I have recently lost my job.I stood up for that which I thought was right by responding and acting against racism and sexcism in the work place. I had a very good and senior position and after giving my all to company I was then called into one hearing after the other.I am now working at a new venue but at a much lower salary! I need a decent job being HIV positive and not knowing what the future holds sometimes not trusting the Lord. Please pray for His guidance and also to heal me and others who call onto Him and also help me to accept that the woman I have loved from childhood days does not want to be with me because of the disease.Lord please forgive me for not putting my trust in You!!Also forgive all my sins and having failed You so many times.