I need advice from all of you brothers and sisters out there. im 27 in november and have a son that will be 3 in september. I so desperately want to have another baby as soon as everything is sorted out in our lives at home, especially financially. When Shane's been in his new job for at least six months. And if i plan it nicely by the end of next year ill be Pregnant. Unfortunately im afraid of getting married and made a promise to myself long ago that i will never get married, because ive been badly hurt with divorces of my parents.I burst out in cold sweat if i think of marriage. But im willing to live with my partner forever or until i wake up one day and decide today im getting married. And i will build on a family. Is there a way i can do this, that will be right in the eyes of our Lord. I cant force myself into marriage but we are ready for another child.Please send some advice....thank you