my mother and i and in court matters to contest a will and trust my grandfather who has alzithemers was forced to sign throught mental and phicical abuce. his wife (not my grandmother) more commonly gold-digger married him for the money and pushed my mother and i out of his life for fear it would tale away for her financhal rape of my family. when she knew she was sick and would pass away first made him make a new will leaving everything to her greedy daughter who while he is still living had us wriien out of the will and sold his house and put him in a home. i am disabled and was promised by my grandpa he would always take care of me, and oh god i just feel like dieing to know they could get away will all thats been done to us. i feel like if they won the court case the only thing i could do is kill myself to hope that it would make her feel the guilt for what they done. one time there was a horrible break in at my house and i was violently raped, that took my virginity, well my grandpas wife told me i was a pathetic liar and i only said that to get my grandpa to give me money, i never even asked for money, nothing my whole life. thats just a small example of what kind of people i am dealing with. we cant even afford a lawyer and shes fighting us with our right full inheirance. and i have tryed all the nonprofit probono stuff. i have been playing becacuse this is the most important fight i just cant let go, for my self respect and diginity. help