Lord I pray if it is in your will that Brian and I will be able to have a baby, and with only your devine guidance raise that child in YOUR house. I pray for resolution of the horrible pain and anger that has ascended upon this house for the losses of our loved foster babies, and for the loss of the one child we did concieve a year and 4 months ago. Holy spirit I am but a putrid sinner, and if not for myself then please comfort my husband. I honestly don't believe that we can handle any more pain.