Oh my dear pls don't be frustrated God still loves you remember that not all the time your being called that you respond but whwt merters is that at last you'll answer so believe \God must hear you in fact he has heard all is well .the devil os only puting fear into you tell him that he isd afaliour but one thing I have for you is go and sin no moer you ae a testimony for his good works God bless you in Jesus Name Amen.

I feel the same way but I just keep looking up.We dont have to like our circumstances-but if you look God will show you His blessings. Even though Im alone and about to lose my buisness and dont know what to do next-I am thankful Jesus loves me and greatful for my home,car,the weather,people I meet,my pets,etc.Just think of children in Africa with no parents scrounging for garbage to eat and sleeping on a dirt floor.When I see these things and I see how I live I feel blessed. I ask God to wrap his arms around you and give you a big hug and show you how much He loves you . The Bible says Trust in the Lord with all your heart....and lean not unto your own understanding.There are some things we will never understand until we can ask Him in heaven.I look forward to that.Anne/collheaven p.s. I would light a candle but I dont have any yet.

Sometimes I feel the same why ans when my wife is depressed she feels the same way. She is in counseling and on medication. Perhaps talking to someone will help. We will pray for you as well.

Oh My Darling Darlene,

You ask nothing new and being tired of all this is not new to anyone of us either. May I recommend in my own humble tones that as it is written about such things in the Bible. For are we not told that patience is a virtue. Simple for me to say but harder to us all to accept. Yes the world is filled with meaningless love and with hate for others and what is the meaning for life and death. I tell you child when your as old as I am you soon learn life is not what it seems. For if we hold life as what we see with our eyes in the flesh as most do. I tell you life has no meaning for the flesh is weak yet the spirit is strong and in that there is life everlasting! We are only here for a short time when you look at it from universal time. As Jesus said in my Christian interpretation time to my Father can me as split second or as long as thousand years. So time in irrelevant as it is for waiting for answers to your prayers. I tell you by my faith you prayers will be answered and are being answered but by God's will and in His time.

Look how much love do you seek and yes you are seeking and wanting even though you may feel that you want nothing you want to know you are loved and touched! I tell you your are God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten son that ye might have life and have it more abundantly! And so you have it ! What more love could any of us ask for?

Now I shall pray for you with all my heart body and soul that you shall see the life and love that is given unto you not only by God and His son by this humble old man who has nothing to give but love and I give it to you as Christ teaches we should love one another! I can only hope my love is worthy enough for you as well as for Him!

My heart goes out to you my dear sweet friend that the light of your soul will foget the ways of this world and shall shine brightly for you and inturn for Him!

God Bless,
David aka rabbin