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MelodyViolet

****I am ready to give life up I am in a real dark plce help***

Suicide is looking like the best option for me right now. What a difference a week makes. I dont think God loves me I think i messed up 2 many times. I prayed and prayed for this really great job I got it and for no reason the guy fired me. He said he doesnt like me or my work. I swear on everything i love I didn't do anything wrong. I am still homeless, now jobless, the only way 2 survive was to get back with my heroin dealing x boyfreind. I was clean 4 2yrs now I am hooked. him and his freinds use me as a slave. Belittle and humiliate me. I just want to die. All I want is a freind. All I want is God to love me and show me some light out of this dispair. I want to be happy again I want to fill love. If I cant then I dont want to be able to feel anything!!

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FirstJohn51415
FirstJohn51415 Weldon Spring, Mo

Melody I pray that you are safe and are on the road to getting your life together..but more importantly I pray that you know that GOd does love you..He will never stop loving you. He only wants the best for you and is always loving you..no matter how hard satan tries to pull you down. I pray that God keeps you safe, gets you off of drugs and puts some Godly people in your life to help you. In Jesus name I pray..amen

MothersLove

How are you? Please respond there are many who care and are praying for you. Please let us know you are OK. I pray for you to recieve courage during this very dark time. may the Lord embrace you. Amen and amen. Godspeed.

kevinprofit
kevinprofit Jacksonville, FL

MelodyViolet, I pray that Jesus brings you comfort during this time for you... I cant really understand why anyone would commit suicide and God wouldnt want you do that either. Just try stay strong and pray as much as you can....Jesus said that he would never leave you or forsake you....I really hope that you know that. I hope to see more of your prayer requests...Remember that only Jesus and you can do this...So you know I was once homeless and Jesus delivered me and my family off the streets and now we are doing good. So keep strong and maintain the faith. everything will be ok just believe.
In Jesus name we all pray A',men

MelodyViolet - about 1 year ago: Thank you for caring for me
dkm
dkm NE

Dear Melodyviolet,
I am not sure where you are located. I wish I was close enough to come rescue you. You are so very special. I thought things looked bad for me.......but my child I will be with you. The Lord makes no mistakes, you are His child. Please let me know how you are. We will pray for you. God Bless.

MelodyViolet - about 1 year ago: I am in a domestic violence shelter as of this morning. He beat me up pretty bad and the cops brought me here. I have never had so many people care about me thank you. I am located in Kittanning PA to anserew that question. God bless you,
MothersLove

An I too will pray for you to be filled with the power and strength of the Holy Spirit. Lord will help you, you know it! That's why you pray, and because you do, the Lord hears your prays. Help your self, go to a church, anyone and surrender yourself to the Lord. Someone at a church will help you get help too...or just do it yourself. There are many resources out there. Please the world does love you. The you is hiding behind the drugs...its not necessary....Please Lord it it be your will that you help MelodyViolet...fill her with the courage and strength, wisdom YOU have for her to overcome and endure this difficult time. Let it be your will, Oh Dear Lord. In Jesus Holy name I do pray for you. Amen and Amen. Godspeed.

isigioemi
isigioemi Rosemead, Ca

Oh sister.....don't be fooled. The devil is a liar and wants your soul. Don't give in to him. Sweetie, I can totally relate to you. i went through a silmilar situation. I was addicted to meth. So badly that I could not get up in the monring with out my stuff. Having 3 kids that I had to tend to made it very hard for me to sleep it off. It was an awful situation. I ended up getting my kids taken from by by children services. My world went crashing down. I fell so hard I hit my rock bottom. The judge ordered me to take parenting, 6 month drug program, etc. In my drug program I learned that you have to stay away from all those you new during your addiction. Even if it means leaving you boyfriend. You can do it. Go to your church and just give yourself to the Lord. Everything will change. You have to be strong and leave that life behind. Find your strength in the Lord. I got my kids back and my case was terminated. I have been clean now for 2 1/2 years and I know it was God. Don't give up. there are many shelter, places you can go. There are transitional homes. Google it. You will find the resources you need. Please don't give up. I'll pray for!

MelodyViolet - about 1 year ago: thank you so much you give me hope. I am in a domestic violence shelter as of this morning after I got beat up the police brought me here thank you for caring I just want to feel God more then youd ever know I am so ashamed though