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Denimari
Denimari Florence, NJ

Grieving Single Mother Under Too Much Duress

Dear God I come before you, I rebuke the name of Satan, I am on my knees from the events of this past year. Please God, you took my mother, you took my son, age 29 then four weeks later you took my only sister. I am grief stricken, not in the right frame of mind, and now - my only source of income of child support has stopped because my ex - took ill. Dear God, I've lost family members - two jobs - one new one I had started on Aug.6, 2007 - then that night the police came to tell me my oldest son Shaun was dead. Shaun was Chief/Fire/Rescure/EMS services and dedicated his whole life to saving others lives. I am loosing my will and see no light at the end of this tunnel. How can one woman process all of this, and be forced into poverty at the same time? God, please - someone help me - you can write to me at Writer356@hotmail.com.
I absolutely can not, can not take any more.

Twenty weeks have past since I lost my son, and 16 weeks after loosing my sister. I have not found a job and the idea of possibly becoming homeless with my 17 year old son Josh - creates too much anxiety in me. I just don't understand, why - why all of this chaos and grief? What did I do to deserve such a hardship this past year? I've always been kind & caring and have gone out of my way to help people as much as possible. I feel like God has completely turned his back on us. Please continue to pray for us - we need all the prayers we can get - and for God in his own way direct and guide us to where we need to be.

Almighty, everlasting God,
we beg of You to help us soon to pay off our debts to our fellowmen.
Give us strength and courage to persevere until the last penny is paid.
Give patience to those to whom we are in debt,
and let them not treat us unjustly.
Help us have great confidence in You and in the workings of Your providence,
trusting that You will always direct things to our greatest good.

Make us also fully realize that no debt to our fellowmen
can begin to equal the debt that we owe You on account of our sins,
to say nothing of the immense debt we owe You
for the gifts of Your Divine grace.
These we could never pay at all but for the coming of Your Son,
our Lord, Jesus Christ.
To Him be all honor and thanksgiving, now and forever.

Amen.

Lord, I continue to pray on bended knees, for mercy, for healing from grief - for recovery from all of the losses I endured. Dear God, I feel my prayers are not being heard. Please do no forsake me in my greatest time of need. I pray the prayer above - that you, and only you can save me from financial devastation. I miss my mother, I can't believe my son is dead, I can't believe my sister died four weeks after my son. It is all too much to comprehend. Please continue praying for me. Amen.

I keep praying and am thankful to all of you here that pray with me.
I am loosing my stamina, it's just too much for me to handle alone.
I know God stands with me, but my whole world is being destroyed piece by piece. Dear God, please hear my prayers - please, please pray for a financial blessing on my behalf. In Jesus name Amen.

Today I feel like God has thrown me to hell - I'm so depressed and frightened thinking about how I'm suppose to survive all the losses, find a job and find a new life - a new purpose through all the grieving I do. Please continue to keep us in your prayers - things just get worse, not better. Amen.

Update:

Lord, my mountain grows higher each day - Lord I pray to you, I ask for mercy to help me at this most difficult time. I, cry and beg, for help - but my prayers go unanswered - God haven't I suffered enough this past year? I am so tired Lord, tired of worrying how to make ends meet, tired of searching for work to no avail. Tired of hurting daily over the loss of my son Shaun, with still no complete answers as to why he died. Dear Lord, I come before you again, and ask for more prayers - to keep me strong - to comfort me - and show me that through your divine love - there will be an answer coming soon. Amen.

Dear Friends, I am loosing my fight with all that has been put on my shoulders. I'm so tired of trying, I feel completely deflated and heartbroken. I've suffered yet another loss of a close family friend.
God tells us he won't give us any more than we can handle, but as much as I pray for relief, is as much of trouble that walks through my door. I feel cursed and thrown into hell - I need so many prayers, and I need financial assistance - God knows what I'm trying to endure yet I feel his eyes and ears are closed to me right now. How low does one have to go? How much pain does one have to endure? and why? I feel so sick over the stress in my life - my mind can only process so much - and then it goes into overload mode. Please continue to pray for me. In Jesus name, Amen.

Either God isn't listening or I"m not hearing him. Something awful has taken over my life - I feel cursed, dear friends please continue to pray for me - things are getting worse - not better.

2/13/07
Lord I give thanks to you for this day. I know you know my needs, and my hearts desires. I'm not sure why you thought I could handle so much - but I'm here to tell you Lord, that it's too much right now - Please continue to pray - as I have slipped into a depression - and I need to be whole & courageous right now - to fight for my life & my sons. I miss my family, I'm tired of the stress, I want my son back so much it hurts inside. God I come before you weak & depressed and ask that you find mercy to bless me through all of these problems. In Jesus name, Amen.

I'm sorry I haven't been here to pray. I'm extremely depressed over the loss of my son. Six months have gone by, yet time has stood still for me. Please keep us in prayer - Praise God for this time of the year to be tax season, so I have a cushion - just a small one to keep me going for a few weeks. I have withdrawn into my own world of grief & I ask all of you again - to please keep me in prayer.
I have days where I'm not sure I'll survive his death, only the power of God can restore me now. Amen.

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Update - 4 months ago:

Dear Lord, I have been suffering for over a year now - the day my mother died, my world crashed and hasn't been the same since. Please Lord, I ask you to release me from Satans grasp - to help heal and restore my peace of mind, my finances and my life in general as I slowly watch it disappear. In Jesus name, please pray for me - for great healing - a financial blessing and peace of mind to continue my walk through grief, loss of job, stress, anxiety and severe depression over the events of my life.

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JennyL
JennyL Johannesburg, South Africa

Dear Lord, please embrace this family with Your divine love. Supply abundantly in all of their needs. Heal her boken heart. Give joy and happiness to them. In the name of Jesus. Amen.

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Warnnie
Warnnie New Jersey

God of all comfort I come to You in the name of Jesus
for this prayer request. I thank You Lord that You are
a knowing all God. You are everwhare at the same time. All knowing and all powerful. I pray and ask that
You would have mercy on this family. I pray and ask
that You would cover them in the blood of Jesus that
never looses it's power. Have mercy on them according to Your loving power, I pray Lord that You
would show her the way and what to do. I pray and
asking wharever satan is residing in this family that
You would tear his kingdom down. I pray that You give
her a new beginning. I pray wharever her eyes might
be close I pray that You open them. I pray that You
help her to hold on to Your unchanging Hand. I pray
that You strengthen her whare she is weak. I pray that
You would take her in Your arms and let her know Your
love and salvation plan. That You said You know the
thoughts that You think toward her thoughts of peace and not of evil to bring her to and expected in. I pray
that You bring her peace and give her back double
everything the devil stoled from her. Lord I pray that
You anoint people to pray and help her. Whatever it
is Lord I pray and ask that You fix it. Have mercy.
I pray and ask all of these things in the mighty name
of Jesus.
JESUS LOVES YOU.

stephanielovesmick

Dear Lord,
I lift this woman up to you. Please take away her depression, all of her sadness and fill her heart with your love again. Bring her peace and serenity and many financial blessings so that she may overcome all she is dealing with. I pray for this in Jesus' mighty name. Amen

melkes41
melkes41 Greeneville, TN

Father I pray that you will restore everything this family has lost in Jesus Name AMEN!

gladys_joseph
gladys_joseph germany

Lord please help this family .
Bless this family. give her back the beautiful life that she had before all those tragedies. i keep you in my prayers. God bless you

reneediana

Holy Father Please lift this woman and hold her in her arms. She is suffering so. Take away her pain, allow her finances to be taken care of and hold her while she recovers from her great losses. In Christ Jesus Name.

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deb_lacki
deb_lacki Los Angeles

Heavenly Father give your child peace when it is all too much to bear. Take her pain Lord. She is calling on you God, she knows there is no other power that can save her from these hardships and loses. In the name of Jesus come to her aid. Thank you Lord for your goodness and mercy.

FirstJohn51415
FirstJohn51415 Weldon Spring, Mo

Dear God I pray that you fill her heart with your love and grace. Lord she has so much hurt and pain and it's so deep..Only You can help ease this pain and suffering. Lord I pray for you to heal the wound in her heart...to fill it with the love, peace and grace of your spirit. Please have the Holy Spirit comfort her and carry her through this period of mourning. Please show her that there is light at the end of the tunnel, that you have plans for her that are good not bad. Please help her find her way back to happiness in her life..to release the darkness and grief that satan is keeping her in. Please free her mind from this..help her walk down your Godly path and Lord please give her a financial blessing also. In Jesus name..amen

bighill
bighill Felton, CA

Lord, may Your Grace lift Denimari into a place of deep peace and healing. Help her to turn away from the devastation the seems to be the hallmark of her life these days and step into Thy Holy and infinite Light and Love. May Your heavenly guardians watch over her, guide her and protect her, now and always. Through Jesus name I pray. Amen.

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memo
memo Los Angeles, CA.

Precious Heavenly Father God:
Please hear the cries of my sister. Please bless her financially,
spititually and physically. I pray that soon she will receive a breakthrough and that her pain will be filled with happiness and
answered prayer.
In Jesus Mighty Name I Pray..............
AMEN..................
My Sister may God Bless You in more ways than one.........
Love & Hugs to you.......Your sister in Christ Becky (memo)

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Thankfultoo
Thankfultoo Killeen, TX

My Holy Father, at times we do not know why the people we love are taken from us. but we do know that why they where with us sharing apart of our lives, they where a blessing in our lives Holy Father You have called three of You children back home t be with You. Lord I pray that You will give Derimari the courage to carry on, I pray that You will be her guide, Holy Father if there is any evil that is surrounding her, I ask that in Jesus Name that You will please lift this evil from her. Lord I pray that You will answer her prayers, and protect her, In Jesus Name I pray. Amen.

BBrown42
BBrown42 Dillsburg, PA

I stand in total agreement with you for restoration, healing, peace, love and confort that only God can provide us. I have been living in Hell myself. Please if you ever need to talk - every 24/7 I am here for you. I have no family either and understand your weariness and devastation. We must find and stand on God's work - speak outloud - bring about the manifestation of his glory. You must be very strong - (it doesn't feel this way now) but He doesn't give us anymore than we can handle. Babrown5@verizon.net. Hang On My Friend. I stand with you; we must believe God is greater. God Bless You with love peace and comfort that only he can provide.

Harley Rider

my heart just breaks for you right now. i have been sick/hurting for almost 18 mos, and unable to work. no money, no nothing. sad, lonely, etc. no relief in sight. am so very down.

i can't imagine what you are going thru dear soul. my situation doesn't compare. i feel awful w/ how i feel when i see how much worse yet it could be.

my heart hurts for you badly - and i pray so much that god would flood you with love, mercy, fiances, and friends to help you like never before.

god -- please help this dear soul and her son!!! HELP THEM PLEASE. They need you now!

praying for some relief and help to come soon dear soul.

Falken

Father in Heaven, i'm sorry if i being so selfish, i thought that my problem was so hard yet i can't see that some people have more difficult problems than me. Dear God, please help Denimari through this bad times. If my happines, and my sadness could be a help to her and relief her from her grief then please take it to her my Lord. I'm sorry for my selfishness please help this mother God. In the name of our Father in Heaven, Holy Spirit, and our lord Jesus, i pray. Amen.