I got papers in the mail today that confirms Dany hired another attorney for the divorce and a trial date is in the process of being set. Lord, am I to believe you want me to divorce Dany. I cannot force him to stay married to me if he hates me so much. What am I to do? I feel as if my only option is to go along with the divorce and protect myself and the children as much as possible. Why, Lord, are some marriages restored and not others? I want to take the path You have laid out for me but the bible says You hate divorce. I am confused. Please give me clarity, Lord!!! Amen.

Dear Lord,
Can I be honest with you? I want my marriage restored. I feel like the more I open my heart to God the more I love Dany and am able to forgive him. If this is Your will please make this happen. Please find the tiny piece of Dany's heart that still belongs to me and make it big so he cannot deny it. Keep reminding Dany of our family, our beautiful children, our home. Please make this life seem irrestible to him. Please hear my prayers, Lord. Amen!

Dear Lord,
I see no light at the end of the tunnel. Dany believes that I have put him in the spot where he is today. I did not ask him or force him to leave. Am I to believe that he shouldn't be helping to support his children? That it is okay for him to just up and leave and not have to worry about what happens to us financially? How is this all my fault, God? How can we overcome this? He will never forgive me. Where did the love go? Is it gone forever? I should be the one who is so angry and all I feel is sadness. Please help me, God. I need you. I can't do this by myself. What do You want for me and my children?

Dear Lord,
I left Dany a message stating that I love him and want him to come home. He did not even respond. He has not seen his children in over 2 weeks and has no plans to see them. He claims that he still cares but what does that mean? He doesn't do anything to show he still cares. I feel pulled in two different directions. One to start a new life without Dany and just get through the divorce. The other to continue to pray for marriage restoration and fight for our love. I do still love him. What is Your will God? What is Your plan? Please tell me, I am listening. I invite You to take over this situation and give me Your direction. I ask these things in Your name Jesus. Amen!!
P.S. Please remove Shawna from Dany's life. I think she is making things worse. I know he doesn't love her but is staying with her out of convenience and being scared of being alone. She is an obstacle for us reconciling.

I am having a rough day today, Lord. I am feeling very sad. I miss Dany and what we used to have. Please give me a chance, Lord, to work on my marriage. I know that it is up to Dany but please soften his heart towards me. I really miss him alot today. Please take away my sadness. I ask for these things in Your name Jesus. Amen!!

Dany ended up calling but like always somehow he ended up making me feel like scum. I reach out to him and he treats me as if I am no better than the trash outside. Lord, what did I do to deserve this? I am willing to accept consequences for my actions but I don't even know what those actions are. Why does he despise me so much? What am I supposed to be doing with my life right now? I need some guidance, please. I am begging You, Lord!!

Lord,
Please convict Dany's heart. He was here today and stayed for a few hours. We talked about alot of things. I beg Your forgiveness Lord for not being the best wife. Dany says he cannot forgive me right now. I never meant to cause any pain or hurt. I am sorry if I didn't express my love enough to him. I truly am. I beg You Lord for another chance. Dany's heart is so hardened to me. I have also been so hurt by Dany's actions. He says he was forced to find another woman since I didn't show him love. He says he can't trust me. I have never cheated or betrayed him. Please open his eyes and heart to me. Give him the courage to try one more time. He says he is scared that things will not change. He is not willing to chance it. He does not believe or want to be with me anymore. He says the love and any and all connections are gone. Is that true Lord? Are all the feelings gone? Is there anything left You can work with? I pray that there is. Please Lord turn this impossible situation into a possibility. I am begging you. I ask for these things and Your guidance Lord, in Jesus' name. Amen.

Dear Lord,
Tomorrow is Valentine's Day and I do not have my husband. I am trying to stay positive and keep the faith. Please show me if this is what You want me to do. I sent Dany a card wishing him a great day but I am not sure if he will even care. I am trying to do the right thing but sometimes it seems like it doesn't matter. Are You working behind the scenes? Does Dany still love me? I have so many questions but no answers and no clear path/direction. Some days it is very confusing. Please be my guide, Lord. I look to You for the answers. Amen! God Bless everyone on Prayabout and I hope everyone has a blessed and loving V-Day.

We go to court on the 27th. We had a big fight today. He is allowing his girlfriend to buy things for my children that say "I love you". She doesn't even know my children. I am sick to my stomach. I don't even think it matters that I pray. Dany has changed. His heart and soul are beyond fixing. He has no remorse for his behavior or actions. Everything he has done he has some how turned it around on me. I feel like I am going crazy. Maybe it was a mistake to marry him and have children with him. I don't know this person he has become. I am at a loss as to what to do. All I can do is defend myself. I am backed into a corner. Maybe I should give up hope of reconciliation. I am not sure that I even love him anymore. He is out to destroy me and I can't look the other way anymore. It might be Satan influencing him but Dany is still choosing to do the things he is. He already admitted that he does not care what hurts my feelings and he wishes that I would just die. Then he wouldn't have to pay any child support to me because he would get the kids. How can someone say those things to someone that he used to love? I don't know anymore.

We go to court on Wednesday. I pray that God will provide me with what I need. I want to be awarded the house and enough money to maintain it. Lord, please don't make my children and I suffer through this. We did not want this. I will accept whatever You deem appropriate. I am just tired of fighting him. When will the truth come out? When will Dany see the situation for what it is and quit blaming me for everthing? I need you Lord. This has been pure hell.

We went to court. The divorce has been finalized yet but it will be. There is no going back any longer. What was once there has been destroyed. I no longer want to be married to this man. He is not the same guy. I have met someone else that I want to get to know better. I am sorry, Lord. I would have fought the battle if Dany was willing to fight also. He is not. I can't do it by myself. Please allow me and this other man to get to know each other better. I just want love in my life and a good role model for my children. That is all I ask. Please provide that for me, Lord. I ask these things in your name Jesus. Amen!!

My divorce still is not finalized. I am still single. Not much has changed. I have lost faith in relationships. People are selfish and only care about themselves. I have no idea what to pray for anymore. My prayers are never answered anyway. I am thankful that me and my children are healthy and that we have a home to live in. We are not wanting for food or clothing. Thank you Lord for that. I just wanted my children to grow up in a loving home with two parents. I guess that is too much to ask for.