dear sister i nkow exactly what you are going throught i have been there many of times try to take the time to pray to god and askk him for strngth ,peace, understanding and to put you on the path that you need to go god has done the most amazing thing because he love you he died on that cross he could of said get me down or i dont want to go through with this whill he was being nailed but he dident tammy you nkow why because he loves you so much that he gave his life for you so that you would have a better life and know times get very hard the devil likes to knock you down and he knows your weeknesses if you let him dont let him win sister your in controll the problem i have is reading my bible it got to me one day when my pracher asked if she took our bibles awy from us how much could we tell her i wouldent be able to i have a very hard time reading and understanding the bible but thats when i say you know lord i need you to help me understand i need you to guide and direct me tammy i am only 19 almost 20 i always thought you had to be older to be filled with the holy ghost i was wrong i have only felt it one time and the one time was all i needed it changed me life is nothing if you dont have god spread the word about god and what he has done try with your family if they dont already know maybe some might blow you off but you could also touch someone just think that could be one more persons life you touched to know god i pray for you sister that you find that path that god whats for you you have a gift find it girl i recintly found myn im still need gods help myn is power of prayer im am actually going throught a hard time needing to pray for a family member of myn that we dont get along but i know that god wants me me to pray for her so just keep the faith and peace and keep praying god does work in misteriaus ways god bless you tammy! carrie

Lord bless our Sister to be bold and courageous in Jesus powerful name, Amen!!

Dear God, please bless Tammy to know that it is by your grace that she is saved. Please continue the healing you started in her body. Dear God, please let Tammy's heart lighten and keep the spirit of heaviness away from her. In Jesus name. Amen.