At times i get so depress i wonder why the lord put me on this earth, as the season is here i hate myself every year it seem 2 be getting worst. I guess as my mom is sick wit cancer that is one of the reason, i have no friends at times i don't care but when i feel like this i really need someone to talk to. Why everyone that i trust seems to dislike me, why can i get a boyfriend i think is time am so sick of been lonely i hate it now. Am really fed-up with this life sick of it, year after year its the same thing, maybe am young and i want too much but i just wanna be happy 2 am scared that when my mom die i'll be so lonely it's scary................ I have trust issues am so afraid that my heart will get broken again, the stupid thing is i still love my ex and i hate myself everyday for it. it's been so long why can't move on i i really want to start my family when am 25 and the time is getting closer. They say God don't give us more than we can't handle, well right now i feel like given up i really do. Am not usually like this but am just typing what i really feel and am so sorry, i have no one to talk 2 its just me and my mom, so i only have this website. I pray that next year that my mom feel much better and that i can make her proud i feel like a disappointment and that true. am so sorry
May God help you realize just how special you are in the grand scheme of things. I was once depressed, and what I got out of it is that I can now help those who are depressed. Maybe you're being a good example to those around you. You are precious, and so is your mother. I pray that God blesses you both and your loved ones abundantly, through Jesus Christ our Lord, and that he lift your loneliness.
dear father God i pray for this young woman i feel her pain and i know it isnt always easy but i also know that you are are strength and you have a plan and a pupose and even when we cant see the big picture you are working it out for your glory.lord fill her with hope again bless her with your peace and show her your love.break the soulties between her and her ex so she can move on.and bless her mother with healing you are a mighty God and you are a God of miracles.thankyou Lord jesus.Amen
In agreement, Lord bless and heal every concern in Jesus name Amen!
PLEASE go to www.FathersLoveLetter.com to see the answers to ALL these questions. Our self-perception, based on our FALSE opinions of ourself, and others false opinions of us, results in a warped sense of our TRUE (spiritual) identity. Correcting this negative view of ourselves is the key to setting ourselves free from our past. FathersLoveLetter is a beginning. "THE POWER OF POSITIVE THINKING" by Norman Vincent Peale then teaches us to apply scripture to BREAK the false opinions, and the lies of the enemy of our souls. which compound the negativity. Say 10 times "I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH JESUS CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME" and then keep doing this 3 times a day, until this goes from your head to your heart, and you begin to LIVE by this TRUTH. This is the principle of Chapter One "BELIEVE IN YOURSELF." Hope this helps, but come to my site if you need more help. In christian love from a brother in Christ (who once seriously attempted suicide.....but God had different ideas!) bryan xxx
Lord we know you give us trials to test our faith and build character. Father please help this girl lift up your blessings and thankyou for them . Please give her the desire to be joyful and at peace.Help her Mom heal Lord,and make this girl the kind that would attract a decent caring guy.Help her to not be bitter but to trust you with her life.In Jesus name Amen