really haven't changed since than I'm still more confused as ever and I don't know where to go next. I still haven't worked in 2 weeks or more and my income is zero and I have always worked and provided for my family, and I feel as though I'm letting them down just to figure out where I am going from here. I know I should get back on the horse after I was bucked off, but I feel that theres a new horse waiting for me that won't buck me off and I just have to find this horse. I thank each and everyone of you that has been praying for me, and my family, please keep praying Sincerly.....Vicki & family
Dear Lord i bring this broken heart to you.And i ask that you guide her threw life Lord she is so broken and hurt i ask that you take that away and fill it with you peace and joy.Lord when people look at her let them see something wonderfuly diffrent about her shine threw her Lord give her the strenght that she needs.Remind her that you will not let us gothrew more then we can handle.Lord watch of her childern and give them peace that they know her mother did the best that she could dofor them.Take away all the bitterness and over fill it with you joy and peace i ask this all in your name Lord amen
Dear Lord we ask that you remove the pain and suffereing from this sister. Lord we know that only through you can true healing and renewal of spirit and marriages take place. Lord we ask that you wrap you arms around this sister and protect her family with the Blood of Jesus Christ. Lord lead her to your Word and give her the strength and faith to depend on you. Amen
heavenly father please shower vicki and her family w/ your love and blessings. provide the income needed and show vicki what you have in store for her and her family.
thank you for caring and loving us far more than we could ever deserve. thank you for your precious son jesus who gave his life for us on the cross.
take care and be blessed vicki!
Ms. Vicki, I continue to lift you in prayer...Let us know what God is doing in your life so that we know how to pray. Amen.
word of encouragement god won't bring you to it if he wont brining u through it trust in the lord he will make a way.father i pray for peace strength for this ur child hold her hands and fill her cup lord amen. those who wait upon the lord will renew their strength they shall mount up with wings as eagles. he that kneels to the lord can stand up to anything.
Dear Lord please send comfort, spiritual guidance to find a wonderful church family, inspiration to continue with the nursing studies and blessings in her daily life. We pray in Jesus name. Amen.
God Bless you Vicki and your family. I am so sorry for your past pain and your current troubles. Lord Jesus I lift up this woman and her family to you in prayer. I ask you to heal her husband as well as her pain and anguish. Please bless them with all the financial and emotional and spiritual support they so need. Please grant that she will be able to pass her nursing boards and meet her goals. Please heal her pain and bless her and her family and her children with all they so need and want and deliver them from their trials. Please st jude st john st anne st anthony st michael and mother mary pray unceasingly for her and her family. God Bless you all and may our Lord work a major miracle in your life. Vicky, I wonder if you might want to go and minister to a 14 yr old girl on this site, named ty, her prayer request is at promise_me_love. She was raped and is in a bad way. I ask this because I know that it has helped me a bit to pray for others, I am in a health and financial and depression situation right now and after reading your profile, I noticed some similiarites between you and her. It might help you feel a bit better if you ministered to her. Just a thought.. Please know that I am praying for you and your family. God Bless amen
Vicki..some of us have a hard road to walk in life..and God knows that you have had your share. First of all know that you are loved..That God sees how you struggle and He cares. You had a lot of bad stuff happen to you..make mistakes...but nobody is perfect and no one is without sin. We repent..we admit our failures..we cry , we hurt..we take it all to the Lord. Then we get up , renewed with the love and hope in God and we go on, fresh for a new day. I pray that God washes all you hurt and pain away and replaces it with His love. I pray that you will be lifted up to the Lord..and remember what He said..
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. (Jeremiah 29:11-13)
I pray that you take these bible verses to heart and memorize them. It's God's word to you..that He will carry you..He wants you to have good in your life..not evil. He will help you achieve that good, if you turn to Him and keep your eyes, heart and mind focused on Him. Don't look back at the past, but moved forward with God to your future. I pray that He teaches you to cling to Him..no matter what happens to you. satan is all about keeping you down, tearing you down. God will always help you rise above that..stay in constant prayer, rebuke satan when he comes calling with doom and gloom. Father God I pray that Vicki is able to take her nursing exam again and this time I pray that she retains all that she has learned and passes her exam. I pray that You lead her on the path You chose for her. A path that enables her to take care of her family and serve You Lord. I pray that her marriage is restored..that love is restored between her and her husband. I pray that her entire family is healed..and that the relationship with all of children is healed and restored..I ask you Lord to Bless Vicki coming in and going out..Make her strong in faith and love..In Jesus name I pray..amen
Dear Child of the Most High God...I stand FERVENTLY in agreement with you as you pray. Father God..Touch the heart, mind, and spirit of Your dear child..May she KNOW that she is Created in Your Image...and You cherish her...May she REST...and gain Strength in Your Presence...Knowing that You Dear Lord.... know her needs and the needs of her family...Impart to her the knowledge THAT SHE IS NOT A FAILURE...those thoughts and feelings of depression are from the enemy...whose purpose it is to draw her away from You......THE MOST HIGH GOD... the enemy has NO POWER OR AUTHORITY IN THE LIFE OF YOUR CHILD....VICKI IS AN OVERCOMER...VICKI IS VICTORIOUS...VICKI IS THE HEAD AND NOT THE TAIL...VICKI IS MORE THAN A CONQUERER....Father God...in tne name of Your Son Jesus...I pray that you minister to Vicki and her family at the point of their needs...Your Words are True...and You said that You would meet ALL OF HER NEEDS...May you comfort her, guide her, provide for the needs of her family....give her PEACE... that passes ALL understanding....may she know that You are her Shelter...her protection....her ALL....May she and her family feel YOUR PRESENCE IN ALL THAT THEY DO...KNOWING AND BELIEVING THAT YOU WILL NEVER LEAVE OF FORSAKE THEM....In Jesus' Mighty name I pray, trust and believe...because Your Words DO NOT COME BACK VOID... AMEN AND AMEN...
Dear Jesus, Mary and Joseph, Please guide this family; give them a direction to a prayerful church. Vicki, do not give up, just keep praying. The Lord does listen.
A Special Prayer to the Blessed Virgin Mary:
Try this every day and reap the benefits, in all situations.
Mary, take over and resolve what I am not able to resolve. Take care of those things that are beyond my reach. You have the power to do so. Who can ever say that He was disappointed in you after having called you?
Mother, take over at this moment when I see nothing, when there does not seem to be any light in the tunnel, this moment of doubt, fear, this hour of making the right decision when everything seems to be going against me.
"Our Father who art in Heaven, I thank you for your compassion. I pray that you put your arms around Vicki and provide her with peace in her life. I pray that she puts her faith in you completely and that she turns over her life to you. I believe that when she does, if she hasn't already, everything will work for the good. She made it through a rough childhood as best as she could. Now she is a woman who is seeking rightousness and I pray Lord that you hear her prayers and that you will guide her. I pray for emotional, mental, physical and financial healing for her & her family. I pray that she will have peace with her past and press forward in making a life that is pleasing to you O'Lord. I pray for healing for her grandma and for the entire family. Lord, may Vicki and her family become part of a church family that accepts all people from all walks of life. In your most precious name, Jesus Christ, I pray Amen"
Lord please bless this woman for knowing that you are there despite all she has been through! Lord please help her and her family in all the issues they have. Please help her to find a church that she feels safe and respected in. Show her that not all Christians are judgemental and help her to relaise that there is no end to your forgiveness. Please bless her now. In jesus name Amen!
My Sister in Christ, Vicki. I come alongside and stand with you right now in coming boldly to the throne of our Heavely Father. Lord, you are our Father and the provider. My Sister, as all of us, had lived a life that was dictated by the flesh and when she came to you to confess her past, to give herself to you, to ask for forgiveness, and to be repentant of her trangressions...something totally amazing happened...You, Father forgave her. Not as in a forgiveness as we understand it but TRUE forgiveness. Now, when she thinks of her past mistakes...You go...Vicky, what are you talking about..I don't know what you are thinking about..that has been forgiven, washed away, never to be looke at by you again...Thank you Father for your true forgiveness and love.
Father, if it be your will that she become a nurse then bring about a new testing date for her...get her to that test...and give her the knowledge and wisdom to pass so that she can be a testimony to all that she serve of your AGAPE Love. Lord, Bless her in abundance of all her hearts desires...good health for her husband..safety for her children...and a cleansing in her heart that she can forgive herself and keep her focus on the Love that comes only from you... I pray this in your Precious Name..Jesus Christ. Amen.
FATHER GOD IN THE HEAVENS ABOVE,I PRAY FOR VICKI AND HER FAMILY,LORD. PLEASE SHOW HER YOUR FACE,LORD. LET HER EARS HEAR YOUR SOFT,LOVING VOICE.AS SHE WENT THRU THESE HORRIBLE THINGS THROUGHOUT HER,YOU WERE THERE WITH HER,LORD. YOU NEVER LEFT OR FORSAKED HER. LET HER KNOW YOU ARE STILL BY HER SIDE,AND YOU HEAR HER CRIES FOR HELP.LORD,PLEASE LEAD HER TO THE BODY OF CHRIST THAT YOU WANT HER TO BE. PUT A HEDGE OF PROTECTION OVER HER AND HER FAMILY,LORD. I PRAY AND ASK ALL THINGS IN JESUS MIGHTY NAME, AMEN & AMEN. GOD BLESS YOU,VICKI,AND ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT GOD PROMISES TO NEVER LEAVE YOU.
Vicki, although I have not faced as much turmoil in my life as you have faced in your life, I still see so many similarities. My last heartache, I couldn't take it anymore and I knew that I needed a change. I opened up and asked God to step in and change my mind and my heart. I cried on His shoulder for several hours, went to church the next day. When I came home from church, God showed me that I had so much anger and unforgiveness in my heart, I had been carrying this heavy burden around with me for almost 20 years. I sat down and wrote a prayer/letter to God releasing all the anger and forgiving all that have caused me pain. When I was writing, it just all came out, when I was done, it was as though that burden was lifted off me. I didn't have to carry it anymore, God dissolved it all - He took it all on for me. Since I did that, I feel happier inside really happy. I feel so much better about me and my confidence is at a all time high. I expect, as I continue to increase my knowledge and increase my faith in God, I will feel even more secure within me.
I am truly a witness that God does work in our hearts, we simply have to let him. Whenever I think about the heartache I am going through, I say to God - "Lord, I'm putting this down, please take it away from me". And he does every single time. I'm realizing that I HAVE to keep God as my focus, when I loose focus on Him, the heartache returns. It is a neverending battle, however it is getting much easier for me.
Last night, I was about to be consumed by the thoughts the enemy was putting in my mind and the heartache that I'm going through, I went to a quiet place and prayed to God... I asked Him to let me get through the night, I explained to him that I was lonely and I didn't want these thoughts to consume me. After I prayed, I wasn't on the verge of tears anymore, I could feel myself being lifted somewhat and I just simply let Him work on me!! About a half hour later, I made a call to a friend of mine and we made plans for tonight... the funny thing is, she had contacted me a couple of days ago via e-mail asking if I wanted to go to the Comedy Zone, I responed to her the same day and told her that I wanted to go. She didn't get my e-mail and thought I had no interest in going... I think that God directed me to call her, He knew what I needed.... right after I talked to her, I called another girlfriend of mine and God blessed us both with the most wonderful conversation. We chatted about an hour and when I hung up, I was totally uplifted and the only thing I could do was thank God. You see... while I talk to her all the time, I always felt our conversations were one-sided - her side - I was always listening to her because my confidence level told me I had nothing to talk about. But last night it was completely different!!
God has truly blessed me and continues to ALWAYS be there for me!!!! He is truly working miracles in my life, now that I allow him to. I am truly thankful and feel sooooo blessed!!!! I thank God everyday and I lean on him for support every single day.
Once you let God in your heart, He will help you to get your nursing degree, You don't have to take that on all by yourself, He is here for you. He will replace all that darkness with a wonderful light so that you will be able to follow him clearly!! God is your answer - He truly is!!
I pray that God watches over you and your family. I pray that He carries and protects you. I pray that He sheds enough light in your heart so that you will be able to see that He is your saviour and He will save you from all the pain and discouragement that you feel. In Jesus Name - the Alpha and Omega, I pray!!