My dear friends, Kelly just called me yesterday evening to ask me the phone-number and email-address of the psychologist who practices in Toronto. My heart missed a beat before I could answer... Kelly takes the antidepressants, he doesn't work yet, the mother of his girlfriend cooks for him and for the whole family, he is loved and cherished by everybody there as I know and he loves to be with Jane's family. Since August, when Kelly moved to Jane, he didn't visit his father, not even for taking his clothes for the cold weather to Cambridge. I don't know his reason for avoiding his father, I only know that Jane and her mom bought a lot of clothes for Kelly so he doesn't need his own clothes any more. Kelly sleeps a lot, it is because of the depression, and gets up at 12 a.m. when he has a breakfast or a dinner - as he likes it... Jane calls him twice from work which Kelly expects very much (the sweet girl doesn't even take her luch-time to spare it for their phone-chat, which is really nice.) Kelly has to spend only four hours a day alone until Jane comes home from work. I thought everything is perfect. But after Kelly's phone-call I am afraid that he has some problems which he cannot share with anyone. (In Cambridge he didn't visit psychologist though it would be good to do but he knows very few people there and wants to live in seclusion.) Kelly asked me to keep his phone-call about the psychologist secret from his dad, because he would scold Kelly why he chose to call me in Hungary instead of calling his dad in Toronto?! I would be curious to know it also... Anyway, I couldn't sleep and today I wrote an email to the psychologist to tell him that Kelly is going to call him. I also asked the doctor for some advice about how I could help Kelly. I don't know whether I should call his father to make him aware of Kelly's need for visiting the psychologist or not. Kelly wouldn't even have money for that: as from August on when he moved to Cambridge his father sent him only onecheck about 100 dollars - in December!! But I am sure if he knew that Kelly needs a few sessions at the psychologist, he would be ready to pay for it. But I don' want to lose Kelly's trust - if he asked me not to say a word to his dad, I should keep my word I felt so strong until yesterday evening and now as if I was made of glass, ready to break. Please pray for my dear son that his condition be stabile without worsening but rather he would be getting better slowly!!! Please pray for him to have more trust in me and in his father to tell things openly when he feels he is in danger because of troubling thoughts! Please pray our Lord to lead adult friends to Kelly who have the best intention to help him when he needs it! Please pray the Lord to wisper divine advice into Kelly's ear for finding his own path to health and happiness! May the Lord touch his wounded soul to heal it, may God let me know what I ought to do for my dearest son to save him!!!! Thank you very much. God bless you, you are in my prayers too - ALL OF YOU!


Brig no Extras I Already Sent {Smile} OH No Kathleen: I Be here till 4Am {Big Smile }
Dear Brig , I will pray others start praying there are No New Prayers to Approve, Let's pray for that Too. Kathleen
I Went to Everyone one on My Prayer List And asked them To Place a Prayer For Marcus. I also Put It on My Prayer Today. I Too Am only Praying for Him. I have To click Off 150 At least It will Takes Hours. But We All Love Marcus and So Does God. I gathered them For 5 hours Pray God hears our Crys. Amen. Love, Kathleen
Precious Heavenly Father God:
I pray that you will keep brohter Kelly strong, happy and keep any and all depression away from him. I pray that you will bless him and his precious mom as well.
In Jesus Mighty Name I Pray.............
AMEN...................
would You Come and Say a Prayer For Marcus. Kathleen
Brigg,We continue praying for you and Kelly. Lord, we ask you Father to come and heal this family and deliver Kelly from depression. We ask for our dear sister Bigg That you help her and keep her in Your heart of hearts. We pray Lord for both and Kelly's girlfriend. In the Name of Jesus Christ. AMEN!!
Still holding on and praying and believing and binding Satan and putting up the hedge and calling for the Angels to come. In Jesus name. Amen
I cant sleep. Kelly will be ok Bri, the ability to admit you need help is half the battle, just think of all the people, that are depressed and are too afraid or ashamed to admit it. If I run into people I know at the counselors office, I dont speak until they speak to me, there is sill a stigma associated with depression, it is so sad. You worry too much, I know I do it too. loveC!
Lord we pray Your Word and expect it to do what You say it will. We come into agreement with one another and pray and believe in Jesus name.
Jer 33:6 Behold, I will bring it health and cure, and
I will cure them, and will reveal unto them the
abundance of peace and truth.
1Pe 2:24 Christ himself carried our sins in his body
to the cross, so that we might die to sin and live for
righteousness. It is by his wounds that you have been
healed.
Psa 103:3 He forgives all my sins and heals all my
diseases.
Jer 30:17 For I will make you healthy again and I
will make you well from your wounds, says the Lord;
because they have given you the name of an outlaw,
saying, It is Zion cared for by no man.
Dearest Brig, My Knowledge about Depression, Well Let Me Say I Got Write A Novel. My Husband Suffers From Depression So I Dear One Know Full Well What You are Feeling in Every Sense of the Word. But You Will Not Break, For Now is the Time to Be Strong and Give Most Tender Love and Support. Many Tender and Loving Blessings Kathleen
Brigg, please calm down and let the peace of God relax you. You can do much more for Kelly if you do not panic and start having all kinds of worrisome thoughts going through your head. I am pretty sure the first thing in Kelly's mind is you. You are the one who has protected him, loved him, given all for him. And I am sure he did not call you because he wanted to worry you. In fact it is just the opposite. He called you because he trusts you and is turning to the one he trusts more than anything inthis world.YOU. ....Father I pray for Brigg and Kelly Lord that you let your peace overflow in their minds. You are all powerful and there is no distance or time for you. Please be with Kelly and give him peace and to be totally honest with his beloved mother brigg. Give her the wisdom, peace and comfort to know that he is fine. And he will be alright. Nothing bad is going to happen. You are there and all is right in your Heaven and you can see to this situation. And bring blessings and good feelings to brigg and Kelly. We praise you Lord God. In the Name of Jesus Christ. AMEN!!!
Dear Brig, I dont know if Kelly really tells everything openly I would suggest to write him about this theme, because after a suicide attempt your concern is sure justified and you cant be sure at all that you would know if something is really wrong, so this he sure needs to understand. Many people in therapy as I wrote to Karla DONT tell openly about their real issues at all, actually even the majority, they expect either getting pills to push it aside or the counsellors to find out, that one of the biggest problems in therapy and why so much fail because if something is hidden no cure is possiblle at all. Kelly is still very young and unfortunately seems to have much shame and little self esteem, not good indicators for telling frankly. But in the case there is something consciously hidden Kelly could never work as a psychologist in the counselling field because they really need to be able to do this in an own therapy before they are licensed. So this is really important for him to check, so many who study psychology shouldnt do it because they are not at all stable enugh and get even very ill, depressed, suicidal etc. I dont want to scare you Brig, but its really a big issue. In the case Kelly wants to work as a counsellor he must be open enough to speak about absolutely all aspects and problems of his personality otherwise its a clear No Go! And even if he is absolutely able to do that I would recommend a companying therapy for he will need it as he is not stable enough for it and there are even therapies that can do tremendous harm. For clinic counselling a very stable and strong soul is a MUST, otherwise you will have very easily very severe problems. Studying psychology is no key to any healing for yourself that would be a very dangerous decision and if he really nevertheless insists on it I would strongly recommend counselling on a continous basis, so you should really speak about this. By no means its advisable to study psychology after a suicide attempt already without a therapy accompanying his whole studies. It can have very bad very harmful consequencies. This should be really cleared and he must be completely honest with himself. I didnt know that he wants to become a psychologist, probably and most likely for counselling.....So if he is really studying it than he should have therapy on a weekly basis not just a few useless hours, its a must. You could never become a butcher if you cant see blood, you could never be a successful counsellor if you have no very stable, self-assured, mature personality, these are must have criteria. I am a bit alerted now, Brig but please speak with him if he really wants to become a counsellor. If he studies something else meanwhile, okay. But still a suicide attempt showes severe conflicts and they can never at all be healed with pills, never. How should a pill be able to heal a deep conflict? They all just drug and mask it, nothing else. Only completely honest therapy with experienced counsellors can accomplish this. I would do nothing behind his back but I would insist on a honest talk about these matters. I have no interest than preventing any harm for Kelly, Brig and I know always about what I talk, otherwise I dont talk about it. And if Kelly really still wants to become a counsellor long therapy is a must, this cannot be done at all with prayers. A pilot cant just pray for his eyesight to become better, he either has it or he is out of the job, thanks God as anything else would lead to desaster and as a counsellor dealing everday with very problematic people you must have a very stable soul which Kelly by no means has, so than at least he must strengthen himself with therapy, otherwise it can end in big trouble, if he doesnt understand this concern of you and speaking honestly about it I would be really alerted and worried because he has already very seriously commited suicide with NO special critical event so there is a very high risk without an honest therapy, Brig. All your concern is really justified and if he doesnt understand it (just show him this note) you must talk with his father because this again would mean he is dealing with his problems in a secret hidden way and whatever he says he MUST understand that you need to be informed and that it is his DUTY to do so and its as well an absolute must if he ever wants to work as a counsellor, thats what deeply concerns me most, Brig. Actually I wanted to be offline but this I needed to say. He survived only because of tremendous luck/divine intervention - he owes you full honesty about his state of mind, there is not even discussion about it. Insist on this for it is very little what you demand and he has no right at all that you worry sick if there is just the eventuality that he would hide some serious problem that would be inevitable after such a serious suicide attempt and he must understand this. If not just use my response I said the same things several times because of it. I really hope that he understands his duties after his desperate action, you are absolutely right and nobody who cares even a bit about him could be at peace now, insist on a talk about it, Brig. Best luck, hugs and a red rose*g
Lord and Lady please I ask that you completely heal kelly from every problem he has, be it psychical or physical. May he be completely free from the grip of evil and may he restore his life normally and perfect. may he only have love and happiness in his life. May he be reunited with his mom and together they will find a way through just about everything. Amen
LORD PLEASE CONTINUE TO BLESS THIS SON AND KEEP DEPRESSION FAR FROM HIM.AMEN
Father God, Your Word states that You desire us to be in health. There are verses that proclaim we are healed by Christ's stripes. There are countless examples of Jesus healing many diseases. We believe that You are the same yesterday, today and forever.
For these reasons we pray for Kelly's health, that You might make him well and whole. We pray for his physical well being and healing of any abnormalities that he has in his body.
We pray, Almighty God that You help him to examine if there is a course of action that he should take to enhance his health.
We pray, Almighty God that Godly doctors will indeed guide him to courses of treatment if available.
We pray, Almighty God to unearth if his nutrition or diet is lacking in essentials.
We pray, Almighty God to examine his inward man and to eradicate any stress or unforgiveness which manifests in a physical ailment.
We are often blinded to ways that we can improve our health and we pray for insight if there is any area that Kelly can indeed enhance. And once we have done our part, we pray for the Great Physician, Jesus to heal Kelly and make him whole.
We thank You, Father God now for the gift of health and we stand firm that this is Your desire for Kelly. Send forth Your Word to heal, through Christ Jesus. Amen