I married to a Canadian man whom I had been living with for 11 years in Toronto. My son is 19 years old now, he is my only child. I returned to Hungary with him after my father died because my mother was left alone sick and old without anyone to take care of her. After visiting us twice, my husband kept sending airplane-tickets only for Kelly to visit his father without me. My husband couldn't wait for my return, and after he restarted the liaison with a former girlfriend, he divorced me. It was the most cruel thing that happened to me in all my life! My loyalty to him and care for my mother and for my son counted nothing. The divorce was initiated in Canada so I had no chance to do anything against it, I couldn't even defend myself. Our divorce shocked my son, he became depressed, left school, and was unable to leave the house. Kelly thinks he is so ugly like a "monster", as the "Elephant-man" and he would cause a "riot" in the street. The psychiatrist diagnosed him with BDD =body dysmorphic disorder. He finished secondary school as a private student because he was simply unable to go among people. Kelly was 15 years old when the clinical depression occured. Last year - in 2006 Summer - after finishing secondary school, Kelly moved to Toronto to his father - there he had a suicide attempt on November 29/ 2006. Thanks for God, his life was saved by my co-workers from Budapest!!!! since my beloved son wrote me a heartbreaking good-bye-letter sent via email to the library I work where it immediately popped up on my computer screen. This way I learned what he did. He put the phone-receiver aside so his father - who slept in the next room, couldn't be warned. Kelly took a lot of deadly drugs and tied a garbage bag around his beautiful head. We called 911 from my workplace in Hungary through the Canadian Embassy!!! An ambulance car was sent to their home to rush Kelly to the emergency unit. He spent two weeks in the psychiatric ward and received a prescription for the antidepressant named Effexor XR 300 mg which he takes once a day since. It proves to be effective indeed. God, please don't let my son to try to comit suicide ever again! God, I pray you with all my heart, please, help Kelly with your fatherly love to find his way in life! Please bless my son and heal his wounded soul to be complete and healthy again! I pray for my 19-year old son to be cured from clinical depression and to be happy with his lovely and good-hearted girlfriend. Kelly recently moved to Cambridge, Ontario to live with Jane in her nice family. I pray to have money to move to Canada from Hungary in order to be near them. I pray to have enough money at least to buy the airplane-ticket for Kelly so that he can visit me next summer, because otherwise I cannot see my son! Thank you, Lord for listening to my prayers. Thanks to everybody who read my request - I wish you all the best! God bless you all! Amen
I had an awful day yesterday. An electric bill came about 120,000 Hungarian Forints for the energy consumed during the time of my mom. The bills were registered to my name after she died which took almost a year(!!!) to administer, meanwhile there was a new computer-program intruduced at the electric company. It caused a break-down in sending out the invoices for many months so that is why I received this horribly high bill two years after my mom had died...So our meeting with Kelly is even further away now than before... I was so desperate that yesterday I was just lying in bed for hours, thinking of nothing but I couldn't go to sleep either - I was like a potatoe waiting for the cook. I have no idea how I will pay it off - I mean: the bill. It is so hopeless, my whole life! Sometimes I think it would be better to my son if I wasn't around. I feel so sad! I am such an incapable mother! My salary is the same like four years ago and because of the economic reform in our country my financial situation is getting worse every day... And I have nobody to help, because I am absolutely alone. I regret myself, sorry! Please, pray for me, PLEASE!!! Thank you.
120,000 Forints = 700 dollars... I apologize for sinking into muddy self-pity... I put myself together soon. Thank you for your compassionate responses! You raised my spirit. God bless you all!
I am quiet a bit because I don't feel good. Something is wrong with my health and I feel very tired to do anything. I have to go to different offices in order to apply for financial help and it is so exhausting in every aspect. I would like to go to bed and sleep but I cannot stay at home because it would mean that I have even less money next month. Sorry if I don't reply to you immediately but I pray for you, my friends, be sure about it! I don't forget you, not even for a day! Please, wish me good luck for getting some financial help from somewhere! Thank you very much! God bless each and everyone of you!!!
Although times are tough and at times unbearable never give up hope. Every morning I have a saying which is placed on my fridge. Its goes like this..... Good Morning. This is God. I will be handling all of your problems today and will not be needing your help.. so relax and have a nice day. This simple saying and a prayer have been enough to get me through the day.. one day at a time. Believe in God and good things will come to pass.
Yes, a lot of people are praying for you....Please take a good hold on the hand of Jesus-and HIM only...He died for you , so you could Live for HIM....Put your full weight on HIM --He Loves you with an everlasting LOVE.. With the New-Birth-you become a child of the Father--you are now family.....Pray -Praise-Believe-Live-Lift up holy hands unto Him--and God Bless.
PM
Lord in heaven, Bri misses her son. Lord see to it that she and her son will meet next summer, Lord I know you can arrange it. Lord I lift up Bri to you, place your healing hand hand upon her and make her better. Lord give her all what you think are good for her. Lord give her a good and loving life partner too. God bless you. Ani
May God send His Holy Spirit over you and fill you with faith and hope. You who show so much warmth and charity to all with your prayers and kind words will surely receive help from The Almighty. Don't despair, and don't give up. I'm sure you and Kelly will be reunited soon. I pray through Jesus Christ, our Lord.
Lord and lady please heal good Bri...reunite her with her son and the man she loves and deserves. Protect them day and night. Help them with finances and everything they need provide for them..may it be. blessings always on you!
Lord and lady please heal good Bri...reunite her with her son and the man she loves and deserves. Protect them day and night. Help them with finances and everything they need provide for them..may it be. blessings always on you!
No Bri, I gave myself nickname Adi, that is how everyone call me now and I usually get surprised when someone calls me Anna, I always think I must have done something to upset them :) There is also Aska. Aska was a lamb from Ivo Andric's story, and she wanted to learn to dance. All other sheep were against but Aska was a pain and they had no choice but to sign her up for ballet. So one day when she got lost in the forest and a wolf found her all alone, she started dancing and wolf was enchanted, didn't attack her. She started dancing towards her home, and wolf followed her to see the strange creature. She eventually came near some shepherds who came to help her and killed the wolf, where she fell unconcious. That's why its my name, I am always optimistic and think of a way to solve my trouble when everyone else give up and say no way it is over. But generally I am Adi, and I adore the nickname more than my name. Means nothing but it is cute :) About kidneys you should check with the doctors and drink lots of fluid (not juice) and try eating non cooked food, meaning fresh fruits and vegetables. Mayor illness problems are caused by toxins in our body, so when we clean it, no virus or even tumor can be developed in clean cells and those already present just wilt. I wanted to do so to heal ear, but I go to university for whole day and I need a lot of energy so I don't do diet or fast. I am still praying for you and kelly every day, Here is the heart, I am so interested to see what color it will be, because it is supposed to be white and it comes out as red.
Lord and lady i ask that you do wonder for Bri and heal her from whatever is afflicting her may it be something tiny and not serious. May it be perfect for her soon in all aspects of live, love, family, money, job and peace of mind and heart. May she be soon reunited with her son Kelly and may they live together. may Kelly be also blessed with everything he needs to be perfectly happy every day, every year and entire life. may it be so. Blessings
Lord and lady i ask that you do wonder for Bri and heal her from whatever is afflicting her may it be something tiny and not serious. May it be perfect for her soon in all aspects of live, love, family, money, job and peace of mind and heart. May she be soon reunited with her son Kelly and may they live together. may Kelly be also blessed with everything he needs to be perfectly happy every day, every year and entire life. may it be so. Blessings
Please don't give up hope or fall into despair. I know it's so hard sometimes to keep going. I am so sorry about the economic difficulty you're country is going through and how it's so hard to just live day to day. Please know you're cared for and don't be sorry about feeling down. Even I have some very bad days where I can't help but feel so very down and just can't keep my spirits up. I am so so very sorry I can't do more than just pray for you. Please know I care. God Bless you.
Our Father In Heaven,
We thank You for the many caring people who have touched our lives. We thank You for shining Your love upon us all. We thank You for leading us here where we may seek comfort and also reach out to others. We thank You for the many blessings and beauty You have bestowed upon us. We ask You to please, please watch over this special woman and bless her with Your love and light. We ask You to please grant her the strength and courage to overcome all obstacles for a full and happy life. We ask You to please bless those who can help her with compassion and understanding. We ask You to please, please bless her with happiness and success.
We ask these things in the name of Jesus Christ,
Amen
hey bri, my step dad just let me have my email back yay!!!!!!!! but, i looked for the last message i got from my myspace that i lost for about hmmm..........5 months now,and it was sad because it was from my friends, well friends that shouldnt be my friends. well, my dad deleted my myspace completely,and i am not going to read any of my messages from myspace because that would just make me more in trouble.so, im frezzing,and i dont feel good, and im seriosly depressed so i think for a couple of days im not going to be on here anymore ok!god bless
keep praying for me god bless you & your family
GOD BLESS YOU Brigitta you are such a true friend of Christ.
GOD PLS B WITH OUR BKBRIG ....SHE IS VERY LOVING AND KIND LADY ......
PLS DO A MIRACLE FOR HER ...PLS SHOW HER TAHT U ARE WID HER .....
PLS ST JUDE I BEG OF U ..PLS SOLVE HER PROBS
nimmi
Dear Brigitta, Your update from 7 days ago is so sad. I hope things have improved for you since then. I'm sure your son loves you unconditionally and needs you. I pray the Lord provides you with the means to pay this bill and also to see your precious son this Christmas. I was watching a documentary on Hungary the other night, and it looks like a beautiful country. Were you born there?. Thank you for your kind prayers and concern for our family when you have so many troubles yourself. You are a precious and kind lady and I pray your health and happiness are restored soon and your dream of seeing Kelly comes true. Best wishes to you always. roxana