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notmyown
NM
NEED to CALM DOWN!! Prayer Answered
As for my engagement breaking up, i feel like the panic and anxiety will comsume me. Please do not give me any advice. i don't need any more of being told what i should or shouldn't be doing about this. Friends think they need to side with me and talk negatively about my x fiance. This does not help matters. i still love him and am asking the Father for another chance. i can't beat myself up anymore. i am weary from lack of sleep and sobbing from so deep down within my being. My heart and mind is being torn to shreds. i know the LORD wanted me to change my ways and believe me, this was one devastating way to make it happen. My boyfriend has already gone on with his life because i hurt him so very much because of my defense mechanisms. i know to panic would be to dishonor the LORD. Where is all my faith? i know the Holy Spirit is living inside of me because the pain is so great till HE calms me back down. i need prayer to help me let go of all this. i need peace to get some sleep. Please pray i get stronger in laying this thing down. The anger at myself for this whole thing has to go too. Thank you for who ever feels the burden to lift me u
Update - 9 months ago:
It's hard to believe 3 months have gone by since i was in THIS much pain! Well, the LORD in His Love and Mercy did, in fact, bring my x back to me. You can imagine how happy and thankful i was. Believe it or not...we are breaking up again because, now that i'm in a higher place with the LORD, He can now prune him away from me. 3 months ago i was so devastated to loose this man. i was sick about it. Things with ME have changed because i kept my eyes focused on the LORD. This man kept his eyes on his god...money and sex. Many times the enemy blinds us to the truth about others. Our fleshly desires and selfish thoughts prevail. i believe the LORD allowed him to come back to show me he hasn't changed. i found out he has a very bad gambling problem and spent every penny of his inheritence from his mother's house.Over 25,000.00! He has NO credit and pawned the expensive pocketwatch and guitar i gave him.(do i see now why the LORD was taking him away from me?) He started pressuring me to leave this state by using fear and manipulation. My spiritual eyes are "clearer" now, esp after being on a 2 day fast with prayer. i had to make a choice between Jesus or him. This happened to me over 20 years ago when my husband told me to get out of the house for choosing God instead of him. My self worth was at an all time low and this x used it to his advantage. He is a sheep in wolf's clothing. The reason he wanted me to move with him is because i have excellent credit. i believe the enemy was setting me up for a very big fall using this man as the bait. He's attractive, well dressed and very charming. Anything i would question about his faith in the LORD was met by some angry response. i belive the LORD sent him back to show me what HE already knows about him. So, did God answer my prayer? Yes HE did and i thank HIM for doing it. Now i can better adjust myself with out all the heartache and sleepless nights. NOW i can make better decisions without all the confusion. Thanks so much for all your prayers. T
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Ken_Natasha
USA and Ukraine
Dear Heavenly Father, thank You for helping our sister to overcome the pain of this relationship and to give clarity of thought to all her decisions. I pray that You will help her to heal all the wounds from her marriage and this past relationship, and that You will bless her soon with a new one which will finally fulfill all of her needs. I pray that this relationship to come will lead to a marriage that is overflowing in everlasting love, friendship, trust, loyalty, respect, support, passion, affection and happiness. In the name of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, I pray. Amen.
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how is everything going for you? anything new or exciting?
i pray that the lord is blessing you in this new year.
take care and god bless you.
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bighill
Poquoson, Virginia
Bless you. Your story is an inspiration, if only more people would know when to move on. Your are blessed.
I pray that this new year will bring you many rich blessings.
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praise the lord that things are much better for you and that your prayers have been answered.
god bless you an may you find the very special person that god has for you.
just from what i have read i can tell that you have a very kind and gentle heart. that is so wonderful. any man i feel would be blessed indeed to have you.
be picky and let the lord guide you to what man is right for you my sister in christ.
you have a lot of faith and it comes thru in your writing!
have a wonderful christmas and a very blesed new year.
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father, we thank you and praise you for such unconditional love and your mercy and grace which none are worthy of as it is written in your holy word.
we give this situation to you dear lord and ask for your wisdom, understanding and guidance now.
show this dear soul what she is to do - and grant her all that it takes to do just that.
we praise your holy name and thank you for holding her close and comforting her.
ease the pain and suffering. send the right people into her life -- whether they be current friends, new, or other dear lord. give her godly friendship and encouragement.
we thank you for hearing our prayers and providing for this dear one in jesus name. amen.
may god bless you and keep you close!
i know some of the pain that you are suffering. i seem to have dated the wrong ones all my life. most of them cheated on me, developed a 'taste' for the bar scene etc...
i married the one that i just knew in my heart was the one. I truly felt that the holy spirit was speaking in that still voice and showing me she was the one!!!
3 months into the marriage - she fell back into her ungodly ways and left for another man. it has been 4 1/2 years. it still hurts today!
god brought me thru it (thankfully).. the pain is still there, but is better. god will bring you thru it stronger to.
take care of yourself. jesus loves you. others here care too.
please post an update when you can!
notmyown - 9 months ago:
Thanks for your prayer and i hope you get some relief from all your pain. REST.
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zeku
ethiopia
Dear Lord you are the one can deliver from such problem, as it is stated in the book, remain with deep in her, give here peace and grace to come out and live looking the future purpose that you have for her, and help her to be out also from the weaked feeling that realy hurts.
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deebee10139
Sugar Land, Texas
I am going through something similar and I have left it in God's hands. I will pray for your strength and courage to carry on what ever the Good Lord has in store for the both of us.
notmyown - about 1 year ago:
None of us humans have the logistics of how to have a healthy relationship do we?Instead of having to learn half the garbage i did throughout school, it would have been more beneficial to have someone teach on how to have a healthy Godly relationship. Oh, the LORD is showing me things NOW after having every relationship i've ever been in, to fall apart with no reconcilliation, no hope, just pain and suffering and doubting my own worth. Everything has always come to me TOO late. i want this love i have for my x fiance to be taken out of me before i get any more physically sick in body and mind. Yes, i believe God has a divine will and perfect purpose for all our lives and if me loosing another man i loved....so be it. Knowing this doesn't make the pain go away. It seems i've never been worth the effort of these men to love me unconditionally. The valley is the toughest place to be i assure you. Thanks for sharing and i hope you recieve the courage and strength you need as well. T.
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zeku
ethiopia
THANK YOU FOR YOUR ADVICE AND PRAYER AND WILL TRY TO LEARN OUT OF IT GET BACK TO MAY MOUNTAIN TO STAND AND CELEBRATE THE VICTORY THAT I HAD BY HIM.
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Michaelanthony
New Braunfels, TX
Father God, reach out right now and provide healing to her heart and perform a miracle in her life that she may have her hearts desire. In Jesus Name.
notmyown - about 1 year ago:
Thank you for your encouragement. It will take a mighty miracle indeed for all this to be healed and repaired. The sad thing is, we love each other very much yet the damage seems too great at this point. Ultimately, i do choose the LORD over him. HE promised to NEVER leave me or forsake me.
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Ronnie1
Kingwood, Texas
Thank you for your prayers. Keep the LOrd close and he shall bring you the peace you need. In Jesus name. AMen
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Ronnie1
Kingwood, Texas
What a difficult and painful time you must be going through. I will not speak words during this time because they are empty when the sorrow is grand. I do know God's love for you is so big nothing is impossible through him. In all thy ways acknowledge him and he shall direct thy path. He loves you and will get you through this because he's your Father and protector. Be strong my sister because this to shall pass. In Jesus name. Amen
notmyown - about 1 year ago:
Yes it will pass. In the meantime i am being taught how to do things the Father's way. So, in my anguish, i will STILL Praise His name because He is worthy of it whether we get back together or not. i NEED my relationship with Jesus more. It is the ONLY relationship i do. i want the one with the man i love and believe the LORD will give us both another chance to respect one another. That's what TRUE love is...it endures, believes and hopes all things. Balance is what's needed for a relationship to be maintained. Yes, He could simply breathe on my fiance and send him back yet i now understand His ways are higher than ours and there are lessons to be learned for the both of us. It's the process and the patience which hurts so very much. Thank you for your understanding.
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