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WheepingWillow
WheepingWillow Kentucky

Disabled, bank about to take my home, if they do, I'll die.

I have numerous health problems besides being 100% disabled from bodily injuries.I must use an electric wheelchair, bedside commode and walker around my home of which I rarely leave. I leave for doctor's appointment and rare grocery store trip and I wish I didn't have to do that as it causes additional pain and struggle. My Mortgage company, JP Morgan Chase Bank lied to me when I refinanced my home in 2001 attempting to get my home fixed for my disability lifestyle. They told me when I asked that my previous banks interest rate was 8 1/2 percent interest when in fact it was 5.65 and they put me at 10.766. I couldn't find my old bank papers, never fathoming the bank could lie to me, so I trusted them. Not being good with figures and too trusting of people, they took advantage of me. I've lived in my home now for 30 yrs. I'm to sick, and disabled, as well as poor to go elsewhere. It is in need of a lot of repairs, but I will never have the money to do them. I have had numerous contacts from them since early November 07, asking them for a write off of my loan for what they've intentionally done to me. My home is not worth but 32 to 34 thousand and I've paid them nearly 41 thousand. For the past 7 yrs. I've done without my basic needs. I haven't had heat in my home other than a little electric heater since 2005. I've been forced to beg at Church food handouts and it's gotten to be, to physically difficult for me to go all over town to them just hoping to get enough for a weeks worth of food, so I've given up. I will NOT go anywhere else. I desperately need God to give me a financial blessing, so I can be secure and meet my daily needs and care. I told the bank President and CEO Mr. Dimon in a few letter's, I have nothing left to lose but my life. So if they wish to come and pack me up and make me and my beloved faithful dog which has cancer but is also my ears as I'm hearing impaired as well, then they can come and do so, but to bring a body bag as this will be the only means I'll be leaving. I told them I'm tired of being hungry, tired of being cold, tired of not being able to purchase clothing when I have need to even buy new underwear or fix things which have broken down around here. I will not pay them anymore. I can't do both, not anymore and I won't. So IF anyone would PLEASE pray that God will help me in the next few days, I'd greatly appreciate it. May God Bless you all and may He answer all your prayers. Thanks Well I just read how you get prayed for, I don't know anyone and have no contact since I'm a shut in, so since I can't buy candles which I think is an absolute rip off, for prayers from other so called Christians, guess I've wasted my time writing this huh ?

Update - 8 months ago:

1-1-08
Happy New Year to everyone. I have nothing to report of help yet arriving, however, I do wish to thank everyone for their heartfelt prayers which I have read truly wheeping, at the love shown me in my despare and tribulation. I have been addressing other people's prayers on here, that I'm unable to go further as I'm in a lot of pain now and must close out for the day. You touched my heart and soul, I didn't know people such as yourselves existed as I've been cut off from the world for so long. Someone wrote they wanted a name as they didn't know if I was a woman or man, I am a woman I'm 56 going on 120, my name is Carol. May God's Blessings flood all you precious souls with everything you have need of, may peace, happiness, joy,hope, love, laughter, abundance come knocking at all your doors. You have helped restore some of what humanity has robbed me of and I thank you all from the depths of my soul. I have prayed for all that appeared on this screen and even though I can't personally sit here long enough to address each one personally, forgive me my inability to do so, but know that I have laid my hands on this computer for each of you in prayer. THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH.

Update - 8 months ago:

Hello Again my new DEAR friends in Christ,
Still nothing has happened to report, but I keep reading all your prayers for me to draw strength. I hate to bother anyone again with yet another prayer request, but as you know, I'm a shut in and this computer is my only means of talking with others. I am in A LOT of physical pain. I didn't wish to bombard you with all my illness's and inabilities, but I do have to share these afterall. I must have two hips totally replaced, PLEASE anyone if you are put on STEROIDS, DON'T TAKE THEM MORE THAN 3 MONTHS IN A ROW. When I was burned in the hospital whirlpool, cooking my leg from the knee down while undergoing therapy, I was scalded with 1st and 2nd degree burns, this too happened in 2001, just prior to Christmas of that year. It caused my Rheumatoid Arthrisits to go into a full blown attack on my body to such a degree it almost killed me. My white blood cell count was so dangerously high they had to put me through chemo therapy for several months. But in spite of it, the disease attacked my eye's at first with scleritis, then to nodular scleritis, this is where you literally have knots on your eyeballs. Thankfully I only had the knots in my right eye, the white of my eye turned as red as a tomato skin and very painful, it progressed to scleramylacia (spelling might be wrong). Besides the massive doses of 60mg of steroids per day of which I was increased to, I had to put in steroid eye drops in hopes of saving my eyesight. This caused cataracs in both eye's. Now I have the additional disease of the eye called uveitis, whereby I could go blind. I was on Enbrel shots since 1997 before it was available to the general public as I played a guinea pig for this drug. I've been enrolled in the pharmaceutical companies patient assistance program ever since, except when our government implimented the Medicare part D which stopped my medications for nearly 6 months. I had my Rheumatologist start documenting my downhill slide every two weeks. That nearly killed me also, (being off this urgent care drug for me) Well, the steroids will literally KILL your bones and it did mine, of which I found out one morning when attempting to get out of bed and couldn't stand up due to my hip hurting excruciatingly, this landed me in a Rehab facility for 13 days. When they MRI'd my hips, that's when I was clued in to what steroids can do, and NO DOCTOR made me aware of the risks. It has also killed the bone in my right knee, which also has a torn meniscus.So as things stand I must have 5 surgeries. Two hips, right knee, left ankle (work injury) back implant(work injury) to stop the pain message from reaching my brain. The orthopedic which treated me for some 22 yrs. for my work related injuries using steroid injections coupled with the steroids I was given when I got burned, did it's number on my body. So DON"T take steroids ! I have done some research on it, and just 3 months of taking this drug will cause your bones (large joints to die). What I wish you to pray for now, is the fact that I have been out of my Enbrel shots DUE to my RA doctor, because he release my medical information to my work comp carrier, this was none of their business and was clearly wrong of him to do. I've not found another doctor due to my ex Rheumatologist refusing me my medical records. Oh he'll give them to me on a disc for a computer, but that isn't any help because I can't afford to copy them off due to no money to purchase the ink cartriage for my printer. All the same, it caused me problems. I've not had my shots which are to be taken twice a week since early November. Normally I'd have relapsed within 1 missed shot. I was doing fine until a couple of weeks ago, but now the RA is fully attacking my body. I truly thought God had healed me. My tissue feels like a huge bruise and one which has this disease as badly as I do, could probably tell you, you can actually feel it eating your body, as I certainly do. I've lost the used of my right hand now, other than resting it on the edge of this table to type, but as far as using it to hold something or open something, forget that, it simply won't work, there's no strength in it. But, I will pay dearly for having written this prayer request. The inflammation is so great, it's bulging out of my joints. I nearly fell the other day as my good ankle is so swollen along with my knee on the same leg, that it gave out, but I thank God I caught myself before hitting the floor with my walker. I've mentioned that I have a wheelchair, but my house is to small to maneuver around with it, so I'm forced to walk. My toes are so swollen as well as the tissue, so to stand on them is grueling and quite painful. I am claiming God's word out loud daily Isaiah 53:5 please will you be in agreement as his word also says we should be in agreement, where two or more touching anything on earth, that he's amongst us and that it will be done of the Father through the Son ? I have this disease all throughout my body, but it really rares it's ugly head in my spine, my neck, all the joints. But also effects the organs and connective tissues. When I was on the chemo drug and the high doses of steroids during the period I was burned, I had passed out in my livingroom while attempting to change the hands on my cuckoo clock from my wheelchair and hit the back of my head on my wooden coffee table breaking the entire end of the thing off, both leg's etc., damaging several vertebra in my neck of which I couldn't undergo surgery for 3 yrs due to the risks and to dangerous to put me under, because my blood work was so fowled up. I feel like someone has taken a ball bat to my back ribs and spine. Possibly now, you all may have more insight into my life as to why I don't wish to keep hanging on here. I live with such pain daily. My neck MRI vertebra's show totally black due to this disease eating me alive. It's getting to where I can't turn my head. The tissue between my ribs now is so bruised feeling, just to breath hurts, much like having pneumonia, if anyone has ever had that, and or pleurisy, I've had both in the past. I don't wish you, any of you, to think I'm being meladramatic or as I read someone elses response to someone's remark, that some folks get on here for sympathy or whatever. That is NOT MY purpose here. I just need continued prayer as I truly have so much going on in my life and none of it other than having come across this site and all you wonderful people, has any other good come into my life. When one is as sick and beat up as I am, I truly cling to your prayers for strength. I'll admit, sometimes I sink in despair and self pity, but then I'll snap out of it and recite God's word, sometimes with Bible in hand. It truly is the (B)asic (I)nstructions (B)efore
(L)eaving (Earth) book. I thank you in advance of your prayers and love and support. I'm trying my very best to Believe and cling to HOPE. I had NONE before reading your prayers for me. May God truly bless each of you warrior Princess's and Prince's. Your Sister in Christ.

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deb_lacki
deb_lacki Los Angeles

Heavely Father thank you for bringing Carol here. Bless her with the finances she needs to deal with the problems she is having. Father give her body strength and healing, give her peace of mind and friends to keep her company when she feels alone. Bless her with favour in all things. In the name of Jesus. Thank you Lord for your goodness and mercy.

Pipan
Pipan Northern California

Father God I pray a mighty blessing for Carol's finances. I pray that people would come into her life, & help her with home improvements, food, & clothing. I pray that she would find good true friends that would be there to comfort her, & support her in her times of need. I pray for a hedge of protection around Carol's home. I lift up her dog with cancer to you; that it would be healed; not be in pain, & continue to be an aid for her. You are a
awesome, & powerful God, & we need your love, & mercy Father God. AMEN!!!

Roxana_Allyson
Roxana_Allyson Australia

Thank you for your update. It's a pleasure to be able to pray and support eachother through difficult times in our lives. There's no need to respond to everyone indiviudally, it's understandable that you are phsically unable to. It's nice to see that many prayers have made you feel better. My prayers and best wishes are with you. I sincerely hope the big wigs at the bank stand up and take notice. One person CAN make a difference and help so many others as you have done by sharing your story with us. All the best to you. God Bless. roxana

faydralove
faydralove long Island New york

Dear Weeping Willow, I am sorry that things have been so hard for you,My Grandmother used to say a parent can take care of ten children but 10 children can't take care of one parent.You are a child of God and when we lose all hope and feel we are at the end of our rope the lord provides,and I feel he will provide for you,I read some of your responces and maybe the lord has sent you the Pastor Robert from Florida,he seems like he can help or he at least wants to try,with the resorces he has,I hope you contact him, I will keep you in my prayers,God Bless You
Debbie

Sam756
Sam756 Houston, TX

Lord touch Mr. Dimon's heart at Chase Bank to forgive this loan. Father you know what is happening in corporate America for a profit. The greed is unbelievable and contagious. It's everywhere! Lord touch Mr. Dimon and bless him to help Carol in Jesus powerful name. Father I know you have heard these prayers and will answer. Your word is tried and true. Thank you Father for moving in this situation, in Jesus powerful name, Amen!!

4Him
4Him US

I was led to your prayer because of the word "disabled" ... I don't see well but that word certainly stood out. These brothers and sisters have said just about every word I could. Seeing the responses to your prayer I saw all of the Lord's army fighting for you. I too join them in prayer for all the answers you need. Thank you Lord for your people. Thank you for helping answer the question of what are we doing here. Lead us, guide us, nurture us, hold us Lord now and forever. amen

prayerhelps
prayerhelps Ontario, Canada

Dear Lord, we pray in the mighty and powerful name of Jesus Christ that you work your miracle in this situation. Connect her to the people needed to help her through this. Work out all the details Lord that will clearly show your hands in this in a mighty way. Touch her and give her peace that surpasses all understanding as you are working everything together for good. We praise your holy name. Amen.

scott724k
scott724k England

I wonder why we do not care for our own. Lord why do we pay Sportsmen such high wages yet we watch our sick and in need go without. Lord I ask U to pour blessings on WeeepingWellow. This should not be happening. Give them all that they need to make life comfortable for them. Lord I send Christian Love and Support for this person (who I do not know whether female or male). Sisters and Brothers it would help us prayer warriors if we had names for your prayers. God I ask for a home and heating and for everything to make life good. Even though they are disabled, they are of value to life. I work with a lot of disabled people. My friend Melanie who I gave a weekend job to when she was at university, was born with one arm. She works with me now on Customer Services and can work the computer even with one hand it is wonderful to see! People would treat her as if she did not have a brain. I said I was going to have a name badge made for her saying (Melanie, University Student but H-armless) So do not write off anyone who is disabled. They still able to give. God In your mercy hear our prayer. Christian Brothers and Sisters in Kentucky support our Sister/Brother WHeepingWillow. Amen. God Bless U. Love Katrina

faydralove
faydralove long Island New york

I am so sorry for your troubles,Thank You for taking the time to read my request for my brother JoeJoe,I feel very sad for what you are going through,there must be some orginization that can help you there, maybe your church will bring the things to your home that you need, also SSI should help you with food stamps and money,or disability,I know there are programs where they bring people food where I live it's called meals on wheels,please try to look in to more programs,you don't say if you have any family or friends,I know you must be proud but if there is someone you can reach out to please let them help you.If you give my the name and nunber of your church I will try to help you. God Bless You
You are in my prayers. Debbie

moongazer
moongazer Cardiff, Wales

I hope this new year will bring you the help you need and I believe there must be some legislation that will help you out of this situation. My thoughts are with you and your dog.

Denerica
Denerica New Jersey

Father I lift up this dear one to you Lord, there is such a growing number of this kind of situation, I ask that you send earthen vessels to help this person, wether funding, other living arrangements, provision, help them to know you are there even if it isn't the plan you have for them, help them with their Faith which the enemy is trying to rob them of their joy, comfort them, I do want to believe you are going to save their home from being taken away from them, as for his dog, you take care of even animals so please give them the shelter, heal this precious companion from the cancer, all this in Jesus name amen.

bahgonzi
bahgonzi Trinidad, WI

Lord have mercy. I pray for your blessing and saving grace. Thank you, Jesus

hispraisesinger
hispraisesinger Washington

WheepingWillow,
I know what you mean about candles. I will not be purchasing any because I don't think we have to buy prayers. I seek out prayer requests that have few or no candles and pray for them. Here is my prayer for you. Dear Lord, I pray that you will be with WheepingWillow and encourage her and lift her up. Lord bring her healing, peace and comfort in her situation. I pray that she would continue to look to you to provide for her needs, Father and that you would bless her and sustain her for her obedience to trust in you and give her burdens to you. I pray that there would be a breaktrhrough in the situation with her mortgage and that she would no longer need to be concerned about it. I pray that you would provide a way for her to obtain the repairs and updates to her home that she needs in order to meet her physical needs in getting around. Lord I pray that you would provide abundant food, clothing and finances for her. Show her resources that would come to her and how to access those resources. Put the right people into her life to assist her with her needs. Lord, the birds always find the food you provide them and I know you love us more than the birds. Therefore I know you will provide for WheepingWillow's needs. You said that when two or more are gathered in your name that you will be there amongst them. Many are gathered in prayer for WheepingWillow and I trust in you to meet these needs abundantly. Thank you Father for your love and provision for each of your children. In Jesus' name, Amen

Karebear
Karebear California

Dear God, I pray that Wheeping Willow and her dog will be taken good care of. Please provide her with more assistance and the correct solutions to her dilemmas. Please provide her with information that will help her to save her home of so many years. Please take very good care of her as I know you will. May your universal wisdom speak to her and she let her hear what she is to do and know what is wise and correct in the days ahead. Amen

Wheeping Willow, You do not need candles...we light them for you as a show of support and and love. That we hear your prayer and are aligned with you in your petitions. My mother for the past three weeks has become stricken with lessened mobility. I cannot imagine if she was to be without me. I think you are a strong person to survive as you have. Hats off to you dear one! God bless you! You have come to a loving place, where people will bind with you in support and prayer.

PastorRobert
PastorRobert Winter Park, Florida

robert.wheeler@robertwheelerministries.com