I think I'm nearing the end of my rope. I need prayer that I don't lose my very soul. I'm so sick. My family has basically abandoned me. I have one close friend who is bearing this whole burden. We are at a total loss. I keep getting sicker and it is like there is some kind of dumb spirit on every doctor I visit. It is equivalent to not speaking the same language when you speak to them. They don't care cause they are not suffering. I also have come to believe that my family name is really Pharoh and our coat of arms is a hardened heart. I forgive them over and over again for their careless attitude and I keep a naive attitude thinking they will change and become more human. They never do then I'm hurt once again. The devil loves to use this on me so that I will once again be tempted to be angry and hold a grudge. Friends, PLEASE keep me in prayer. I fear I will either lose my mind or my soul or both. I simply ask God that if I am to suffer that He really gives me the grace to do so for Him and to be a good servant and not betray Him by walking away or blaspheming Him. Please pray that His praise only will remain in my heart and on my lips during this terrible time of testing. Thank you so very much. God bless you.
MAY GOD BLESS EACH OF YOU THAT HAS PRAYED FOR ME! I found my answer today. I was taken to the Emergency Room for high blood pressure and chest pressure. They did a bunch of tests and the doctor found out what the problem was FINALLY. I have hyperthyroidism! Now, I can get proper treatment. ALL praise, glory, worship, honor, and thanksgiving be to the King of Kings and Lord of Lords, Jesus The Christ! I could never repay Him for His blessed grace and mercy upon me. Like the Psalmist had said, It was good Lord that You afflicted me so that I may learn your statutes. That is how I feel because this trial I had gone through has brought me evermore close to the Lord. Thanks so much my faithful brothers and sisters for taking the time you have over the past few months to pray for me. The prayers were answered!
Praise God! I am so glad to hear that you have a diagnosis that makes sense and are now on the path to receive proper treatment. You have such a wonderful attitude. I have not yet come to a point that I can thank God for my afflictions, and admire your strength and incredible insight. May God bless you as you heal and become stronger! May God keep you as you recover and cause all the areas of your life to prosper. May God keep you close to His heart, and may you grow closer and closer to Him.
Leslie, please hold on. Please know that God is on your side. There is nothing that can separate you from His love (Romans 8:38-39). You have been through so much, please don't give up.
Dear Lord, please bless, strengthen and heal Leslie's body and her heart. Please touch the hearts and minds of her doctors and give them compassion and insight. Help them to care and give them the guidance they need to help her. Please send Leslie support. Please send her new friends and new family to help her in her time of need. Please shower her with your love and let her know that you are holding her hand, even now, when she feels like giving up. Please place praise on her lips and a song in her heart. In Jesus' name we pray, Amen.
I lift this gal up to you Lord and ask for a calming spirit to keep her from losing it. I lift her up to you so that she will know how awesome you are and draw nearer to you. I bind anything that would keep her from getting well and I bind direction and knowledge over the doctors... I bind truth around this gal with your spirit of renewed stength to follow...keep her pressing forward and open up different websites to help with her diagnosis. I bind the pain and demand you leave this lady of God alone and I ask you Lord to whisper words of encouragement into her ears that she will instinctly go to a different place in this life I ask you lord to give that positive direction to her family as well to bring them back to her side and weigh on them to keep on praying for her... set her free whatever wants to destroy her and be everthing to her right now... open those doors to recovery and healing and open them wide that all those around her will see your glory and you will be honored in Jesus precious name I pray amen...your sister in christ heidijo
I found this poem today, and thought it might help:
Persist
When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all up hill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest, if you must - but don't you quit.
Life is queer with it's twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about,
When he might have won had he stuck it out,
Don't give up, though the pace seems slow ..
You might succeed with another blow.
Often the goal is nearer than
It seems to a faint and faltering man.
Often the struggler has given up,
When he might have captured the victor's cup,
And her learned too late, when the night slipped down,
How close he was to the golden crown.
Success is failure turned inside out.
The silver tint to the clouds of doubt -
And you can never tell how close you are,
It mat appear when it seems afar;
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit -
It when things seem worst that you mustn't quit !
~author unknown
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Oh God, come to my assistance.
O Lord, Make haste to help me.
The above short prayer has often helped those in need.
Lord, you alone knows exactly what Leslie is going trhough and you alone can provide a way out. You have promised in your word that you will never leave us or foresake us, Leslie needs you to prove that to her father and I pray you do that in Jesus' name.Amen
Dear Leslie:
I am so sorry for all you are going through. I felt like I was at the "end of my rope" this weekend due to various illnesses with family members, and went through a very deep depression. But yesterday the Lord granted me relief. I still am very anxious about the problems of my children, but better able to hand it over to God. I pray you get relief soon and your soul can be calmed and peaceful.
Dear Lord, I pray that Leslie's next visit to the Doctor provides the answers she is seeking and that her medical problems can be easily treated. I pray also for healing for the relationships with her family members. Please, Lord, grant Leslie the strength and courage to bear these trials and the comfort and healing she desires.
In Jesus name I pray. Amen.