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cristi
Florida
Please help...I'm so lost
UPDATE: Things only seem worse. I am having so much trouble trusting in the Lord. I do not know why I keep trying to interfer. I need to let him learn on his own. The truth is I adore this man and I am so worried about him. I am so depressed. Tomorrow is my birthday, and I'm going to have to spend it alone, and worring about him worse off. I am trying to remain positive. I am trying to remember the good times we had, but we keep fighting. I want him better...and I want him here...home...with me. I am asking God...and asking all you you please keep praying for us. I want to trust in God. I am trying, but I am so depressed. I miss him so much, and want nothing more than for him to get better and return to me. Please God, help my depression and anxiety. My nerves are bad but my heart hurts and aches 100 times worse. Please dear God, keep your hands over us. Hate to sound like a kid, but all I want for my birthday is him (better)...and God if you could grant me just this one thing...I'll never ask for anything for myself again. I feel so hurt. I know I keep asking for the same thing. I know I have probably over reacted and done some stupid things to try to get him to come home. I miss him and I am worried, thats why. Dear God, forgive me for my lies (even though they were attempts to get him clean and home). Please get all the bad people out of his life. Please keep him away from all evil. Make him open his eyes and realize what a wonderful woman I have been to him. Make him feel love again...make him come home to me. Amen.
And also God, please I continue to pray for all of you who pray for me. I swear this is my inspiration. Everyone's kind words mean so much to me. Please...I just try not to cry myself to sleep each night, but I can not help it. I just wish he would remember how much he used to love me, and would say no to the drugs and the evil people in his life once and for all. We had plans to get married and to start a family. Now I'm alone, and so hurt. I lost my father a couple years ago, and I don't want to lose another important man in my life. Please I know people have bigger problems, but please pray for me and pray for him. Please God, help heal my heart and give my strength. Amen
Update - 8 months ago:
8/25/07: Thank you for everyone who continues to pray for us. I haven't heard from him since Monday (probably the longest period of time I have gone without hearing from him since he left.) I am very worried for his safety. A majority of his family is not in our state, so I don't have many people to reach out to. Most of our common friends, no longer speak to him because they are upset with his bad choices. I continue to pray that God makes him open his eyes. I am feeling better. I went to Church on Wednesday, my birthday, because I knew I wouldn't get a call from him. I plan on going tomorrow as well. I also took up a spiritual counseler who has really been a great help at coaching me through my anxiety about this whole situation. I am not going to lie, I am still very very worried about him. I pray that God continues to watch over him. I know for a fact that reading everyone's prayers helps my nerves. I am still terribly sad, but this helps me through the hard times. I really do feel God will help him. Whether we will be back together or not, whether we'll get married, all that (though very important to me) isn't really the issue. The issue is that this sweet wonderful man get off of drugs for life! Though I miss him terribly, I just need to know that he is going to get better. This situation hurts all the more, because of how fast this all happened. I continue to pray daily. I really am so greatful for all your kind words and thoughts. I know we all have our problems, our small crosses to bare, but this is so hard for me. I don't want him to die or end up in trouble. I just want him better. I can sincerely, from the bottom of my heart say, that I would be able to feel so much better if I knew he was done with drugs. I miss him terribly, I want him back to the kind man I loved. I will always love him, but I don't want to have to worry about him so much. Dear God, please please I am trying so hard to keep on to faith. Thank you God, for sending me Barbara and leading me to her spiritual advisor, who has helped me so much. Thank you for the comfort I get in speaking to my fiance's mother (though she doesn't know how bad the problem is, and she is very very far from us, she has been so kind.) I thank you for bringing him into my life, because he has made me see what is important. All I ask you dear God, is bring him back to me better. Please God, if it isn't your will, please just make him clean and drug free for life. He is to good of a man to let Satan keep influencing him. Please keep him in your light, and please bring him back. Amen.
Update - 8 months ago:
UPDATE: 9/2/07
I saw him Friday, he came over crying, lost to the world. I think he now realizes he needs help. I think all of these prayers have brought him some self worth. He has gotten his cell phone reconnected, which though I know sounds petty and selfish, I am so glad to have a means of communication with him. He still needs help. He still needs prayers, but I do believe he in on the right path. He knows I love him, he knows people are worried for him. He knows he needs to fix things. And he knows I am going to help him once he is sure he is ready. I thank everyone who has been praying for us. I ask that you continue because this is just one step, a tiny small step, but a step in the right direction. My faith in God has really been restored because of this site, and because he has come to me, wanting to start getting better. I do not think he is completely done yet, but he has admitted he has a problem, and that is the first step to getting help. Thank you so much for all of you who keep us in your thoughts, and I ask that you continue to do so. People don't realize how much their prayers and thoughts mean to me, this site is so helpful. I really have a new faith in God. I know that God is going to help save this man. I know that when two or more come to pray to God, for that which is good, God will aide them, this is proof. Please I ask you all to continue to pray, so that I can put up one of those "Prayers answered" bulletins soon. Pray that this wonderful has the strength to say no to satan and to get the help he needs. He is a wonderful person, and I just continue to ask for your prayers and love so that he may leave satan and follow in God's path from now on. Again, thank you, but don't forget us. This is step one, on a long journey. I know that I can survive anything with God' help. I lost my father 5 years ago next month, and have been able to deal with it because of God. My father and I were very close. By praying to God, I know my father is in a better place and watching over me. I also know that God and my daddy are watching over my fiance. I ask you all just take a moment and let those you love know they are loved by you. I lost my father so unexpectidly in a car accident, he was only 42. I know he knows I loved him so much, but I would do anything to say it to him one more time. Please continue to ask God for strength and to keep the devil out of my fiance's life. Please God, bring him home to me, restored in your light and love. Watch over us all God. Amen.
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Brooke1981
Kansas
Happy Birtday Sister. I love you! God loves you!
You are right you need to just trust in God and let his will be done. Just believe that Jesus is the son of God and your Lord and savior.
I think you are on the right track or you wouldn't be asking such questions and asking for prayers.
The enemy is attacking you but, do not give him power. The only power the devil can have is what we give.
Please Dear Lord and Savior bless Cristi please guide her to your truth. Please unvail her eyes and open her mind. Please protect her and keep her with you. Please surround her with Angels, in Jesus's name Amen
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lilmisrevoredo
houma, la
Dear Lord, please hear my prayer. Please watch over Christi and her fiance. Please give her the strength to continue being his guardian angel. Also lord please shine a light unto him so that he can see what he is doing to his relationship with Christi before it is too late to salvage. Bring them both closer to you Lord so that they can become closer to each other. In Jesus' name I pray. AMEN.
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Brooke1981
Kansas
Please bless this women open up her heart and mind to you and fill her with the holy spirit. Let her know that even in the bad times you are by our side. (Please never give up on God sister he never gives up on you.)
Please Lord Jesus our savior please bless this women and help her with her money problems and any other problems in her life. In Jesus Christ's name Amen
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PRAYWARRIOR
DUNKIRK,NY
FATHER I ALSO BIND TOGETHER WITH ALL MY BRO +SIS.FOR CRISTI'S NEEDS AND FATHER U KNOW HOW TO WORK IT OUT , PLEASE STRENGTHEN HER FATHER HELP TO GROW STRONG NO MATTER WHAT HER FRIEND OR OTHER HALF DOES . FATHER WE KNOW HE IS WATCHING HER TO SEE HOW SHE REACTS TO THINGS . LORD SPEAK TO HER MIND LET HER HAVE WISDOM AND WORDS TO SPEAK TO HIM WHEN SHE NEEDS TO . IN JESUS NAME WE GIVE PRAISE AND WORSHIP U AND GIVE U ALL THE GLORY B4 U EVAN DO IT . A-MEN SE-LAH
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iluvdad
Whitehall Michigan
LORD AND GOD I TO KNOW ALL TO WELL HOW I GET DISCOURAGED. I SAY I GIVE UP AND HERE I AM ONCE AGAIN.YOU NEVER LEAVE ME EVEN WHEN I LEAVE YOU SO PLEASE SEND ALL HEALING TO CHRISTI OF MIND BODY AND SOUL.AMEN
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jbmssekandi
Kampala Uganda
Our Farther, I praise Thy name. For every breathing soul Lord thank you for today with all its Joys and Burdens-they reflect Your Holy Will. Give us your grace to rejoice in you even when the going gets tough !! so that your kingdom may be established in our hearts. Even in deep sleep Lord we sin, worse when we are awake-Merciful Farther forgive us our offences to Your very image in us and in our friends.Dad, we renounce every intention of ill will, evil plans, jelousy, and malice that the evil is cooking in our hearts and In the name of the one you sent to erase our sinfulness Jesus Christ, in His Victorious and Powerful Blood, we forgive every single soul that wronged us verbally, actively and in thought.
Brother Jesus ! I side and join with Cristi to urge you to listen to her case. You came and died for her. You fully understand human emotional desires to which she has a right to, but I know that you never fail to control the souls you won for yourself on the Cross.Grant her your Spiriti of Power. Come now quickly Jesus I plead !!!. As far as she is from me, so much you love her a billion times that distance , don't you Jesus !!! Jesus I lift to you Cristi, her needs and lover, I offer you this Friday, every Inch of the distance that separate me from her, for their salvation and in reparation to you for our and the sins of the world- Lord have mercy.
" Listen to the SOUND of SILENCE , therein you will hear the VOICE of God" Jesus when they cannot find time to be quiet, send your angel to deliver a message of peace to them, at least come to them in a vision, in any other way. I pray that they recogonize this way , person, situation etc..
Jesus! calm the emotions and nerves of my sister, strengthen her in faith, heal her every infirmity, assure her fears, enliven her hopes, grant her patience, give wisdom in full measure and grant all her unknown needs, I stand by your promises to claim these things in you poweful blood. If you died for us Jesus what else will you fail to do for us!!
Jesus I offer you this Flower-Prayer as a symbol of Cristi, through your sorrowful Passion and through the tender heart of your Mother Mary who suffered so much sorrow when you were innocently condemned, scourged, molested,and crucified.Let this Flower unite the sorrows of cristi to yours on the way of the Cross. Even on the Cross you are able to heal Oh King-(the good thief), heal cristi/her fiancee today on your Cross. L:et it be
Sister ! thanks for your prayers for all of us, "God tests only the people He loves" "If you occupy your self with my interests, I will occupy myself with yours"- Our Lord to St. Theresa. "One cannot boast of the strength of one's Horse, unless one puts the Horse on the track".
Courage!! " Can a mother forget her suckling baby ! that she should forget the son of her womb ! Yea they may forget but I will not forget you"- says the Lord Thy God. Farther I trust you cannot forget your daughter cristi and him...for they are in your image. Bless them abundantly. Thank you Jesus. Amen
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nimmi
india
St. Jude, you witnessed the healing power of our Lord Jesus. You saw his compassion for the sick and dying. You yourself touched the sick, shared the sorrows of the mournful, and encouraged the despairing. You received this authority and healing power to work wonders, to cure the incurable, to make people whole. We ask you to intercede with our brother, Jesus, to send his saving grace to heal the sickness and suffering of (mention the name of person or one of God's creatures), to uplift his/her/its despondent spirits, and to instill hope in his/her/its heart. Amen.
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nimmi
india
dear lord You know our sis needs pls look down upon her ....pls lord hav mercy ....pls help her n b with her …st jude . You are so beautiful. I beg that you continue to intercede to the Father until her prayer is granted.Please watch and guide her
god bless u dear
tonss of love
nimmi
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kenny09
cedartown GA
father please help her she helped me alot father i know you will work your mirical upon her aman
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Gettys
Bostic, NC
Dear God please touch and heal Cristi and help her to deal with this man that is on drugs. Cristi needs a miracle dear Lord and so does this man. Touch and heal them and help save their souls dear God. Nothing is impossible for you and only you know what they are going thru. Dear God help satan to stay away and intervene if it is your holy will. In Jesus name I pray amen.
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cajundollmaker
victoria,texas
I AM LITING THIS CANDLE FOR U MY FRIEND.I TOO KNOW WHAT IT IS TO LIVE WITH SOMEONE WHO FIGHTS ADDICTION.I SPEND ALMOST 20 YEARS OF MY LIFE TRYING TO CHANGE HIM,AND HELP HIM.BUT,GOD SENT ME SIGN AFTER SIGN TO ABANDON MY LIFE AS A CRUTCH AND BEGIN AGAIN-ON MY OWN!6 YEARS LATER,I AM REMARRIED TO A WONDERFUL MAN THAT TREASURES AND LOVES ME!HE WORKS HARD ON THE BOAT AS AN ENGINEER-28 GONE AND 14 HOME.OUR LIFE APART IS HARDER,BUT WHEN HE COMES HOME,WE HAVE LEARNED TO ENJOY SIMPLE THINGS-SNUGGLING UP AND WATCHING A MOVIE,PLAYING CARDS,ETC.EVERYONE HAS FREE WILL TO SEARCH FOR HAPPINESS!I NOW HAVE THE ATTITUDE-EVERYDAY I AM UNHAPPY IS MY FAULT!TRY IT.I WILL KEEP PRAYING FOR YOU MY FRIEND-AMEN
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sunset
prattville, al
Lord please help cristi to find her way. Cristi it may mean you have to let go and continue on in your own life. Look ahead and live for yourself. You can't help someone that doesn't want to be helped. You are young and have a long future ahead of you. Please for your own sake be happy and live your life to the fullest. I pray you will be happy God Bless you
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deb_lacki
Los Angeles
Father you know all that is needed in this situation. You know Cristi's heart and we know that even though we may not be sure of what we want or need, we know that you do Father. You see what is hidden deep in our hearts and even when we have decided to put prayers we have for ourselves in the background for a while, we know you still hear them. Father this prayer is for Cristi. Give her the desires of her heart. Let her always continue to hope and trust in you. There are many people praying for her and for Oscar, but God we know you hear the prayer from her hear louder than any others. It shines brightly to you. God reassure her daily that you are with her, and before the prayer is spoken you are already moving to make it right. Father we walk by faith not by sight. In the name of Jesus. Lord we thank and praise you for your goodness and mercy.
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bry
england
Hi Cristi, and tanks for your prayers for PETER (M.S.) I don't know what to suggest. Medtating on Psalms 13 and 30 has always helped me through depressions. Are you in GOOD FELLOWSIP with other born again fired-up believers. This is SO important to stay on top. I will be praying for you. I think tyhaty you MUST LET GO of anyone and everyone who might bring you down. Heavenly Father, I now bind and break ALL the strongholds of the enemy in and around cristi, and I ask You to bless, preserve and keep her, in JESUS' mighty name. Amen. bry xxx
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