What is the true meaning of christianity?
Recently met many troubles in life, at home, dad curse and swear at me to ask to earn more money,I worked days and nights, no life, no entertainment, no girlfriends for the past 27 years. recently my colleague wife just gave birth and took 1 week off. I have to cover his duties, all my friends and colleagues already went through the next phrase of life.
soemtimes my colleasues will criticize and laugh at my virginity single, my heart is broken . they laugh that I shall be single for life "HAHAHAHAHA" my career faced alot of problems, virus issues, management kept blaming us for problems, manager shout at me. I am just a poor underpaid IT engineer. I feel there is something wrong with my team, a evil plot that is set to ruin my career , life, relationship and seems to be reporting to someone behind all this things.
called my church counsellor for help, promised to call up today morning, waited whole day. no calls, any church counsellor promise to call once every week to guide me, but 2 weeks already never call. gentiles, parents, friends and even don't even like me. What is there to live for in life, where everyday is fear of tommorrow. I guess either suicide or the lord to take away my life will be the only way then.
took salvation and baptized but my life is all in a mess. I have no one in this world to talk to, no one to seek help. All in my mind is just people laughing at me to see my doomsday are drawing very near.
Your life is precious! When you are being attacked by the enemy, and you feel unloved, alone, scared... remember: Jesus walks with you, ALWAYS!
I heard someone once say, "I asked the Lord how much he loved me and he answered, 'this much!', as he stretched his arms on the cross and died"...
Father, I come to you today, in this grave hour of need... Lord, cover this soul with Your blood and deliver him from evil...
Father, I ask that you take away these burdens from my brother in Christ, and replace it with love, self worth, understanding and patience...
Father, I rebuke the devil and all grips he may have on this soul, as I know that Your Angels are descending upon him from Heaven to battle in his place...
I pray this in Faith! in the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit, Amen and Amen!!
My friend i have lit my last two candles for you... i will continue to pray for you. God Bless you!!
Dear Precious Friend, What I need to tell you is that you are facing persecution.. And that is good in the eyes of the Lord. It is hurtful and very intense pain.. I know , believe me... I do not know what to tell you. All I can say is start praying Proverbs for yourself daily and pray Psalms 35 daily for yourself... The devil is cruel and mean and hateful and where you find any anger precious child the devil is in it.. You are not alone during this time, I promise. Pray for yourself and allow God to deliver you. Surround yourself by Christians that love Jesus , they are out there... Child, ask God to comfort you and to deliver you... God wnats to help you, but how can He help you if you do not take the first steps. Get involved in a local church family and serve Him some way ,shape, form, or fashion..You have a large family of God out here, do not give up. And if that church counselor does not call you , then maybe you need to find another church... do not let the devil do that to you, try talking to a pastor instead.... do attend church,,, do read your Bible and do pray for yourself and even your co-workers daily,, You are not going to be liked by non-Christians very much.. Why pastors do not tell people about the persecution part , I do not know..
Father, I pray for this precious child and I pray that the love of God engulf this child. Bring peace to him and Father, I ask that you help him to hunger and thirst for your word.. I ask that you give him peace about who he is in you and allow him to understand that the devil is real and he comes to destroy, rob, and steal.. I ask that you develop in him a life that is bold and courageous... but yet humble an gentle... Father, I pray that he will seek professional help if these suicidal tendancies continue , but I also ask that he seek you.. You are loved child.... Let God love you, do not let this sinful world of laughter cause you pain .... You are worthy... You are a child of God and He loves you.. Take hold of the gift of the family that He has given you. I am sorry to say to you that many Christians duing this terrible times has elected to turn from the Lord.. Don't you be one of them.. The tru meaning of Christianity is LOVE, but child it is getting harder and harder to find.. .Everyday ... it gets harder and harder..
I love you in Jesus child and I want you to know that Jesus loves you.. Do not look to the world for encoiuragement as He tells me, look to the heaves where your strength comes from. Also. get you some good gospel music and listen to the words and sing them to the Father... You are going to have to sout much effort in yourself, a church counselor can only do so much.... Now, you may need to find another church and speak to a pastor, a good Bible believing church... Take the steps, take control of your life and ask Jesus to help you..
You can do this and you are not alone. Remember pray everyday, scripture.. Read His word, pray His word, satan is out to destroy you becasue you are doing right. Never tire of doing right... .NEVER ! REFRAIN from this sinful world... Trust in the Lord with all thine heart and lean not to thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge Him and He shall direct your paths. Take Hold of Christ dear precious one. take hold...