see my dad is/was an alchohalic and he is a pain when hes drunk. well on last sunday he flipped out on me and my sister but mainly me! i cant stand living there anymore and i hate it there i never want to be home unless im home alone. i have currently recognized that i have a little case of depression from my dad. and it doesnt help the fact that my most recent ex boyfriend is 17 and i think i might love him and someone told me that the reason i probably dated him was to find a father figure, but i want to find a "real" father because i know that my dad isnt so much of a true father figure as he would like to be. but when me and him had a "discussion" i told him that when hes drunk hes scary and im scared of him even when hes not drunk. and my sister told him the same thing too, so he took all the beer in the house and he dumped it down the drain and said no more but that will only be for a while so please pray that he will become a more father figure type dad and will stay off the alchohal.

~Rebbeca