Everyday I just seem to go through the motions, get up get dressed, eat, work, excercise, (joined a running training program) home, bed. I pray throughout the day, not for me, but for others. I know others have been rejected and feel as bad or worse than I. My faith is strong, my health good, I Thank God for all the good things in my life, but why does my heart still hurt for the same person. He has had his own turmoil to deal with, and I don't contact him unless he contacts me. Periodically he does. Sometimes he shares the little things in his life, He sent me cash for Christmas. (He is out of town on the other side of the States from me) He says he wants to see me, then he is quiet. I pray he can get through his turmoil, family problems, and Health issues along with work. I pray for God's will and God's timing, but I need y'all to pray for me to keep me Strong in Christ. Thankyou so much for all you souls' out there. And, I pray for all of you as well.