Wow... what a perdicament... I believe God can bring together what he brought together to begin with and with faith and prayer he can mend what has been broken... But it really seems like you do need some closure and to move forward you can't be separated and never make mends.... I just lift you up to the most holy of Gods and ask him to be your true wisdom and guideance and I ask God to open your mind and spirit to hear him and him alone and for you to just know where he is taking you... I ask you Lord to shut down all other voices and ask for devine intervention for this beautiful woman of the most holy God and for your hand to be the hand she takes... in Jesus precious name I pray amen... your sister in Christ heidijo