Please Please help me I am trying so hard to stay strong I have a family my three sisters and my brother who all treat me like I dont exist. I just lost my Beautiful mother Helen 2 months ago she was the only one who ever believed in me other than God. I am her only child from a didfferent father than my siblings. I feel like when she past on so did I and I cant seem to get out of this depression. I miss her so very much. she left me some money but to me it's not important but it would come in handy and my family seems to think I have to beg for it . I will not do that my mother had to die for that money I would rather have her back instead . My mom died at a real hard time in my life as long as she was there I was ok but now she left me alone to defend my self against these mean spirited people and I am finding it hard to do so alone for what they say and do to me hurts so much. I just need some help praying. every time I hurt and my heart aches I realize with my Faith that this is what jesus felt as well the people threw stones at him and beat him and he still stood proud in the eyes of his father and thats how I feel. my soul is taking a beating and I cant do this. I just need you all to pray that I become stronger willed and I know I will make it through this Thank you all God bless you....... Brenda

Well today my sister brought my check for my inheretance it was not very much they made sure I payed my other sister back for money I borrowed off her 10 years ago then I thought wow this is almost over then low and behold I went to the bank my late mothers bank to take the money out before anything more crazy became of it there I stand in front of this lady tears welling up in my eyes for what I thought would be a great day . I say to the lady could I cash this please it's my inheritance and she comes back and says im sorry mame your check is no good that account has been closed since friday well I just broke down and looked up at the roof and said ok im strong I can do this I politley said thank you with tears of lost hope running down my face the lady said I really am sorry she must have seen the strange and sad look on my face she even had tears welling up in her eyes . I lean over the counter and I say to her It's ok I'll be ok God is with me She passes me a tissue and I say thank you and I leave I get out side I take a deep breathe. and held up my arms with everyone in the parking lot and i said to my Lord Lift me up lord hold on to me take the pain and make it leave. It's hurts so much. I felt so ashamed that I would even fall for such a crule trick but I thought they realized the Love I have for them was real and they came to there senses but they tricked me into a humiliating situation My soul aches with pain, hurt ,humiliation so i thought i would phone my sister and she came down to the bank almost with a smug look on her face she said i dont know whats happning ill check it out so i sit out side the bank and wait she comes out and proceeds to say to me ok we will give you our dads gift to me in a week or so. They said the reason they dont want me to have the money is because I need it and that disgusts them my brother said If I didnt need it I would be normal and I would have got it when they got theres and that it was there fathers money and he wasnt my father so why should he have to give you any . as I heard those words I wanted to die right on the spot My soul was screaming " WHY ME" Im so sad i feel so stupid I shall keep patience on my side my mom use to say Brenda pateince is a vertu it is not given it is earned well i think i am a pillar of strength please keep praying for me. I'm scottish and mom use to say to me that is why Brenda you can carry so much on your shoulders for they are big shoulders. I Misss her so much she helped me battle them and now i cant to seem to cope. .... thank you all for listening to me rattle on it just feels so good to get it all out. God bless you all
Dear Jesus
Rejection cause much pain in heart. here this sister suffered much. You bring your mercy to her and show your love and console her. Ask my prayer and do miracle now. Please jesus. (amen)
Hi Brenda,My family is exactly like yours but they dont speak to me at all.My mother died and one sister is tryong to claim everything she had as well as get everything from our Dad signed over to her,He is my stepdad.The Lord will deal with your family and mine.Wipe the dust off your feet and move on after you get an atourney to get your money fo you.They have evil in there hearts and no good thing in store for you.My family alienated me when I was 16.Im now 53.They are no better and no different.I live as though they dont exist.I cant deal with the lies and constant underhandedness. The thing is ,they learned this from my mom who also treated me horribly.Right before she did she had regrets but the mold was set and they dont want to share with me.The Lord has been my strength and my sword.I dont fear them anymore ,the run from me because they know I am onto them.Your Mom loved you and please take comfort in that.Please get your money from these sickos and live for the Lord.They will only cause you pain.May the Lord bless you and comfort you in your loss.Anne
Dear Brenda, You know that God has another angel in heaven looking down on everyone. Your mother is watching over you constantly. I pray the Lord will give you strength for daily guidance and comfort in your sorrow. We pray in Jesus name. Amen.
P.S. Please do not give up the money your mother left you. That was her monitary gift to you. She gave you many wonderful memories as precious gifts. I pray the Lord help you in this endeavor to obtain the money.
A Special Pray that may be helpful:
Try this every day and reap the benefits, in all situations.
Mary, take over and resolve what I am not able to resolve. Take care of those things that are beyond my reach. You have the power to do so. Who can ever say that He was disappointed in you after having called you?
Mother, take over at this moment when I see nothing, when there does not seem to be any light in the tunnel, this moment of doubt, fear, this hour of making the right decision when everything seems to be going against me.
Pray in Times of Trouble
"When my soul fainted within me I remembered the LORD: and my prayer came in unto thee, into thine holy temple" (Jonah 2:7).
"Is any among you afflicted? let him pray" (James 5:13).
"He will regard the prayer of the destitute, and not despise their prayer" (Psalm 102:17).
"Rejoicing in hope; patient in tribulation; continuing instant in prayer" (Romans 12:12).
"Yet the LORD will command his lovingkindness in the daytime, and in the night his song shall be with me, and my prayer unto the God of my life" (Psalm 42:8).
"Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God. And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus" (Philippians 4:6-7).
"In my distress I called upon the LORD, and cried unto my God: he heard my voice out of his temple, and my cry came before him, even into his ears" (Psalm 18:6).
My lovign father, we are praying for Brenda, please give your strenght to your daughter. Keep her under your protection. My father take care of your father who is asking your help in this time. In the name of Jesus we come to your feet lord. Hear all her prayer requests and be their father mother and all.
Dear Father please wrap your loving arms around Brenda and give her the strength and guidance she so desperately is in need of. Keep these mean spirited people away from her until they can fill their hearts with love and help her to heal fro mthe death of her mother. In Jesus Name. Amen
Father, I come in prayer in the name of your son our lord Jesus I lift up your child’s need’s to you for that we are all your children in need of your grace and love there for you said ask and believe and it shall be done. With Love and Faith AMEN
Dear Brenda,
Do not give in to the evil forces. I pray the Lord give you strength, comfort (so sorry for the loss of your mother); calmness in your life; and daily guidance and blessings. We pray in Jesus name. Amen.
Prayer to St. Michael the Archangel
Saint Michael the Archangel, defend us in battle.
Be our defense against the wickedness and snares
of the devil. May God rebuke him, we humbly
pray; and do thou, O Prince of the heavenly hosts,
by the power of God, cast into hell Satan and all
the evil spirits who prowl about the world seeking
the ruin of souls. Amen.
To help ease your sorrow:
Prayer for the death of my Mother
O most merciful Jesus…I beseech Thee by the agony of the most Sacred Heart, and by the sorrows of your Immaculate Mother, take my precious Mother into your arms, wash her clean with your precious blood…bring her to that special place in heaven you have just for her, and Sweet Merciful Jesus hug her for me…tell her how much I love her and how grateful I am for all that she has done for me…Most of all Sweet Jesus that she taught me how to love you…thank you for all the beautiful memories I will forever cherish in my heart. Amen.
Help me heal of this sorrowful time, let your precious healing blood fall upon me, and make the beautiful memory of my mother a courageous energy of love that I can share with others. Comfort me Sweet Jesus…I miss her so… Thank you Sweet Jesus…please send your Immaculate Mother Mary to help me today…Amen.
Eternal rest grant to my precious Mother oh Lord…May perpetual light shine upon her…Amen.
Dear Lord, Pleae embrace Brenda with her unconditional love and strength. Please replace her anxiety, depression, fear and lonliness with inner peace, harmony, serenity and the knowing you are always by her side to guide and protect her. Please bring understanding, love, and empathy to Brenda and her family at this difficult time. God Bless
Lord i lift up this prayer to you. Let there be love with her family. I pray for strength and hope to be upon her. Thank you Lord. Amen
Heavenly fathe surround this young lady with your comforting arms as she continues to deal with the loss of her mother. Shield her heart and mind from the negative influences constantly battling her self esteem. Lift her and caryy her, reassure her that she is LOVED. Continue to lead and direct her life. Amen
Brenda, You are not all alone. The Lord is right there with you. If he is not by your side he is carrying you through this. Just give it to the Lord and he will take care of all things including the ones coming against you. We can never go wrong by giving all our cares, troubles and worries to the Lord. He has much bigger shoulders than we do to carry the burdens for us. You are in my prayers. Keep leaning on the Lord. He said in his word that he would never leave us nor forsake us and God can not lie. God Bless You. You hang in there