i'm sorry, my requests might seem selfish after reading some of the others. i would like a better job so that i may help my sister go to college and pay our bills. i haven't been happy or even content in years. i am really frusterated and depressed due to everything. seeing my sister unhappy really makes my heart ache. it feels like (at times) my hands and feet are tied and i just keep falling and falling. how i feel inside nis unfortunately starting to show. a better job would help greatly with everything. it's tiring eating fried bologna sandwiches and peanut butter and jelly sandwiches everyday for lunch at work weeks at a time. i just want to be overall:... happy. thank you for any prayers that is said. DA