I know I have already updated today (please read) But God and I just had a talk. I know He with me. I know God Loves me. And I know that the feelings in my heart are clear. I am still in love. The last time we spoke, he said he missed me. He wouldn't say it if he didn't mean it. I just want him to realize what a great love we have and that something like this doesn't come along everyday. I want us both to be happy, what ever that means for us. God only knows. I love him. what else can I say.