I just don't know anymore right now I feel like I can cry a river but the tears just won't fall it's like something won't let me cry out the pain and hurt that I am experiencing at this moment as I am typing I feel I have no where else to turn but here for prayers and to God I have just made a complete mess of everything and the thing is it's not just me I have two kids so I just can't go crazy I have to hold it in for them I know everything happens for a reason but sometimes you just have to ask Why? Why, God? Why me? the father of my children who I have been with for the last 12yrs of my life turned out to be the biggest liar I have ever known I am deeply hurt because everything that I felt every thing I said all turned out to be true I just don't understand how people just don't realize that their careless actions affect others on top of that me and my landlord are battling he hates me I feel like he is trying to get over on me I just don't know what to do I am so all alone how am I going to handle everything on my own I don't know what to do anymore all I can do is pray Please pray for me to settle this dispute with me and my landlord rent is so high everyone just wants to price gauge but what about people like me Please pray for me to release this pain I have in my heart please ask God to not hurt anymore over my ex please let me heal for my childrens sake I don't know what to do I need a hand to hold my heart is hurting so bad