Dear friends, I would like to thank those who are continuously praying for me and my husband Hans. Right now I honestly feel that He is not beside me but I know He is, I pray that the Lord will let me feel His presence in my life. I pray that He will not let me down on this. That He will touch his heart and clear his mind from evil things and will go back to me. For I believe that it is His will that we met and got married, to share the love that the Lord has showered upon us. I am begging each and everyone of you to please continue praying for me that I will be able to stay focus on my life and that I will be able to wait answers from our Father in Heaven. My prayers are with all of YOU. I thank the Lord for leading me to this website. Right now, all the prayers here are helping me to hold on to my faith in the Lord. Please Lord, graciously hear our prayers. Amen!

I thank all of you for praying for me. With this you are giving me hope and strength to hold on. I wish that I can be more stronger so I can carry on with this.This past few days I have always been thinking of Hans, hoping that he will come back, I keep on praying to the Lord that He will hear me and grant me my request. That He may give me strength and that He will embrace me and take away all the pain...I always feel tired, so restless, I wish that all of you will continue to pray with me, for me and for all of those in the website...Sorry that I have nothing else to say because I feel that my brain is not working that much and honestly, I just dragged myself here to work...Lord, help me please...

This past few days I can't sleep properly and specially last night, I've been having a lot of dreams that I cannot understand what it means...I don't know if it's a sign from the Lord or what? I am continuing to pray to Lord for my condition...I really don't know how I can avoid thinking of all the problems...Dear Father in heaven please touch me with Your healing hands, I wish to be healed from all these miseries and pain. guide me through all of these. Please hear our prayers who needs YOU. Grant us the blessings that we wish for. I thank YOU for caring for me...I know somewhere or somehow YOU are there...I wish that I can feel Your presence in my life. To all my brothers and sisters please continue to pray for me, as I always include you in my prayers. Amen!

This past few days I can't sleep properly and specially last night, I've been having a lot of dreams that I cannot understand what it means...I don't know if it's a sign from the Lord or what? I am continuing to pray to Lord for my condition...I really don't know how I can avoid thinking of all the problems...Dear Father in heaven please touch me with Your healing hands, I wish to be healed from all these miseries and pain. guide me through all of these. Please hear our prayers who needs YOU. Grant us the blessings that we wish for. I thank YOU for caring for me...I know somewhere or somehow YOU are there...I wish that I can feel Your presence in my life. To all my brothers and sisters please continue to pray for me, as I always include you in my prayers. Amen!

For the past 2 weeks I have been feeling something in my heart, I don't understand the pain, I am quite scared because of all the things that I am going through I don't want to be sick. I am still struggling financially and emotionally for I am searching for the answers to all of my problems. I keep on praying for the Lord to give me a sign and to make me feel HIS presence. I pray that He would take away the bad things around me and make me happy again with the person that I chose to love forever. Please continue to pray for me because right now, I cannot do anything for my health and my marriage, only God can help me and with Your prayers I know that He will hear and grant my request. Thank You everyone. God bless. AMEN!

This past few days I have been feeling better but yesterday until now I am feeling bad again...More and more financial problems are arising...I haven't heard from my husband and I got no one to turn to, I don't know where to get money to pay for all of my debts...I am so pressured because they have been calling and reminding of the due dates...I am so tired already, I don't know what else can I do to save...I have not been eating normally so that I can save money and that I can help my family also...God, please hear me...I am so damn tired of my life...I have no clue what else can I do...I am starting to lose my faith and I don't want that to happen...please pray for me...I need help!

I thank each and everyone of you who continuously praying for me. I pray for all of you also. I hope that you will continue to pray with me as I go through these trials in life.

I spent my holidays without him. this is the first time and it still quite hurts me. I don't know how long I can still take this. I am now confuse. I am still struggling financially. We get to spoke before Christmas and he promised to send me money to help me pay the debts, but there is no clear answer from him now if he already deposited the money. He ignored my calls for the past 2 days. Doesn't answer my SMS. I really don't know how I can still go through this. I am struggling with everything...I don't want to think about my problem anymore...I want to clear my mind but it is like torture to me that in everything I do all of a sudden every memories go back. I have been praying all day, almost every minute, but I don't know if He hears me or if He wants to help me. Oh God, I am begging You continuously...grant me my request. I need to have a job better paying than what I have now for I have lots of debts which I want to pay for. I learned from a friend that they are having a baby which makes it more painful...I don't understand why he is blinded by the fact that it is not his...he knew that the other woman has another man also but he didn't leave her...WHY??? I have a lot of questions that the Lord hasn't answered. I am very confused right now. Dear Father, please clear my mind...bring happiness in my life and prosperity. Amen!

I am really tired of everything...Up to now there is no improvement in my condition...I have done what I know is right but it seems that the Lord really does not hear me or maybe He hears me but just that...I have been begging for answers for help and still I am here stuck in the middle of nowhere...Can please someone help me understand why this is happening to me, it is almost 2 years now that I am struggling with these problems and I never stopped praying until 3 days ago...I really felt tired of praying and seeking help, all of you may think I am becoming a bad person but I feel like I am just talking to a wall that I get no answers...I have been praying and praying asking for forgiveness, enlightenment, help to get a new job to be able to support myself financially and pay debts, I am not asking for me to win a lottery or just out of the blue to have money on my wallet, I know that I have to work hard for it that's why I am asking for help to get a job, I have been applying, sending my CV to lots of company already but no one replied. And also as for my husband, he never answers me anymore and really does not care...I don't know what should I feel right now...at the back of my head I want to believe in Him but seeing what is happening to me right now I am feeling angry and depressed.

I really don't know where else to run or get the solution for all my problems...Will be losing my job, my husband now is starting to hide from me, he changed his mobile phone number and his mistress gave birth already, his family is blaming me for everything, I have a lot of debts to pay....What else can I do to have a better life to live in? A happy life...I'm not asking for too much...I just want to pay those debts, be able to help my family financially as well and most of all, that I will be healed of all the pain I am feeling right now because of my husband's infidelity...O Lord, please touch their hearts, touch his heart and make him realize that what he is doing is wrong and that he should be sorry for what he did, please wake him up...please don't let him abandon me...I'm really, really exhausted...I am begging You My Lord...please...Amen!