I have been praying for G. and as God reveals more and more to me to pray about I am turning to the PrayAbout family to stand in agreement with me to break the strongholds of the devil in his life. At times I get weary but I see the Lord working on his heart, so I feel encouraged. He is so consumed with material things. I found out from a mutual friend recently that he spent $11,000.00 to fix up his sports car - mind you he was planning to use the money he was saving to go towards building a home for us, and even though we are not together I figured he would still go ahead with his plan but our friend said whenever he sees him now the talk of the house never comes up before he used to be excited about such things. Then G. told me night before last that he bought yet another cell phone which I know cost at least $1,000.00. What a drastic change, this is not the man I knew. He taught me how to manage my finances properly and helped me to get out of debt. When I met him his mom told me he was doing odd jobs from the time he was 14yrs old and that he was saving money for as long as she knew him. He never used to make irrational decisions with money, now it seems like he is just trying to keep up with the guys he works with who all have big flashy cars. It seems too that he has been with at least three different women since we broke up - having sex with all these women can have more than just physical effects. I could sense a coldness and arrogance in him when he speaks.
At times it doesnt even feel like i'm talking to him it is as if there is something in him speaking. The latest woman seems to be financially well off which I am sure is quite attractive in his current state, but recently I found with all of this that he has been calling and texting me alot, I know God is at work in his heart. Nothing brings true happiness in life beside a relationship with the Lord. God's blessings are real not like what the devil deceives with and when He blesses a man & woman with a family that is His true plan for the human to find happiness and fulfilment in this world. This man has totally turned away from his family and has been living this way for the last year with what seems like no care of what his actions are doing to others especially what the long term effects will be on our daughter emotionally or to himself. I am praying that the Lord will speak to him in such a mighty way right now before he falls and falls hard. A friend of mine told me months ago he had a vision of him loosing everything. Then his sister also told me she had a vision of him losing his job. This man thinks his job has made him somebody. His faith and trust are misplaced because it is God that put him in his position and given him every blessing in his life. He is making these things his God and there will be no God but the one true and living God and he is a jealous God. Dear Lord, move in G's life right now in such a mighty and powerful way that he will not be able to ignore You anymore. Cover him in the blood of Jesus now and let him stop what whatever he is doing that is not in keeping with a holy life this very moment and yield his life and will to You. We ask for forgiveness on his behalf because he is blinded by the enemy. Break the bondage of pride, materialism, greed, lust and perversion and the spirit of lies and deceit off his life right now Father in the Mighty name of Jesus and let him come to detest all things that are not of You. Turn him away from all those things that are not of you and let him live a righteous and upright life before You all the days of his life these things we ask in the mighty and powerful name of Jesus. As we call these things done through the power of the Holy Spirit to the tearing down of the strongholds of the enemy and to the honour and Glory of your name Lord, You are the beginning and the end and You live and reign forever and ever. Amen
Lord keep speaking to his heart until he cannot shut you out anymore. I can see you moving and working in his life let him choose the right path through you. He told me tonight he still keeps my picture on his clipboard at work. I know that real love never dies, because it is from You and you are forever. Praise and bless the name of the Lord always!
Today I just want to give thanks and praise to God for all his blessings. For sparing our lives, for bringing us to this point and I know He is going to give us victory over the devil. For blessing us with two beautiful beautiful children. Our conversation last night revealed alot to me, I know God is at work. Continue to pray and thank God for his freedom. I cant wait to let eveyone know how God answered my prayers.
Still waiting in patience for the Lord to turn G. around. I pray that he will surrender his heart to the Lord and also that the Lord will turn his heart more and more to me and our family with each passing day.
Lord I pray in agreement with Monique. Come into G's heart fill him with knowledge. Soften his heart. And bless Monique with peace and comfort and happiness. Amen