"God is Love." -- 1 John 4:16
Monday, September 24, 2007 -- 5:15pm
I am at a very conflicted place concerning a relationship that is very important to me both physicallly and emotionally. The extent of the conflict is creating so much unhappiness that it is affecting my sleep, my activities when alone like housekeeping, work and even my grooming and social life. I don't feel at all happy facing the day, but even worse if I leave and go out on my own, even though I do have a small private flat to go to. I know "God knows what I need before I ask." What on Earth could I possibly tell God who created the Earth?! And me? Except that I'm supposed to ask for prayers of
Divine Intercession because I'm to know that "The Lord is the strength of my life" (Psalms 27:1) and "joy and gladness shall be found" (Isaiah 15:3). "He will prosper us" (Nehemiah 2:20) and my "heart shall rejoice" (John 16:22). "With God noththing is impossible" (Luke 1:37). So, I am also told "continue to pray" (Col. 4:2) and here I am. "God is my helper" (Psalms 54:4). While I can know all of this in my head, my heart is aching, and nothing is more debilitating than a broken heart; my emotions cripple me. As ridiculous as this may sound, please also pray for poor Britney Spears and her little kids, and Amy Winehouse, the drug addicted singer, those 2 young women, that they get better, because I said I would. Praise Christ, amen. Thank you.



"God is Love." -- 1 John 4:16
Monday, October 1, 2007 -- 5:05pm/PT -- "Don't worry about anything; instead pray about everything, and thank Him for His answers." -- Philippians 4:6 -- Thank you to all of you who offered prayer for me. I do believe Miss Spears really does need someone praying for her, now more than ever, and I am. And Amy Winehouse, too, with her decimating addiction problem. Because, within what could really be called "miraculously," a kind of peace and serenity has come over our relationship again that hasn't been there in a long time, and they deserve to be happy too. This "peace that passeth understanding," in my mind, anyway, could only have come by me reaching out to the people in the living Body of Christ for anointed intercessory prayer -- and, at least one day at a time, it has. I was taught that God smiles when he sees brothers and sisters, His children, getting along. Thank you, in Christ's love, to those who prayed for me in my anguish.
"On my knees before the great multitude of heavenly witnesses, I offer myself soul and body to Thee, Eternal Spirit of God.
I adore the brightness of Thy purity, the unerring keenness of Thy justice, and the might of Thy love.
Thou art the Strength and Light of my soul.
In Thee I live and move and am.
I desire never to grieve Thee by unfaithfulness to grace, and I pray with all my heart to be kept from the smallest sin against Thee.
Mercifully guard my every thought and grant that I may always watch for Thy light and listen to Thy voice and follow Thy gracious inspirations.
I cling to Thee and give myself to Thee and ask Thee by Thy compassion to watch over me in my weakness.
Holding the pierced Feet of Jesus and looking at His Five Wounds and trusting in His Precious Blood and adoring His opened Side and stricken Heart, I implore Thee Adorable Spirit, helper of my infirmity, so to keep me in Thy grace that I may never sin against Thee.
Give me grace O Holy Ghost, Spirit of the Father and the Son, to say to Thee always and everywhere, Speak Lord, for Thy servant heareth. "
Amen.
Anand/SF, Calif.
Lord, I ask you to cradle AnandPA in your strength and your tenderness. Hold this heart gently as you heal it; restore this body, this spirit, this soul. I pray in Jesus' name, Amen
Heavenly Father we ask for your spirit of peace in this person's life. Equip her with the wisdom to bring all thoughts captive to you to live free. Continue to be her strength during this time of physical and emotional struggle. Bring light and truth to her circumstance, and the strength to release all her cares and worries to you and You alone. I also lift up Britney Spears and Amy Winehouse to you and ask for your spirit of protection and salvation in their lives. amen