I am asking for prayers for my life. Ever since my husband passed away, I feel as if my life has gone down hill and I have nothing to live for. Then one day I received an e-mail from a cousin of my husbands friend. He seems really nice, good listener and then we discover I knew his cousin and this guy and I went to school together, but I could tell he was very self centered and he had to be right on everything. I also learned he was divorced and 7 years younger than me, but he said it was okay, but he became angry with me and has not talked to me for almost a year. My health is very bad , I am very depressed and I suffer from anxiety attacks. I am very lonely and would like to find a friend just to have dinner or go to the movies with. I miss the male part of a relationship. I need so much prayer for so many things. Please keep me in your prayers.