please pray for me sunday i go visit my love of my life in federal prison. We have rekindled our love. We are just friends now due to the situation he has 6 more years before he gets out. He doesn't want me to put my life on hold for him which i truly respect him for that he told me he loves me too much and doesn't want to be selfish. At the same time he said it would be hard for him to handle if we decided to get back together. He stated if we make it thur this storm when he gets out he would me more than happy to meet me at the altar. He is the only man that I wanted to married. Eventhrough I tried to have a family with my daughter's father I didn't feel in my soul that marriage was in our paths. The federal government is going to make a decison or amendment on Nov 1st to reduce the mandatory sentences they have in force. Thousands of people are being sentence for crimes under a harsh punishment. This sunday will be the first time we will see each other in almost 5 years. I am so nervous thinking what am i going to wear and etc. I feel like i am back in high shool with the butterflies. I never thought i would feel like this again. Please pray for us for our friendship and have our relationship be strong during this time. I pray that the lord will show me who my husband he intends me to have and he contacts me the next day. I feel in my soul he is the one for me.