We can all identify with your struggle. We can't barge in and take away your troubles, but we can offer intercessory prayer on your behalf. My prayer to you is that you will gain some moments of peace and clarity as you proceed to resolve these difficulties in your life and for your family. God bless you.
God will provide everything we need. Just believe and it will arrive you without consciously knowing it. I pray now that God come into your presence and uplift you emotions, strenghten endurance, and increase your faith so that carrying of your cross may be easy, this I pray in Jesus name, amen.