I haven't been happy since about a month ago when my girlfriend of four months and I broke up. I've been in a really deep depression ever since. I pray to god for guidance and support. I'm not sure what to do. I try to move on but everytime i think i'm getting somewhere i'm pulled back. And every time i'm pulled back it makes it seem like God wants us to be together. I feel really foolish and stupid for this i feel like i'm complaining about a stupid high school relationship, but this was more. I wasn't truely sure that i loved her until my parents said that they knew i did.....
I pray that all that we've said will be overlooked and we'll get back the times that we both enjoyed. I pray that we can have the relationship we did and niether of us have to go through this sadness anymore.