Father in Heaven, hear my prayer:
Lord, there has been too much change in my life recently, and I feel overwhelmed. Because I try to be a responsible person, I don't understand why I am now jobless. Lord, what is your plan for me? Open my eyes; my ears; show me the way & let me hear your voice.
Help me to allow myself more time to rest, relax, and pray. Guide me toward something spiritual to read every day and a quiet time afterwards to reflect. Truly, I want to simplify my life from all burdens. Father, help me to remember you are here w/me, through it all.
In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.

Lord,
I'm trying so hard to accept my loss. Tomorrow is Monday - I have no where to go to work. This is such an adjustment. I'm so tired - So tired of working - So tired of worry for my sons - So tired of worry for my mother - So tired of worry for the love of my life David - so tired of worry for my daughter-in-law & grandchildren - So tired of worry regarding my health, diabetic - So tired of trying to make ends meet. The depression is overwhelming today. I heard the sermon this AM, beautiful & it hit my heart. Wake me up from this dread I'm in. Lord send your healing light down my path, as I walk toward a new beginning in this life. I pray it's rewarding & profitable; I have to help David. David is my rock, Lord, I have to help him.
I have to help my sons through prayer. I need them home so much. Jason - Lord Please send him closer to me. The trip is so hard. When mother comes for the winter, traveling can be painful for her. She loves this boy w/her life. Please bring him closer to home. Joel - protect him - bath him in your light. Give him direction, wisdom & an alert mind. I pray he's a fair, respected man; husband; father & soldier. His men look for his leadership - keep them safe & bring them home. Lord, if it's possible, let me stay home & work. Show me what to do. I need to rest my mind; relax my body. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.

9/23/07 Sunday AM
I need direction. Please Lord in Heaven; I listen for your voice. I need direction. Lead me to the right christians; the right job, here at home or at a business. Please show me what to do. Clear my mind, so I can hear your voice. I love you Lord with all my heart; Please Lord, I don't want to loose all that we have worked for. Please help me. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.

NOVEMBER 10, 2007
Still don't have an out of home job. I did start an ebay store. Which has been very slow. If it doesn't pickup, I will have no choice but to take what ever job I can find. Our econmy is not very good right now in the job market & my health lately has not been very good. I'm diabetic; the last week has been a little strange. I feel at times like I'm floating or a get a really bad head ache. Not eating differently or taking medication differently, so I don't know what is wrong. I've lost my medical insurance w/the job, so I can't afford to go to the doctor at present. Can't afford it. All I know is, that we need more money coming into this house or we'll be in a very bad situation. I'm depressed, which I'm trying very hard to shake. Thinking postively is harded than people think when your at rock bottom. I ask God the Father everyday to please lead the right people to purchase on my ebay store. If I can keep that going - I think we'll be ok. Others in this world have it so much tougher than David & I. I am blessed & praying for the rest of the world is easy. I know the Lord is helping us all. What ever our problems are in this life - God will take over - if we just let him. "Let go & Let God" one of my favorite sayings. Bless all of you -

NOVEMBER 12, 2007
This has been a very depressing Monday. I find myself just sitting - I don't accomplish anything. I haven't for days. I need energy & strength. Please Dear Lord give me these two things. I'm a walking circle - I get nowhere. My thinking is dull, fuzzy. I just want to sleep - I want Peace of mind.
I don't feel like I can deal w/this today. Lord Help me to Help David.

NOVEMBER 15, 2007
lORD IN hEAVEN HEAR MY PLEA:
I need you Lord, I need your wisdom; I need your comfort; I need to hear your voice telling me which path to walk. I am thankful for all that I have. My family is the most precious thing I have. I am greatful for this gift. You have heard & answered so many of my requests, but at present I am in dispair. I need answers; I need closure to this house mess. Please let us got to court - get all of this out of the way. Please I beg for relief of money problems for David & I. We just want what belongs to us. Nothing more. I don't even want damages - Just what is legilly ours. How is it Lord, that people can take from someone who didn't have that much to give in the first place. To just rip it out of your hands, knowing they are stealing from you? I don't know how they sleep at night? Lord we forgive these people - that alone has not been an easy task - but I truly forgive them. Please speak to me regarding our finances. What do I need to do? These latest financial difficulties are particularly hard. Help me to use each penny wisely - to resit buying foolishly - not compare w/others. Grant me what I need most in this life, so that I may care for David & I & those dear to me - my babies - & with enough left over to share with those less fortunate. You know Lord, what is in my very soul; you know me better than I know myself. Guide me every inch of the road - As far as job wise - I do want to work out of our home, please give me this opportunity - show me the path if it is in your will - if not, show me what I need to do. Shine your healing light through my body to open my mind - let me feel the healing warmth of the light. I love you Lord. Take care of this web-site and all who enter for compassion, healing & true love. Help us to help one another through our faith. I ask this in Jesus Christ name, my Lord in Heaven, Amen.