I was recently terminated from a job that I put sooo much in to. I actually put it before everything, even the Lord. I know this was wrong of me, and as the days turn in to weeks and it has been over a month, I realize that I wasn't in His will. I am beginning to stress over my situation. I want to stay in His will, regardless of the outcome of my job search. I also need help emotionally because of all of this. I feel myself being hateful and rude to my family. I can't stand being the person that I am turning into. "Lord, Bless everyone that prays for my need with a greater abundance than I receive. Amen"