I know this might be strange to pray about...but I need to tell my story.

About four years ago I was dating someone by the name of Alex. He wasn't exactly the greatest bf. He abused me alot, I have a scar from him actually. Well..my friends urged me to break up wit him and I did in one of my classes...he slapped me in front of everyone. Joesph, a good friend of mine, stood up and put Alex against the wall, telling him that no man hurts a woman.

It was in that moment I fell in love with Joey.
Sadly I kept this love to myself, Joey was my friend and I didn't wish to ruin that. So I kept it locked up and was the best friend I could be to Joey.
Well..the next year..I met Christopher..and I learned to love him. We started to date. Low and behold did I learn Joey was his best friend...
Well for two years I battled with my love and care for Chris my forever hidden love for Joey.Time went on and in September I kissed Joey.
This sent me into a world of problems.
My biggest problem was that, I cared a lot for Chris, and in no way did I want to hurt him. But part of me knew I was hurting him more by staying with him while my heart ached for Joey.
I've never really felt like this. I can't stop thinking about Joey. wait for him to pick me up int he morning so we can talk, because I love to hear his voice. He gives me confidence when I need it most...but most of all, Joey helps me fly.
I'm not exactly the healthiest person....I get a lot and my lungs aren't exactly peachy keen. But Joey's helped me soar when I thought my wings were strapped down. See Joey has a tumor in his leg...and I was shocked when he told me..yet Joey still runs and plays soccer without a care...
I love that about him..he lives each day wit hope...and I adore that.
I don't want to hurt Chris....But I found he likes a friend of mine.
I'm praying everything will clear okay.
God can help anywhere, so I know he can help when it comes to love to.
I don't want to hurt anyone...
But I love Joey..and that won't change.
Please pray for me