I've been feeling very depressed as of late and can't seem to shake it. It seems that everything has been so difficult since I've returned from Zimbabwe. I'm completely exhausted and brow beaten. Ronald and I plan to marry in Zimbabwe when I go there on Dec. 17. I'll only be there for 2 weeks. I finally purchased a plane tickets, but it was pretty expensive. I think that I feel depressed knowing that I'll be getting married where I will have no friends or family to witness or support me. I will have to fund the entire cost of the wedding and I'm not sure that Ronald has even told his family yet that we are going to get married. Despite the challenges, we're moving forward. I just pray that God has something big and special planned for us. Please pray for us and pray for Ronald who has very unique challenges he must face.



Your prayers uplift me. I see God's work in these plans. Ronald and I are excited about getting married. He still has to tell his parents, but we're overjoyed that we getting to be together again after 6 longth months. There may be an employment opportunity opening up for me through World Vision as well. I've just applied for it and pray that God brings it to pass. This would allow Ronald and I to be together sooner than expected. Thank you for your continued prayers.
Sorry about the spelling mistakes in my recent update. It's part of the stress manifesting itself right now, but you get the general idea. Your prayers really do mean a lot to us! We'll keep you posted of our wedding plans with wedding pics. from Zimbabwe!
I've been feeling better. Thanks to everyone who's been praying for Ronald and me. Good news! He told his parents that we're getting married and is making arrangements. I'm very excited and glad that he's taken the initiative to begin making preparations for us. It looks like we'll be getting married in Mutare, the diamond capital of Zimbabwe. My anxieties have abated. God is good! I can't wait to reunite with my mudiwa (beloved in Shona)!
Ronald and I are getting married in Zimbabwe on the 21st of December and are very excited! I fly out from Canada on the 17th. God is good. I have seen Him move in all of this and His presence fills my heart with resounding joy. Thank you everyone for your love, prayers and concern for us. We truly thank you more than you could ever know. Please pray for ongoing safety and God's blessings as we embark upon this beautiful time in our lives during what has become a very dark time for the Zimbabwean people.
December 29, 2007 Our Wedding Day!
I am now Mrs. Marangwanda after much prayer, petition and supplication. I have waited my entire life to be married and God could not have joined me to a better man. I'm over the world with happiness and now pray, after returning to Canada alone without Ronald, that the Lord will reunite us quickly and that we will not have to ever be apart again once we are back together.
Our wedding was absolutely beautiful. Orginally we were going to marry privately in Mutare, but some of Ronald's family members convinced him to have a public ceremony. We were both delighted to receive the blessing of his family. In all there were probably 100 of his family members present for our joyous day. We were married on Ronald's mom's birthday at his parents' home. Everything came together so wonderfully. God has been good to us and, without a doubt, I know that we have His blessing. It rained on our wedding day, furociously about 8 hours before the ceremony. and I prayed upon prayer that the rain would subside. As the hours passed. it did. By the time we were married in the afternoon, it was just sprinkling. It was actually very romantic getting married under umbrellas with our witnesses safely seated under a tent we'd rented.
Ronald and I wept as we said our vows to one another. I was overwhelmed with love for him and for God whom I know brought us together. Our wedding song is Umbrella by Rihanna. How cute is that?
Sadly though, I had to return to Canada only 4 days after we were married. That doesn't make for a very good honeymoon. Ronald wasn't able to come with me because the Canadian Embassy denied him a visitor's visa. Now I have to apply to sponsor him so that he can join me in Canada. Who knows how long that will take. Please pray for us. Pray for us with all your might. I wasn't able to remain with him in Zimbabwe because I amassed considerable debt while I voluteered there for 6 months last year in addition to wedding and recent travel costs. Ronald and I did not receive any financial assistance with our wedding. I also have to finish a contract at work. It is our hope and prayer that Ronald will be able to come here to continue his studies as a medical doctor and eventually work here. It's also easier for us to live here where I can continue to work as a Social Worker, making a reasonable wage while he establishes himself. Despite the challenges that we are facing, I'm more happy than I can describe. For the first time in my life I feel at peace. I am developing roots and am hopeful about the future. Again, I plea that you continue to pray for us. I need to be with my husband and fast!
On March 10, 2008, our lawyer sent my husband's application off to Mississauga where I'll be reviewed to act as his sponsor. It should be about 2-3 weeks now before I hear anything back. Then, if I'm approved, his application gets sent to Zimbabwe for his permanent resident's visa. I've been feeling very overwhelmed, sick and depressed as of late from all of the waiting. I have little support and I need help just as much as I give it at work. I need to know that things are going to work out and that he'll be with me soon. The election in Zimbabwe in on March 29. I pray that God is with the people there and keeps them protected from violence that may ensue following the elections. Please pray that God will place his angels around to protect me in all that I do. I need to feel the Lord's presence right now because I've been repeatedly attacked by the evil one. He's been inundating my thoughts and has weakened my body and will. I've been having unholy nightmares with evil imagery and I'm worn out. Please pray that my husband will be with me by no later than July 08. We need one another to be together quickly for support, love and strenghth. Please pray for us. I'm in desperate need of help. In Jesus' name I ask for your help.
God is good & i pray that u& your new husband will be reuntied soon lord Lay your hands upon the visa & i pray that it all works out for them in a speedy way lord it is so wonderful to see 2 people in love the way they are In your holy holy name Amen
Heavenly Father, thank you for giving Ronald the courage to talk to his parents. Thank you for touching the lives of this couple. Father bless them with happiness and a desire to always walk in your light. In the name of jesus. thank you Lord for your goodness and mercy.
Thank you God for my beloved. Help me to know and love him/her more each day, just as you know and love us both. Thank you for all the deep joy we have shared, in both ordinary and extraordinary times. Thank you for those moments when we have been especially close to you in our love. Help us to be kind, thoughtful and attentive to one another even when we are tired, upset and self absorbed. Strengthen in us a spirit of hospitality, that we may offer welcome and encouragement to others in the way of love. When we face adversity help us to remain at peace, growing in awareness of your presence with us still.
my heart is heavy for you dear soul! i have been under so much stress lately as well.
i have been very depressed... my health has deteriorated and doctors don't know much... i am broke, not able to work and feel worthless and that my life is just a joke!
i know the feeling of desire to be with the one that i thought that god wanted me to be with... i felt i had to go it alone and it was so hard.
sadly... after getting married and feeling so happy and thankful and blessed.... she stepped from gods path and chose her worldly friends and ran home and took up with another man to get over her guilt and block out the covenant marriage out of her mind.
i wish i could help you somehow!!!!
father god - we ask for your blessings and favor... your wisdom and direction for this dear one and for ronald too.
reveal your will for them and if they are to be together - send your blessings and grant whatever it takes to bring this to pass.
encourage and uplift cbelrose and comfort her in her time of need and we ask that you would remove the depression and sadness.
these things in jesus precious name! amen.
god bless you my friend.
Please don't give up hope or despair. If God wants you and Ronald to be together nothing will stop you both from pledging your love for each other and He will look upon your marriage with His Blessings. God Bless you both.
Our Father In Heaven,
We thank You for shining Your love upon this couple. We thank You for watching over them as they overcome obstacles to be together. We thank You for the many blessings and beauty You have bestowed upon our lives. We ask You to please watch over this couple as they strive to be together in their love for each other. We ask You to keep them both safe from harm. We ask You to please grant those who stand in their way for a loving and blessed union with compassion and understanding. We ask You to please bless them with the strength and courage to never give up and to overcome all obstacles for a full happy and loving life together.
We ask these things in the name of Jesus Christ,
Amen
Lord I pray for cbelrose May you guide her and lead her in the right path Lord I pray this marraige is of you and I pray this is your timing and that you give her guidence Thank you Lord in jesus name libbie7777-lydia