I hope you are doing well now in Russia. Stay close to God and all your fears will be gone.

charese, thanks for the prayers for the marriage of Brenda and I. I sent you back a note and did not want for you to think for one moment that I was rising against your prayer...far from it. I have just found that I have allowed so many negative words and thoughts come from me concerning my wife. I have even allowed others to say things that were less than flattering concerning her behavior, her words, or her deeds in general and all I did was stand by and let it happen. God has impressed me and convicted me to stand for her. God has convicted me not to say words that are not uplifting and/or from Him concerning my wife. I just did not want the readers to think for one moment that I point my fingers at her for ANY burden of the current state of our marriage. I am so proud of her for caring enough for herself and for me in leaving so that God could pull me up. The only thing that I ask now is, as you have pointed out, is to get that spirit of distrust to release from her and allow our Savior to reestablish us as Husband and Wife in His service. Thanks. I stand with you in your prayers for completion and fruition of your dreams and that all of your hearts desires be met by Him. Amen.

Lord bless Charese to suceed. We know that you want us to to trust in you Lord and not to be afaid. Lord bless her to step forward knowing that you will be there to steady her with your strong right hand. Help her to trust you to do it. In the name of Jesus. Lord we praise and thank you for your goodness and mercy.