Today i went to take an rapid oral hiv test. The Results came back with an reaction which normally indicates i may be positive. so the doctor took another sample to confirm and now i must wait 2 weeks for the results! she advised me that rapid test is not 100% effective and im praying that this is true in my case! being the fact that my older brother passed away in 2005 because of an hiv related disease, it hits very hard to home! One thing i worry about is my mother, when she found out about my brother she took it very hard and was hospitalized for a week! it hurted me more to know she was feeling so bad! and i never ever wanted her to go through the same thing again!!!! for the past 24 hrs i been crying and asking the lord for forgivnes and i think its only may be the beginning! My consious has me terrified to the point to where i cant sleep and barely eat! please keep me in your prayers as i will do the same! Thank You Very Much