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ChucksBaby
ChucksBaby Pittsburgh, PA

DEPRESSION

Since the death of my husband, I have come to the realization that I must sell my home. I am inundated with paper work to settle the estate and I have lost all ambition. His family members, (sons, brother, sister-in-law & ex-wife) have scorned me maliciously, with false hoods and it has become unbearable. I was a good and loving wife and have done nothing to hurt any of them. If anything, I went out of my way to be fair and share, with them, my husband's belongings but none of them are satisfied. I now believe that 'No good deed goes unpunished.' I do not eat healthy, do not sleep regularly and have given up on everything that I took so much pride in doing, prior to my husband's death. I don't seem to have a problem praying for other's, with a heavy heart, but I seem to have a problem asking God to help me. I smoke and want to quit but I have lost my will power to even try. I previously had cancer and was in need of corrective surgery but I postponed it in order to take care of my husband. I just didn't feel that anyone could take care of him as well as I could take care of him. Now, I fear it may be too late. I feel worthless and ugly, with this hideous disfigurement,from this terrible disease. I cry everyday. My husband never complained during his illness of 11 years and I an ashamed of myself for feeling so worthless but I can't seem to get out of this depression. Will you please pray,for me,to get the ambition to get my house in order, so it can be sold. I don't have a job and I am terrified of how hard it will be for me to survive financially, without my husband. I have lost his disability and am too young for social security. I am currently living off of the finances that were put away for my retirement, which should not have been for another 11 years. Pray, also, that the devil leave the sharp tongues, of his family, so I can get through my grieving process. It will be a miracle, if one day, I should get an apology from any of them. They have minimized my husband's death and maximized their greed. I want to forget the hurt they have caused me. Please pray that I can put this hurt out of my mind so I can be at peace and get on with my life. The pain I feel is crippling my life. I want to forget all of the heartache but I just don't know how to stop thinking about how I was treated behind my back. After they all got what they could get from me, they have all turned and stabbed me in the back and I ask God , "Why?" I just don't understand any of it. I know his ex-wife has a sword, for a tongue, as we were never left in peace during our marriage. I want peace, in my life. I need your help and prayers as I do not know what I will do with myself. I am frightened and all alone. I have distanced myself from my own family members (neices, nephews and their mother) because they breed nothing except negativity and hateful words. All of my life I have done nothing but try to help them, especially financially, and now, when I need them emotionally and spiritually, they do not ask of what they can do for me but continue to complain of their needs.I can't give any longer because I have nothing more to give except to ask God to forgive them, for what they have done to me, and pray that the Lord help them to help themselves. My distant cousins (the only other family I have) do not have any idea of the pain and insecurtiy I feel because I am a very proud person and they always thought I had the perfect marriage and that my husband left me financially secure. I would never tell them otherwise. My friends in Christ, please help me by your prayers. I desperately need to get stronger every day. Thank you.

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Denerica
Denerica New Jersey

Father what you did for my mother nearly 10 years ago can be said for this dear one today, I know you will carry her through and she will look back and know this very day how you helped her through this moment in her life. Keep her strong, holding onto her faith, I speak against Depression that you have no power and authority over her mind, you loosen your hold, Father I ask for the provision necessary to help her make it through, that her love and joy for you is her strength in Jesus name amen.

anewme
anewme Back in San Diego =)

Sister, my sister, God our father is with you, you are not alone, he love you and in time you will see his work. I pray for you my sister may God our father bless you in all you need, I ask this in Jesus Christ, Amen.

FaithinGod
FaithinGod New Mexico

"Our Heavenly Father, thank you for your love. I pray for Chucksbaby now that you would provide her with the inner peace that she needs for healing of her heart and her mind. I pray that that you will give her the desire to press forward and take care of what it is that needs to be taken care so that she may move forward. I pray that you will give her the strength to deal with family members and that her focus will be on doing right for you Father. I pray dear Lord that you will open doors of opportunities for her to meet new people that she can share her life with. I know that her husband would want her to be happy and I pray that you would heal her dear Father. I pray for all family members to have change of heart that will possess love and understanding. In your most holy and honorable name, Jesus Christ, I pray and ask for Chucksbaby to be healed and that she press forward in living a life that focuses on you first and foremost Amen."

cherdol1
cherdol1 Phoenix Az

Father put your hands down upon this women and take away her pain. Father let her know that you are there and you do hear her. Father we ask that you strengthen her faith and give her guidance. Father touch her husbands family and take the coldness, bitterness and anger out their heart. Father we rebuke this spirit of depression, and know that by your stripes we are healed Lord. We thank you and praise you in your precious name! Amen!

"I want you to trust me in your times of trouble, so I can rescue you, and you can give me glory" Psalms50:14-15

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stephanielovesmick

Dear Father in Heaven,
Please take this woman into your loving embrace and hold her close. Comfort her Father, and bring healing to her broken heart. Help her regain her strength, and guide her through this very tough time. Turn the relatives hearts that are hurting her back into flesh so that they may feel the pain they are causing this dear woman and lay your healing hands upon her and let it not be too late for her to get treatment for her own illness. Father, she has so much to overcome, but we know with you that it is all possible. Please help this dear lady. I pray in Jesus' most loving name. Amen

Brooke1981
Brooke1981 Kansas

Dear Lord please wrap your loving arms around this women and please bless her with all she needs Amen

CindyinChrist
CindyinChrist Bremerton, WA

God will give you Peace in Christ, wait on God. Be still and know that I am the Lord God.

bighill
bighill Poquoson, Virginia

Lord, may Chuck's Baby be blessed with Your love and deep inner peace. May there always be the resources necessary to live comfortably. In Jesus name. Amen.

janet1910
janet1910 Philippines

Lord, I can only imagine this kind lady's extreme anguish and unhappiness. I pray that Strength be hers, and that Your love fills her heart each moment that she may not despair and loose all hope in life. May You lead her each step of the way to a happy life again which she more than deserves. Amen.

FirstJohn51415
FirstJohn51415 Weldon Spring, Mo

Heavenly Father I ask you to bless this woman with your love and peace. Give her all that she needs to get through this hard time. Protect her from the harshness of her husband's family. I pray that God softens their hearts towards you and that they start to help you not hinder you. I pray that God restores your peace and gives you the will and energy to take care of yourself..get your corrective surgery done..take care of your husband's personal matters..get all the paper work done, etc. I pray that God blesses you with his grace to get through all of this. I pray that you step back..take a break and really take care of yourself..that you take a little time out for yourself every day..shutting every one and everything out...just you and God...so that the Lord can begin to renew your inner spirit..In Jesus name I pray..amen

whitelace
whitelace spokane

DEAR JESUS PLEASE SEND HEALING AND HAPPINESS AND YOUR LOVE MAY THEY COME TO YOU WITH EVERYTHING...IN JESUS NAME AMEN...

anim2007
anim2007 Finland

Lord God, thak you thank you for your uncinditional love toward us. Thank you that you love us even we do not diserve it. Thank you for jesu who died for all of our sind, for the sins of every human being in this earth. Lord help us to forgive to those who have treated us wrong and hurt us, also those who does not love us or ask our forgivness. Lord you have forgiven us so much. Thank you God that we can rely on you and your help for your children.
Lord bless this women and give her peace of mind. Help her in her situation. Lord help that all things will be settled just the correct way, bless all the family members of her husband and her's too. Lord give her inner peace. Lord heal her body from all deseases and fill all her dayly needs. In Jesus name, amen.

memo
memo Los Angeles, CA.

May God's blessings fall upon you and I pray you that you will feel better...
In Jesus Name......
AMEN.

Such a cheerful friend
who warms the hearts
of all of us...

yet, depression attacks
even the most cheerful of us
and swirls around our minds -
playing tricks on us...

one moment, all is fair weather
within our souls ~
next minute, thunderstorms arise
within every inch of our beings...

oh, friend, I wish for you
Peace and tranquility ~
not the horror of depression
and all its chaos...

may God be ever with you
and may His Peace fill you,
so that you may know that
He loves and protects you
as you keep your heart
open to Him... by Dolores A. Treadway

SilenceOfHeart

Heavenly Father,
I pray for the lifting of depression for this dear soul. Please comfort her in her grief and fill her with Christ's peace and joy. Renew her energy and instill within her a life purpose and plan. Guide her and give her wisdom and clarity. Release her from fear and anxiety. Thank You, Lord Jesus, for hearing our prayers. AMEN.

Helpinghand
Helpinghand Hagerstown MD

Dear heavenly Father I come to you in prayer for this child.
Where 2 or more come in your name we shall be heard. Father I pray for this child ... Mind, body and soul. I ask lord you hear prayers and bless her with the answers she seeks. Lord She need your help so bad in so many ways. I pray Lord you stand with her and wrap your loving hands around her and send her the down the blessings she needs at this time.
Father I pray for healing of the family ... Both sides. I pray for their hearts and souls. I pray they may see the error of their way and take you to heart and change their ideas of her and you father. This in Jesus' name I pray Amen.

And I want to thank you so much Sister for your prayers for Justice. The children need all the help we can give them. You are in my prayers also. God Bless you and answer your prayers. In Jesus' name I pray Amen. Carrie