true reconciliation ......truth.....and for faith in what God can do no matter what .......that God would pour his spirit into my wife and i....healing..pray that i would let your light shine and expose any evil in my family...that my five kids would be protected from collateral damage...and that my wife would look past her beauty and realise the cost of vanity and lies and come into full repentance...pray for where she works that all wickedness in that would be exposed and abolished..mercy on my tender heart

02-15-08
I have realized that I havn't loved myself.. Ive loved Jesus for what hes done and promised, however I failed to love his child, me..I never allowed him to love me! .only his love is sufficient for the task.so all my efforts were in vain..my lack of love for myself was a lack of love for Christ and all those i love!..by loving myself through Him i can feel his love for me.. healing now begins...through love, hope, forgiveness, mercy and grace for myself and others, i can find peace and joy! my marriage has suffered because my focus was on trying to heal what only the love of Christ can heal....will my wife respond to this new found love?.pray for me faithful ones..that she would.. that i could be the same for you and that we would all hold fast to our first love and love ourselves where Christ dwells and that the people we love..the body of Christ our families and our enemies, respond to his love as He would have it..