The symptom of severe shifts in blood pressure and heart rate have returned from a few months ago. Had to undergo more tests. The doctor thinks it is an adrenal gland malfunction or tumor. Once again, my family doesn't respond to me. God has given me two friends and hopefully they don't bail out on me. I'm scared, really. I firmly believe I wouldn't be as scared if I had more emotional support. I know God just wants me to trust Him more. I don't know if this is the beginning of the end of the road for me or if I will be healed. Please pray my faith increases instead of decreases and I am able to trust the Lord no matter what. Thank you so very much.
Losing hope. The doctor's office said my sugar is slightly elevated and my thyroid is slighty low which could be causing my problems. However, my blood pressure was really high this morning. I'm having a lot of flank pain and abdomen pain. I called the new doctor I have. The nurse said she didn't think the doctor could help me and basically brushed me off. Told me to go to the ER if I wanted to. I have been getting the run around like this for months and going from doctor to doctor. I seriously don't know what I am going to do. My friend wants me to go stay with her in an area where there is a research hospital hoping that somebody there can find out what is wrong. My family won't help me or let me stay with them. I take two steps forward in my faith then five steps back. I'm really at a loss. PLEASE pray that somebody can help me. PLEASE PLEASE I can't take it anymore.
Heavenly Father, please bless, heal and increase your child Leslie right now Lord. Please show her a sign of your spectacular, complete, glorious, warm love, Father. Please, heal her body and her heart. Father, please heal her family. Please surround her with friends and loved ones that will help support her as she heals and gets stronger. Father, please give her hope for a bright future. Please help her to see herself the way that you see her. Please show her that she is worthy of friendship and love, and help her to stop worrying about people leaving her. Please show her that you will never leave nor forsake her. Please shower down your blessings and new mercies every day. Please, confound her doctors with the marvelous works that you do in her body and in her spirit. In Jesus' name we pray and thank you in advance for your blessings, Amen.
Leslie, please accept my virtual hug and apologies for not getting this prayer in sooner. You are going through a lot, but you are not alone. God is right beside you and it seems that you have two true friends. Please continue to pray for your family and understand that they are not really capable of loving or supporting you right now. They may not be able to see it, but you have a wonderful heart and love them anyway, and I am inspired by your example. God bless and keep you Leslie. Please keep us updated on how you're doing and how you're feeling.