I really love my boyfreind,the matter is..he had bad experienced with his last relationship before this. He seems so worried and not secure with me,though none of my family can accept him,but i promised Lord that i will never dump him and accept him the way he his by teach him everything i know about Jesus my Saviour. Its been 4yrs now,and i still love him..no matter how many excusses he gave me,and how many times he hurt me,i still love him. I just want to prove to my family esp. my eldest bro.who hit me so that i will leave Damian after that.,it takes 2weeks for me to get up from my bed then,the guy i love is amazing and just perfect as it was at first,but then..i just want him to appreciate me the way i appreciate him and this relationship. I cry almost everyday and praying that there still a time for him to change.I wish he will realize that i'll prove my loyalty and honesty with the scar in me.