as long as there is trust and I trust him. He was fine with the girls and I discussing this - I told him of his eldest's concern for us - and that she worries, about both he and I but thinks I'm the best, etc. and that I had listed all the great qualities I see in him. We talked about his dr. appts., shared some laughs. "It's all right; you're all good," he said (As in the phrase 'it;s all good' tone). We ended the call open-endedly - no plans yet, but they will come. He had to get back to work. I said have a good one. He said talk to you soon. Throughout the vibe was warm-toned, receptive, attentive (even at work!), relieved, and well, the Marc I adore. Keep it comin', Lord - we are so blessed to have each other in our lives. Bless us now with your protective, nurturing, faith, love, and hope - the kind You instill in your children's hearts - that blessed love and connection that Marc and I have for each other inside of us. In Jesus' name, I pray. Amen.

P.S. I will place this abopve and on my other thread, too. Special thanks and keep it comin' to St. Anne, Holy Spirit, Mary, and Jesus! :-)

Many smiles, hugs, and some nice conversation shared yesterday. Not yet the big cathartic "Oh my, I simply must have her here with me all the time" - yet, but very soon, I pray. I feel it is on it's way for us! A few more shared wonderful times and a conversation about taking this again to the next level, then dear Lord, we will thrive together and can do so MUCH good in Your world together as a couple. May the Lord's love continue to fill us both so Marc and I reunite completely, fully - together daily in partnership with His blessing. St. Anne, Holy Spirit, Blessed Mary, St. Rita, Jesus, dear God, I thank you now for the love, joy, and committed partnership Marc and I have and will continue to share. With joy in my heart, I believe our biggest blessing together as a couple is on it's way and it will be even better than before as we have more faith, love, trust, and time knowing and enjoying and trusting in this God-given, wonderful connection the two of us share. I thank you! In Jesus' name, I pray. Amen.

8/20/07 AV - please see my thread (the initial one) entitled Special Blessings. You will like what you see! Thank you for your continued prayers - they are helping. :-)

Next up: that Marc again be inspired for he and I to share a full-time happy relationship together. May the Lord's love continue to fill us both so Marc and I reunite completely, optimistically, and fully now - together with His blessing. In Jesus' name, I pray. St. Anne, Holy Spirit, Blessed Mary, St. Rita, Jesus, dear God, I thank you now for the love, joy, and committed partnership Marc and I share and will continue to share. I pray that God's love and light continue to encircle us and fill us with love for each other - together, smooth sailing, without hesitation, with love, trust, hope, faith, and joy in each other and in the good of the Lord. :-) In Jesus' name, I pray. Amen.