donimo, suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. God has given you the gift of life and he wants you to be joyous and happy. He wants to fill our hearts with gladness. He wants us to turn to him in our times of need. Life is often painful but if we allow God to work in our lives and trust in him, we can have peace in our hearts and he can use our trials to help others when they need it. I don't know you but because you are alive, I am sure that God has a plan for you. Not all of us may be famous and known by thousands of people across the nation but what is important is that we can be children of God. You may be an orphan but you can also be a child of the King. After we accept Christ in our heart, we are children of God. The enemy will still attack us, and we will still hurt and grieve at times but God will see us through. Don't give up on your life. It would be so tragic. Get to know the one who loves you more than we are even capable of understanding. I will be praying for you tonight. In Jesus name, amen.